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Chapter 1156 Fan 242: Wolves ride bamboo horses around green plums [-].

"To be honest, there are a lot of fat and thin people in the school, but I just noticed her alone, maybe her eyes, everyone is in a hurry, and there are only busy studies in their eyes, only her... how should I put it The look in her eyes makes people feel very energetic and hopeful. Although she is dressed in shabby and skinny clothes, people can see hope... Maybe the beginning of the United States is rebirth for her. No matter how difficult the process is, she has it. The belief in getting ahead, because she has survived the more difficult things." Jiang Nan propped his chin and fell into the memory, although he was talking to Shen Xiaolan, it was more like talking to himself.

"Actually, it was really difficult for me to catch up with her, because I was already well-known at the time. I have been in love since junior high school, and my girlfriend definitely changed faster than clothes, so she didn't want to talk to me at all. During that time I seemed to be a different person. I cut off contact with those girls and those cronies. I studied hard and chased her seriously... Although in the end I moved her and made her fall in love with me, but before she agreed to date, She told me a secret that she kept hidden in her heart. She said that she has a very serious paranoid personality disorder, and now she is undergoing treatment in front of a famous professor of psychology at H University." Jiangnan looked at the desktop, "She doesn't Knowing this problem, it was the professor who found her. The incidence rate of paranoid personality disorder is 0.4% to 1.6%, and most of them are male. The professor hopes to write her treatment file as a case in his book, Of course, he will not disclose any information about Jiang Qian, and will give Jiang Qian a certain amount of remuneration and treat her for free, so although Jiang Qian agreed, she was worried about being guessed by others, so she took a double degree and took classes with that tutor. , by the way for treatment."

Shen Xiaolan still knows a lot about psychology. After all, her mother also majored in psychology. "Is the paranoid personality disorder... formed because of her family?"

"Yes, it's normal for her to have mental illness in such a family. Not everyone can survive in such a life." Jiang Nan sighed slightly, "I love her and naturally I don't mind such things , so we dated, and in my senior year, I told my parents about her existence, told them I loved her, I was going to marry her, and my parents said they wanted to meet her, so I took her home and met them. In fact, I kept changing girlfriends not because I was bothered, but because no matter who I love, I have no way to decide my marriage. As early as when I was young, my parents decided for me. fiancée."

Shen Xiaolan's eyes widened in surprise, "Then you are still...with Jiang Qian?"

"What can I do? When I really fall in love with someone, I realize that that kind of feeling is completely out of my control. I no longer want to obey my parents' arrangements. I want to resist." Jiangnan squeezed his hand Tightly, "I thought my parents liked her very much, I thought they would agree with me, but when I was about to graduate, my mother called me to a private club and told me to break up with Jiang Qian and then Immediately after graduation, I would marry my fiancée, or leave the family. From then on, I have nothing to do with the family. At that time, I hesitated, because I didn’t have the courage to work hard without a starting point. My mother said she was not good enough for me, but I I think I'm the one who doesn't deserve her, I'm too cowardly. But I chose Jiang Qian in the end, because I can't give up my feelings. After knowing what it's like to love someone, I have no way to marry A woman I don't love at all."

Shen Xiaolan scratched her head, a little confused, "If this is the case, why did you break up? Since you chose Jiang Qian, and you love each other so much, shouldn't you be together?"

"Because my mother saw that Jiang Qian's biggest weakness is to be strong, and she also knew my character would hesitate to hear such things, so she called Jiang Qian, and all the compartments in the private club were separated by one-way glass. When I got up, she saw my hesitation, and my mother told her more straightforward words, so she rejected me." Jiang Nan still can't forget the scene of that day, "I exchanged the money for my first design drawing. , bought a diamond ring, went to find her with joy, and proposed to her. I was imagining our future, but...she waved the ring away and said that we should break up. I couldn't find that ring after searching for a long time , maybe... means that there is no relationship between me and her."

Shen Xiaolan suddenly remembered something, "So, she said that excellent people should be with excellent people. Is this notion left at that time?"

"Yes, because of that incident, her paranoid personality disorder, which had been cured, relapsed again, and it was even more serious. She refused treatment and denied that she had such a personality disorder." A trace of guilt flashed in Jiangnan's eyes, so Jiang Qian has become what she is now, and she has an inseparable relationship with herself, "She started to dig into the horns, she studied crazily, and entered a large company for internship. At first, she would approach Chu Muyang because Chu Muyang was better than me in all aspects. , She wants to prove to my mother that you looked down on that poor girl of yours at the beginning, and you can find a better one. But she gradually fell in love with Chu Muyang, but Chu Muyang loves you very much. "

Shen Xiaolan was slightly embarrassed, "So her deep-rooted concept has been broken, because... I'm not outstanding?"

"It's not that you are not outstanding, but that her understanding of excellence is too sharp." Jiang Nan was a little helpless, "Because my mother said back then, she thought that people from rich families looked down on her family background. I hope that I will not be looked down upon by anyone. She knows that she is not qualified to rely on her family background, so she just wants to stand on her own. She managed to do it with great difficulty, but she is still not accepted. With your family background, she is at the edge of her head , She felt that no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't change her past, so she did those things to avenge the unwillingness in her heart."

"So I just lay down." Shen Xiaolan was really incapable of accepting such a reason, because she couldn't get what she wanted, so she vented her anger, "I sympathize with her experience, sympathize with everything she has experienced, but... I It's still hard to accept what she did to me, and does she have any apology? She has done so much to me, without even an apology, why should I forgive her?"

(End of this chapter)