Beauty's enchanting bodyguard

Chapter 691 No Love and No Hate

Blood dripped from Xiao Yi's wrist and dripped into the soil.Xiao Shuihan's shrill voice echoed in the boundless night.The night wind blew, messing up Xiao Shuihan's white hair.

I remembered many years ago, when Ding Yiran was just born Xiao Yi.At that time, the old man was full of joy and joy.Now that the grandson is lost and found again, thinking about what he said and what he did just now, his guts are filled with regret.

"Don't, don't." Xiao Shuihan's face was blurred with tears, and he wailed loudly: "I, Xiao Shuihan, have been strong all my life, like freezing cold water, cold and proud. I have never knelt down before, and today I knelt down for you. Yang Yang It was Grandpa who was wrong. Grandpa, please, please don’t do this, okay?”

At this time, Xiao Shuihan is no longer the head of the Xiao family who is extremely powerful.It seems that it is just an old man.He cried and knelt down in front of his grandson Xiao Yi, his head hit the ground with a thud.The blood on Xiao Yi's wrist dripped down bit by bit, and dripped onto his head.His white hair was immediately stained red with blood.

The blood was ticking, and the sound of kowtowing was thumping.

Xiao Yi's whole body became numb, every muscle and every cell in his body seemed to be dead.Tears rolled down, after being dried by the wind, with a little residual heat.Just like that, poured it into Xiao Yi's mouth.

The night wind blows, and the Mid-Autumn Festival night is very quiet.

The chrysanthemum in front of me spreads lightly in the wind, unaware of the joys and sorrows of the world.

The skin on Xiao Shuihan's forehead hit the dirt in front of him, and a large area of ​​skin was damaged due to the friction.Blood slowly seeped out from his forehead.

However, Xiao Shuihan seemed desperate.Just keep discounting, asking for forgiveness.

Suddenly, Xiao Shuihan flicked his wrist, and the red steel wire whirled in the air.Then, tightened around Xiao Shuihan's neck.In an instant, a bloodstain appeared on Xiao Shuihan's neck, and blood dripped out.

"If you don't stop, then I will die as an apology." Xiao Shuihan raised his head, looked at Xiao Yi with hazy eyes, and begged for mercy: "If you don't stop, then grandpa will die in front of you tonight."

Xiao Yi's body trembled instantly in the wind.

Xiao Yi clenched his black lips, watching his grandfather kneeling in front of him like a child.

Finally, Xiao Yi sighed deeply, and the blood on his wrist naturally stopped flowing.Looking up at the starlight in the sky, he let out a long sigh, and said, "Looking up at the starry sky, there are too many helplessness in this world. Forget it, forget it."

Seeing Xiao Yi finally stop, Xiao Shuihan's tears flowed even more.The whole person prostrated himself on the ground again, and gave Xiao Yi three thud bangs.

The night was dark.

Xiao Yi's tears were finally dried by the night wind.He looked at Xiao Shuihan in front of him, and called softly: "Get up."

Xiao Shuihan was cautious and stood up like a child.He wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, but blood was still gurgling on his forehead.

"Actually, when I found out about my background, I had no resentment toward the Xiao family." Xiao Yi turned his face away and said slowly, "Of course, there is no love either. I am just a member of the Xiao family." It's just a victim of power grabbing, and I can't say I hate anyone. Of course, since I was a child, I have never enjoyed the warmth of family affection. Like a rootless duckweed, my home is everywhere."

With a low voice, Xiao Shuihan caught a faint sense of loss from Xiao Yi's words.In the vast world, who would like to be that rootless duckweed that no one cares about or loves?
Xiao Yi's voice sounded like weeping, and he rang again: "It's just that I was too chilled to hear what you said just now. Hehe, I'm just a victim who broke free from your control."

"Grandpa just did it unintentionally." Xiao Shuihan knew he was wrong, and said in a low voice.

"I can't blame anyone." Xiao Yi smiled sadly and said: "This is a wealthy family, this is destiny. Thinking about you, as the head of a big family, you have a cold nature and are always on the defensive, which is normal. Xiao Shuihan, after all, you have to do something A piece of cold ice water, without any emotion. Do you know? The reason why the Xiao family is falling apart today is nothing more than that you are too fickle. Whatever you do, you consider the pros and cons, the rise and fall of the head of the family, and ignore artificial emotion."

Listening to Xiao Yi's words, Xiao Shuihan stood dumbfounded in the wind.Thinking of my life, it is like a pool of cold water, and at the same time like a piece of cold steel.Whatever I do, I like to do it according to my steel-like will.

If we go back to the beginning, we will understand it with emotion and move it with reason.So, will everything happen tonight?
At this moment, Xiao Shuihan fell into deep thought.The wind blew his blood-stained white hair, and his back was bleak in the wind.

