A different kind of love of the dumb scholar

Chapter 280 Take Care Of Me (Third Watch)
Chapter 072

"Why are you so excited? Don't you want to leave a long time ago? I have lived in the teacher's dormitory this year, have you visited me even once? I know what you are thinking. Don't worry, Zhuohua is My daughter, even if she doesn't want to be with me, I won't leave her alone. I've already hurt one daughter, and I won't hurt another one."

"Hmph! Whatever you want!" Zhu Qing left angrily after finishing speaking, leaving her alone.

Leaving her here alone at night, there is no love at all.

After squatting on the spot and crying for a long time, Han Yanyu got up and walked in the opposite direction.

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Bai Jing led Shui Qianqian back to the apartment.

Neither of them said a word, after letting Shui Qianqian sit on the sofa, Bai Jing went to find the medicine box to help her clean the wound.

After undoing the sleeves of the shirt that tied the wound casually, and wiping the blood off her hands, Bai Jing breathed a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, it's not too serious.

Seeing him squatting in front of her and carefully administering the medicine to her, Shui Qianqian's heart suddenly calmed down.

When the cotton swab touched her wound, she flinched a little, Bai Jing hurriedly stopped, looked up at her worriedly, "Does it hurt?"

Shui Qianqian shook her head, "No."

Naturally, Bo Jing didn't believe it, the wound wasn't too serious, but it was a wound where nails were directly inserted into the palm of his hand, how could it not hurt.

After bandaging the wound, Shui Qianqian looked at Bai Jing, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Sorry, I made you worry."

Bai Jing sighed, raised her hand and rubbed her hair, "You know I'm worried, so don't hurt yourself again in the future. It's just this time, don't make another example."

"Okay." It will only happen once.

She really couldn't control it at the time, and when she realized it, she felt that it was completely unnecessary.She has survived the more difficult days, and now she has someone by her side, so why care about these things?
There are some things she has already recognized, right?

However, thinking about it this way, she still had some innumerable emotions in her heart.

In short, although her mood has calmed down a lot at this time, in fact, she doesn't seem to feel so well in her heart.

"Let's go, it's late, I'll take you to wash up, your hands can't touch the water for the time being."

Shui Qianqian let him hold her wrist and lead her to the bathroom.

Bo Jing moved a stool for her to sit on, and began to remove her make-up and wash her face.

This was the first time that Bai Jing took care of someone so meticulously, because this person was her, so he did it very skillfully, without any awkwardness.

After washing his face, he squeezed toothpaste to help her brush her teeth, but Shui Qianqian refused, "I'll do it myself."

Bai Jing frowned.

"It's okay, as long as I don't touch the water, I can still get a toothbrush." ​​If she had known it was such a trouble, she shouldn't have hurt herself.

"It's late, you should go wash up too."

Bai Jing was still a little worried, but finally handed her the toothbrush, "I'll put the hot water on for you, so you don't touch the water when you take a shower later."

Shui Qianqian nodded while brushing her teeth.

After putting away the hot water, Bai Jing found another hair tie to help her tie her hair.

Seeing his serious and meticulous appearance in the mirror, Shui Qianqian's eyes suddenly turned red, and tears almost slipped out of her eyes.

She didn't know why, it was clear that she hadn't cried for many years.

Fortunately, she narrowed her eyes and controlled it in time, not letting tears fall, and not letting Bai Jing see it.

"Put your pajamas here, I'll be outside, call me if you need anything."

Shui Qianqian responded sullenly, "Yes."

He didn't ask anything, and didn't say a word to criticize her, he just took care of her meticulously.He is the proud son of heaven, except for her, he probably has never served anyone else like this.

What else is there for her to be dissatisfied with?

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Half an hour later, Shui Qianqian came out of the shower.

As soon as he came out, he saw Bai Jing standing outside, and Shui Qianqian was stunned.

He actually stayed here.

He didn't even change the blood-stained shirt with one sleeve torn off, it was obvious that he was such a clean person.

Seeing her expression, Bai Jing knew what she was thinking, smiled lightly, "It's okay, I'll tidy up right now, you go back to your room and go to sleep."

