Ajiu

Chapter 250 Missed
What is An'er in her mind?Is her own daughter, the daughter whom Zhangzhu has loved since she was a child, so insignificant in her eyes?Her daughter's marriage, a major event in her daughter's life, became a bargaining chip for her to negotiate terms with the crown princess.

The Pei family wanted to propose a marriage, but the Jin family pretended not to know. This was a tactful refusal, which was upright and upright. "I always thought it was a glorious thing, but who knew there was such filth and filth behind it." Jin Tongzheng, the head of the family, was completely concealed by Xiangshi about this major event, and he kept a secret. Lu was startled, angry, and angry again.

"My lady behaved like this, why didn't you tell me until now?" Jin Tongzheng suppressed the anger in his heart and asked softly.

Xiang Shi was embarrassed, "Well, it didn't work out."

In fact, she was a little bit afraid back then, lest the heartless and merciless Crown Princess would not let her go and liquidate with the Jin family.She was not afraid of the Crown Princess, but she was afraid that her husband Jin Tongzheng would find out that she had made this decision without authorization, and she would not be able to explain it.It's too special to act alone without telling her husband about such a big matter.

Later, when she got home, she didn't dare to mention it at all. After a few days of fear, she found that the Pei family and the Crown Princess hadn't mentioned it either. "Finally, the Pei family still needs some face, and the princess is not too stingy." Xiangshi heaved a sigh of relief, pretending that this had never happened.

Today, if Jin Tongzheng hadn't mentioned that "I have read the manuscript left by the teacher and felt ashamed to be a human being", Xiangshi would not have dared to tell the truth. Back then, she proposed to prevaricate the Pei family first, and instead of blatantly refusing, she also proposed to take security. Jin Tongzheng reprimanded him for exchanging Chaoyang and Qingyang's futures for his son's marriage.If she still negotiates with the Crown Princess under such circumstances, not only is she stupid, but she also disregards Jin Tongzheng, how dare she say that?Over the years, Jin Tongzheng has been polite to Xiangshi, but the intimacy has disappeared.Xiangshi knew that he was angry with An Er's marriage, and regretted it in his heart, and tried many ways to save it, but none of them worked.Now that Jin Tongzheng uttered such extreme words, Xiangshi thought that Jin Tongzheng still respected his teacher very much, and was eager to show his merits, so he got excited and told the past by himself.

In fact, if Xiangshi didn't tell him about this matter, Jin Tongzheng would just have doubts in his heart, and he would have nowhere to prove it.It is impossible for him to ask Second Master Pei or the rest of the Pei family, nor the princess, he can only have doubts.

Jin Tongzheng's eyes turned cold, but his voice became more gentle, "Then, why did you say it today?"

Things didn't work out, I was too embarrassed to say it back then, but now I am too embarrassed to say it now.Today, the same thing is not done, there is no difference.

Xiangshi has been married to him for many years, and when he noticed the change in his eyes, he shuddered and said in a low voice, "Although the matter has not been completed, we have intentions. Mr. Xiang, you don't need to blame yourself..."

"You don't have to feel ashamed and shameless because you didn't help Chaoyang, Qingyang, and the Tang family. We also made sacrifices back then, and what we sacrificed was An'er's lifelong event! Balang Pei was young and handsome, gentle and elegant, the son of the princess. Brother, the grandson of Mr. Ge, the grandson of Duke Wei, who would not want to snatch a young man of this status to be his son-in-law? Our family just pushed it away for the sake of Concubine Tang. Tell me, are we high-spirited, a rare thing in the world? What is there to be ashamed of?"

Xiangshi spoke steadily, reservedly, and word for word. Jin Tongzheng watched her mouth open and close, looking very dignified, and suddenly became irritable. He wanted to pinch her neck and squeeze her she strangled...

"Xiangshi, I want to strangle you to death." Jin Tongzheng hated her very much.

It was her arrogance, ignorance and ignorance that harmed An'er and little Azhao.Little Azhao is such a smart, well-behaved and lovely child. Her relatives and friends all praised and praised her when they saw her. She is more innocent and loving than An'er when she was a child.A child like little Azhao should go to the palace, go to school and play with the noble and most reserved girls in the capital, but because of Xiangshi's previous stupidity, little Azhao lost this opportunity.