Xiao Yi swallowed with difficulty, and said with a heavy heart: "Xiao family, I won't come back again. Just in that heavy snow, I was covered by white snow. I have no love for this family, nor No hatred. The Xiao family has nothing to do with me."

"The Xiao family is sorry for you." Xiao Shuihan choked up and said, "But your parents are innocent. They have been looking for you all these years. Do you not recognize your parents?"

"Parents?" When Xiao Yi said these words, he was shy.Thinking of these two unfamiliar words, a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "For the time being, I don't want to recognize my parents. I don't know how to face this relationship. Now the Xiao family is in turmoil, and everything is waiting to be done. I Let Chaoran manage the family wholeheartedly. There will be a day, or fate. We should meet each other and know each other."

Seeing the determination in Xiao Yi's eyes, Xiao Shuihan smiled sadly.On such a night of family reunion and family affection, he felt so cold that he shrank his body.

"Even if we meet and know each other, I will never go back to Xiao's house." Xiao Yi said firmly: "I have seen too many scheming in the compound of a wealthy family, and I don't want to be bound by such a cold city wall. Of course, I also don't want my children and grandchildren to live in such an environment. Living in such an environment is too bitter..."

"Will you hate me in the future?" Xiao Shuihan finally opened his mouth after being silent for a long time.

Xiao Yi looked at the old man in his dying years, and said seriously: "Actually, you are like a banner of the Xiao family. I have no love or hatred for you and the Xiao family."

"Hahaha." Xiao Shuihan laughed loudly, his laughter was desolate: "What a person who has no love and no hatred. Yi'er, do you know what hurts people the most in the world?"

Xiao Yi raised his head and looked at the starlight in the sky.A look of struggle flashed across his face.

After Xiao Shuihan laughed desolately, tears wet his whole face again: "The most hurtful thing in the world is not that I love you or that I hate you. It's that I have neither love nor hatred for you. You are in my life It has become irrelevant. Thinking of my life, Xiao Shuihan, I have lived 50 years. Leading the family to prosper and choosing successors. Even if Feier and the others are gone, this is not my failure. As the head of the family, this is my failure. My mission. One of the most failed things I did was to let my grandson have no love and no hatred for me. What a love and no hate, hahaha..."

While laughing desolately, tears rolled down.

The night is cold, the tears are hot, and the heart is chaotic.

Xiao Yi seemed unable to bear to watch, and finally raised his feet and walked towards the road he came from.When his figure was about to disappear into the night, Xiao Shuihan suddenly shouted hoarsely: "Yi'er, can you call me grandpa again? I beg you one more time, okay?"

The pleading voice was very ethereal.However, it clearly reached Xiao Yi's ears.

Xiao Yi's figure in the evening wind froze for a while.The pace under his feet stopped for an instant.And his eyes were moist again, and tears fell down.

With Xiao Yi's eyesight, he could see his grandfather Xiao Shuihan's dying years and old problems all over his body.There is not much time left.This is the wish of an elderly man, even Xiao Yi doesn't know if there will be a next meeting.

After a pause, Xiao Yi started to walk in the night again.But, the road ahead, every step is so heavy.

Finally, Xiao Yi bit his lower lip, his lip was bitten by Xiao Yi.A little bit of blood spilled out.

"grandfather."

After all, Xiao Yi still said these two words.

The voice was very soft, as if it was swallowed into the stomach.

After calling out these two unfamiliar words, Xiao Yi finally raised his head and walked into the night.He seemed to stay for one more minute, and he couldn't leave the back garden tonight.

After saying these two words, he really wanted to turn around and fall into the arms of that old man.

However, in the end his figure disappeared into the night.

Xiao Shuihan, who had just stood up in the back garden, heard those vague words.My whole body felt like I was getting an electric shock, and it was shaking.In the end, Xiao Shuihan seemed to have no strength left, so he sat down on the ground limply.

The night was very cold, but Xiao Shuihan's heart was very hot.

These two words gave Xiao Shuihan a little hope.Like a firefly in the dark night, it gave Xiao Shuihan a little hope.

"Yi'er, I owe you too much. All of this is my own fault." Xiao Shuihan murmured: "However, as long as you have a fire in your heart, then I can light this bunch of torches."

Xiao Shuihan's low voice dissipated into the night.Then, Xiao Shuihan sat in the dirt like that, Yang Tian looked at the starry sky, tears streaming down his cheeks.

He didn't wipe it, and let the tears pour down his neck.

At this moment, Xiao Shuihan wanted to understand.Are your tears hot or cold?

In the dark night, the red steel wire on his wrist.Under the shroud of moonlight, it becomes even brighter.

The fire was as red as a man's tears, more like the fire of hatred, or the kindling of family affection!

(End of this chapter)