As he spoke, he came over to help her untie the hair tie that tied her hair, and took a handkerchief to help her dry the few strands of hair that were stained by water.

Shui Qianqian went back to her room and lay down, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.

Without Bai Jing around, her heart began to be chaotic again.

The scene where that person wants to kneel down to her is full of thoughts.

And Zhu Zhuohua, leukemia...

It's understandable that she doesn't like Zhu Zhuohua.But personal feelings aside, that's really just an eight-year-old kid.

She also came from that age, and it was at that age that she had a great change of mind.

As for the reason, helplessness, despair...

Compared with being neglected by parents, does being tortured by such a disease make people feel more helpless and hopeless?
He is clearly not a person with a lot of sympathy, but why does he keep thinking about this matter?
Also, she is also her biological daughter, why the one chosen will never be her?
It's clear that they're all in peace, they don't come to trouble her anymore, and she doesn't expect their love any more, isn't it good to just keep doing this?

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After washing up, Bai Jing was still worried about Shui Qianqian, so she casually dried her hair before going to the next room to see her.

Just as he was about to open the door, he heard someone knocking on the door.

There were only the two of them in the apartment. He opened the door without hesitation, and before he could react, they threw themselves into his arms.

"what happened?"

"I don't know, I just can't calm down. Bai Jing, can I sleep in your room tonight?"

Bai Jing was taken aback.

He knew he shouldn't think too much at this time, but she is the one he cares about, and she lives in the same room...

Seeing him answering for a long time, Shui Qianqian raised her head from his embrace, "Can't you?" She frowned slightly as she said, "I always think too much when I'm alone. I've tried my best to control it, but I just can't control it."

If it was before, she would never be like this.

In the past, she could solve everything quickly.Because she knew that if she didn't solve it, she would have to face it alone in the end.

Sure enough, people can't always be pampered, it will become a habit.

Just like she is now, she has learned to rely on others.

Bai Jing sighed inwardly, "Come in." He was worried about letting her go back to her room to sleep alone.

Shui Qianqian didn't think of anything else, but suddenly felt at ease.

"Don't worry, I sleep very quietly and won't disturb you."

Bai Jing didn't want to say anything anymore, is this a question of whether to sleep peacefully?In summer, she wouldn't wear much thick pajamas. She was wearing a nightgown, and he didn't dare to look at her more, let alone sleep together.

If too many things hadn't happened tonight, he felt distressed and worried about her, and at the same time blamed himself a little, it would definitely not be as simple as just hugging her now.

With his consent, Shui Qianqian let go of him and walked directly to lie down.

It was as natural as if she had come to his room many times, but in fact this was the first time she had come to his room to spend the night.

Bai Jing sighed again, walked over and lay down beside her, helped her pull the quilt up, lowered her head and kissed her forehead, "Go to sleep."

Turn off the lights in the room.

When the room is darkened, the senses are sharpened.

Sure enough, as he thought, he couldn't calm down at all.

But at this time, she suddenly turned sideways and leaned into his arms, calling him in a low voice: "Bai Jing."

"Ok?"

"You should also be able to see that I'm not normal, and often I can't control my emotions." Shui Qianqian has a clear understanding of herself, she knows what is going on with her, and she has never evaded this question. Even though she ignored the psychiatrist that Feng Ziyun and others in Fengcheng had found for her.

She ignored the psychiatrist, not because she was afraid to face it, but because she knew she could adjust well.

"But don't worry, I will try my best to control it in the future, don't leave me, okay?"

One sentence scattered all of Bai Jing's thoughts.

Is she... worried that he will dislike her because of this?

Bai Jing once again blamed herself, it was he who was not doing well enough to make such an outstanding person such as her feel unconfident in front of him.

She just doesn't know how good she is.

Holding her tightly in his arms, "How could I leave you?" She was already an indispensable part of his life.

"Don't think about it, I like whoever you are. Don't force yourself deliberately, just do whatever you want, as long as you don't hurt yourself again."

"Ah."

After a long time, Shui Qianqian said again: "Bai Jing, do you think I should promise her to do a bone marrow transplant?"

Hearing this, Bai Jing suddenly opened his eyes, "Don't even think about it!" He knew she couldn't let go of this matter.

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　　See you tomorrow.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)