Pastoral little master

Chapter 202 Chaos

Now, Qiduo became suspicious, what's wrong with Mother?
Regardless of the mention of Chunfeng Deyi Tower or Xu Youxuan before, Xu's reaction was never the same.
How strange!
Even Erxia and Liuju looked up at Xu, not knowing why she reacted like this.

Tan Dejin's eyes drooped slightly, as if he was meditating on something.

Suddenly, his complexion also changed a few times, his lips were tightly pursed, and he didn't know what he was thinking about.

"What's your name?" Xu urged.

"Yan Sihong." Qi Duo replied.

Xu's lips trembled a few times, as if she wanted to say something, but before she could speak, tears flowed out first.

Then, under the surprised eyes of the three Qiduo sisters, Xu covered her mouth with a veil and walked quickly into the inner room.

A suppressed cry came from the inner room.

Liu Lang looked at his father and sisters with wide eyes, then trotted into the inner room to see Mrs. Xu.
Seeing this battle, Liuju hurriedly shrank her head, "I...did I say something wrong again?"

Qiduo shook her head, she really didn't know why Xu's reaction was like this.
Yan Sihong is not from the Xu family. Why did the Xu family react so strongly when they heard his name? Could it be that...

The seven eyes rolled over in surprise, if this is the case, it would be a real headache!
Erxia, who was also puzzled at first, also changed her face, and she sat on the side thinking.

"Father, what's the matter, mother? We seem to have said something right?" Qiduo looked at Tan Dejin blankly and asked.
"I don't know either, but it has nothing to do with you, and you didn't say anything." Tan Dejin also shook his head, and after a moment of silence, he said, "It's just that if there is anything wrong with the things outside in the future, you Don't talk to your mother when you come back, so as not to worry her."

This is for Liuju to hear.

He knew that Qiduo was very measured, and she rarely said bad things.
Liuju lowered her head in shame, Qiji nodded slightly.
Seeing Qiduo was about to enter the inner room, Tan Dejin called her, "Duo, you go cook, I'll go in and see your mother."

Tan Dejin lifted the curtain and entered the inner room.

Qiduo and Liuju got up and walked towards the door, but when they pushed the door, they found that Erxia hadn't got up yet.

"Sister." Liuju walked over and pushed Erxia, "Why are you in a daze?"

"Ah, it's okay, let's go." Erxia smiled softly and hurriedly got up.

Qiduo found that her smile was a bit forced.

After leaving the house, the three sisters went into the kitchen and took out the vegetables they picked earlier.

On weekdays, the three sisters would have been talking cheerfully, but today because of Mrs. Xu's inexplicable tears, the hearts of the three of them were also heavy.

After a while, Qiduo looked up at Erxia, "Eldest sister, do you know why mother is crying?"

Only when you know the reason for Xu's crying, can you comfort her, otherwise you can only see her sad face helpless.
Erxia pursed her lips lightly, and lowered her eyes.

Qiduo guessed that she might know the reason, but she didn't say it out loud.

Seeing this, Qiduo didn't ask any more questions, and lowered her head to choose vegetables.

"If I remember correctly, I should have a twin brother." After a while, Erxia suddenly spoke, her voice was extremely low.

But Qiduo and Liuju heard it very clearly, and looked up at Erxia in astonishment, "What, there's brother?"

Being the same age as Erxia, Qiduo and Liuju naturally want to call their elder brothers.

The last time when she learned that Mrs. Xu was married for the second time, Qiduo was already very surprised. She didn't expect that there was another surprise waiting for her.

She really didn't know what else about Mrs. Xu that she didn't know.

Since there are two children, why didn't the Xu family bring their sons to the Tan family?
Also, since there is still a child who is not around, why didn't Mrs. Xu go to see him these years?
Erxia nodded lightly, and changed the topic slightly, "However, I heard that he was gone later, but I don't know if it's true or not. I was young at the time, and I can't remember many things clearly. But I remember that my surname is Yan, and I was only six years ago. Ju said that person is also surnamed Yan, mother may be thinking of my younger brother, right?"

One day, thunder exploded above Qiduo's head.

If it was true as what Erxia said, if Yan Sihong was her brother, it would be unlucky for eight lifetimes. To have such a brother would be unbearable, and what he did was simply a beast.

Liuju scratched her head, but still couldn't figure out why Mrs. Xu shed tears. There are so many people surnamed Yan in the world. Will Mrs. Xu shed tears whenever she hears the word Yan in the future?

She asked Erxia, "Eldest sister, that's not right. When we didn't say that Xu Shaodong's cousin's surname was Yan, my mother acted very nervous and excited. Could it be that she can predict the foresight and know that Duo will say that person's surname is Yan?"

Liu Xing didn't know the relationship between Mrs. Xu and Chunfeng Deyi Building, so she asked this question.

Qiduo sorted out her thoughts, and based on what Erxia said and Xu's performance, she could probably guess the reason for Xu's tears.

When Mrs. Xu heard Liuju mention Xu Youxuan's cousin, the first thing she thought of was that son whose life or death was uncertain, so she asked excitedly about his age and appearance.

When the ages matched, Xu immediately asked for the name.

After hearing the name, Xu shed tears. There are two possibilities. One is to confirm that Yan Sihong is really her son, but the son she thought was dead is still alive. , She was naturally angry again, and the tears were inevitable.

Another possibility is that Yan Sihong is not Xu's son, so she can't help being disappointed, thinking of her son, she can't help but feel sad, and she will definitely cry.

Qi Duo thinks that Yan Sihong is very likely to be Xu's son.

I remember that the first time I saw him, I felt familiar. Now when I connected him with Xu, I was surprised that his appearance was very similar to Erxia. No wonder I felt familiar at the time, but I didn't expect this level at the time. Relationship, naturally don't think too much.