Of course, Empress Pei would not let little Azhao go to the kindergarten in the palace, so why not think about it.Xiangshi threatened her with her starling's marriage, so she can't be expected to be so magnanimous that she doesn't care about the past. It's a god, a saint, not a mortal.

"You killed my daughter and my granddaughter." Jin Tongzheng really wanted to kill Xiangshi at the moment.

An'er and little Azhao are both Jin Tongzheng's darlings.

As Xiangshi talked, his heart became more and more uncertain, and he asked with a smile: "Sir, what's wrong with you? Your complexion is very bad..."

Jin Tongzheng stopped and gave her a sharp look, then said softly, "It's nothing, I still have some urgent work to do, I have to go back to the study."

After finishing speaking, Jin Tongzheng turned around and walked away quickly like a gust of wind.

He can't stay here anymore, if he stays here again, maybe he will really stretch out his hand and strangle Xiangshi to death.

"Xianggong!" Xiangshi chased after a few steps, and went straight to the door of the room. Looking at the back of Jin Tongzheng going away, he was stunned for a while.

"Should I not say it?" Xiangshi thought belatedly.

After this day, for five or six days in a row, after Jin Tongzheng returned home, he first went to the room of Princess Longqing to say hello, and then went to the study, but he disappeared in Xiangshi's room. "Although he was indifferent to me before, he didn't reach this point." Xiangshi's heart was cold, and his hands and feet were also cold.

She painstakingly ordered someone to hand over the poems written on five-color gold paper to the study, and the poems were full of affection.She also sent her maid to the study to deliver tea and snacks again and again, to show her tenderness and consideration to Jin Tongzheng.However, after she showed her affection, Jin Tongzheng did not respond.

How could Jin Tongzheng forgive her for a few poems and tea and snacks?An'er's lifelong happiness and little Azhao's happy childhood were all affected by her.Of course, little Azhao will not be unhappy because she can't go to the kindergarten in the palace. She is still young, ignorant, and doesn't know how to compare. But for Jin Tongzheng, not being able to give little Azhao the best makes him heartbroken. , let him be unwilling.

In recent years, Jin Tongzheng has had a lot of conversations with his son-in-law Chen Lingyun.Not for anything else, just because they both hurt little Azhao to the bone, and are willing to give everything they have to give little Azhao the best.

Xiangshi flattered Jin Tongzheng in every possible way to no avail. He was ashamed and angry, and fell ill.

"I'm fine, you don't come to see me. I'm sick, why don't you come to see me?" Xiang thought so.

She and Jin Tongzheng have always been affectionate, and there was no discord until An'er grew up discussing marriage.Xiangshi didn't believe that if he was sick, Jin Tongzheng would abandon her.

Unexpectedly, Jin Tongzheng really lost his heart this time, even though Xiangshi was ill, he didn't come back to take a look, very heartless.

"I died of illness, will you come to see me?" Xiangshi was very sad and disappointed, and cried.

Princess Longqing always doesn't care about things, she came to see Xiangshi's illness in person.The Eldest Princess was old, and Xiangshi didn't dare to talk too much in front of her, and thanked her with tears in his eyes, "Thank you for thinking about it, mother. When I get better, go and kowtow to your mother." The princess smiled, "What nonsense are you talking about?" After telling the maid to serve her well, she left.

After that, Princess Dachang didn't come in person again, but sent her maid to see Xiangshi's condition.

Mother-in-law is like this, she only cares about face.As for the husband, he was probably annoyed and ignored him, as if the Jin family didn't have him.The sons have all been released and are not around.The daughter is in the capital, but in recent years, the daughter has also had an identity with his own mother... After thinking about it, Xiangshi felt very bitter.