He never thought that he and this kind of scum would be born of the same mother.

But if you think about it carefully, Yan Sihong has no father or mother since he was a child. Although the Xu family loves him, the love of the Xu family will never be as good as his parents' love. Thinking about it this way, he is still quite pitiful.

So is his virtue today also related to the lack of parental discipline?

Qiduo scratched her head, a little irritable, even thinking about it felt unpleasant.
However, the old lady is probably even more sad.
Erxia didn't answer Liuju's question, but just lowered her head to choose vegetables.

Qiduo didn't tell Liuju the truth, and she was also in a lot of confusion, not knowing how to help Mrs. Xu.

The room fell silent again.

Xu was still sobbing softly.

Liu Lang watched in bewilderment, only knowing how to wipe his mother's tears with his hands, not knowing what to say.

"Liulang, go out and play with your sisters." Tan Dejin sighed softly, and took Liulang out of the inner room.

After Liulang left the house, Tan Dejin also closed the door of the inner room.

"Mingxiu, don't cry yet." Tan Dejin sat down beside Mrs. Xu, handed over a handkerchief, and persuaded him softly.

Mrs. Xu took the handkerchief and wiped away her tears, but the tears could not be stopped, they were still flowing, her shoulders were shaking violently.

Tan Dejin put his arms around Xu's shoulder, "Mingxiu, is that the child? Didn't it mean that he already..."
Mrs. Xu shook her head, "I don't know if it's true or not. The ages and surnames are the same, but the names are different. When I went back to look for him, the family said he was sick and gone. I don't know if it's true or not. But no matter the child is now Whether it is life or death, think about it carefully, I am really sorry for the child, I should not leave him to suffer alone. I am sorry for him, it is my fault..."

Cry harder.

Tan Dejin patted her on the back lightly, and frowned tightly, "Mingxiu, don't say that, it's not your fault, it's not that you don't want him, it's the Yan family's obstruction, it has nothing to do with you. Mingxiu, you Calm down first, let's find a chance to go and see that kid and see if he is a virtuous book."

He tried to persuade Xu Shi in this way, but he was already entangled in his heart.

He had the same thoughts as Qi Duo. Before today, he just felt that Yan Sihong looked a little familiar and had a feeling of deja vu.

It's just that he didn't think about it at all, and Yan Sihong is not a good thing, let alone think about it deeply.

But now he deeply doubts that Yan Sihong is Xu's son.

Tan Dejin was very worried that after seeing Yan Sihong, Mrs. Xu would be even more sad than now.

Under Tan Dejin's comfort, Xu's crying gradually became quieter.
On the second day, Tan Dejin and his wife took Qiduo to the county town to buy a servant.
They first went to Kang's house with gifts.

When Mrs. Kang saw Qiduo and Tan Dejin coming, she warmly welcomed them into the house.

"Sit down and have a sip of hot tea first, and I will take you to Mrs. Jin later, and let her help you find an honest, kind and capable child, and Liu Lang will never suffer in the future." Mrs. Kang took Xu's arm , with a hearty smile.

With a smile on her face, Mrs. Xu said, "Sister Guirong will help me to grow my eyes later."

"Don't worry." Mrs. Kang patted Xu's hand lightly.

Mrs. Xu sat down next to Mrs. Kang.

After saying a few homely things, Mrs. Xu looked at Tan Dejin and Qiduo, "Dejin, Duo, didn't you mean to go to those restaurants and inns to see if there was an answer, you go first, I have a few words with Aunt Gui Rong Son, come to me when you are done."

Seeing Mrs. Xu like this, Qiduo knew that she might have something to say to Mrs. Kang quietly, and it was not good to say it in front of herself and Tan Dejin, so she excused herself.

Tan Dejin and Qiduo got up, said goodbye to Mrs. Kang, and left the flower hall.

As soon as Qiduo and Tan Dejin left, Mrs. Xu immediately looked at Mrs. Kang with red eyes, "Sister Guirong, I want to ask you something."

"What's the matter, tell me quickly." Mrs. Kang hurriedly put down the teacup, her expression a little nervous.

"I just want to ask you if you know what happened to Xianshu back then. When he left Yan's house, he was still fine. Why did he disappear after less than a year? When I first met you, I wanted to ask, but... ...But I dare not ask, I feel uncomfortable if I ask..." Xu said, tears came down.

If she hadn't heard Qiduo mention Yan Sihong by chance yesterday, she would have been almost certain that her son was dead.

Losing a son has always been an untouchable pain in my heart.

This kind of pain is not simply the pain of bereavement, but also mixed with regret and guilt. She always thought that if she didn't remarry, her son would not die, and her son's death was caused by her.

This sense of guilt made her feel restless deep in her heart, and she has never been able to forgive herself.

So when he saw Mrs. Kang, although he wanted to ask his son about the specific situation at that time, he didn't dare to ask. He was afraid that the truth would be too cruel and that his son would really die because of her, so he instinctively avoided this question.
But when Qiduo and Liuju mentioned Yan Sihong yesterday, she didn't know why, but she had an inexplicable feeling that Yan Sihong had something to do with her, so she asked so nervously.

If her son is still alive, she must do everything possible to make up for what she owed him over the past ten years.
PS [Oh, I have a recent neurasthenia, dreaming all night, drowsiness all day long, unable to open my eyes, and staring at the computer for a while, I feel sleepy to death, very painful, almost going crazy, I don’t know what to do.The doctor said that it might be due to too much pressure, so I asked to rest more to relax, so I can only change it during this period of time. I hope this annoying state will pass soon, and I want to say it to everyone, thank you! ! 】

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