What she blames the most is Ann. "Didn't mother just advise you to live a good life with your son-in-law, don't you want to be angry? Isn't it also for your own good? Why don't you appreciate it?" An'er only got married to Xiang after she and Chen Lingyun had a dispute. Shi felt that she was right. It was for Aner's good that she persuaded Aner to compromise and endure. She still didn't understand Aner's emotions.Once this woman marries someone, she must take care of her husband's family, and she can't make peace easily.If Zhenhe left, it would embarrass her natal family and be bad for herself, so why bother.Back then, I stopped you from allowing you to reconcile, because of the reputation of the Jin family, and for your whole life.Alas, all my painstaking efforts, you just don't understand.

Lying on the hospital bed, Xiangshi felt desolate, so he ordered the dowry maid to send more than one letter to An'er, informing her of her illness.

The next day, An'er brought little Azhao to visit her.

An'er has given birth to another son, but the son is still young and can't get the wind, so he didn't bring it out.Little Ah Zhao grew up and loved to run and play, so An'er took her with her.Little Ah Zhao is more than three years old. She is bright and cute in a big red dress. She looks somewhat like An'er and Chen Lingyun. She is beautiful and carefree. When she sees Xiangshi, she smiles. Called "grandmother", very flattering.

When the mother and daughter met, Xiangshi reluctantly teased little Azhao, and ordered the maid to take her to the room of Princess Longqing to play.Little Azhao was originally sitting on a small chair, but after hearing Xiangshi's words, she quickly and steadily jumped to the ground, "I just saw my great-grandmother, she is fine, she always smiles at me, I like her!" Bid farewell to Xiangshi and An'er, and followed the maid with a bounce.

"Girl's house, it's impossible to be steady." Xiangshi couldn't help reminding An'er when he saw his granddaughter like this.

"She's still a child, okay?" An'er frowned, "Daddy said it's good, and her father also said that children should have fun. Mom, don't worry about it."

Xiangshi once euphemistically mentioned the girl's upbringing in front of Chen Lingyun, but Chen Lingyun disagreed, "I didn't have a good life when I was young, but when I get to little Ah Zhao, I will definitely make her happy." , he reasoned that little Azhao was still too young, let's talk about it when he was older.Xiangshi is a grandmother, and she doesn't take care of her own children, so she lacks self-confidence. Seeing Chen Lingyun like this, she has no choice but to let it go.Xiang Shi always thought that the education of little Ah Zhao was too loose and not strict enough. "The child should not be too pampered. Pampering her is actually harming her." What Xiangshi said was the most reasonable words, but it was a pity that Jin Tongzheng, Chen Lingyun, and An'er, who doted on their children, listened to them and ignored them.

Seeing that An'er was disobedient, Xiangshi became even more angry, and told about Jin Tongzheng's refusal to return to the room for many days, "...I and him are married, and he treats me like this, can I sleep at night? "

An'er and her have been estranged in recent years, and instead of comforting her, she asked directly: "There must be a reason, why?"

Xiang's complexion changed, and he said vaguely, "It's nothing, it's an old thing."

Seeing that she refused to tell the truth, An'er stood up, "I'll go to Dad's study."

Jin Tongzheng dotes on her, she can enter his study room, and she can read books at will.Jin Tongzheng has the habit of writing notes by hand. An'er knows it, has seen it a few times, and laughed at her father for it, "When you get old, you can't walk, you can't go out, look at this, think about it." Being brave back then was a pastime." Jin Tongzheng smiled amusedly.

Xiang Shi was startled, "Don't go!"

She wanted An'er to come back to talk to her and listen to her complaints, but she didn't want An'er to know the real reason for her quarrel with Jin Tongzheng.

Xiangshi thinks that she did nothing wrong, but she also faintly knows in her heart that she is unfair to An'er.

The Pei family had such a good marriage, but because of their own opposition and their "improper" words and deeds, they missed it with An'er.

An'er is now married to Chen Lingyun, who can be regarded as passable, the commander of the guards, young and promising, with a bright future, devoted to his wife, and accommodating to his children in every possible way, but compared with the men of the Pei family, there is still a big gap.Among other things, at least Balang of the Pei family did not have a biological mother who was born in a bad family to block An'er and force An'er to recognize her mother-in-law.

Balang's mother of the Pei family is the sixth daughter of Duke Wei and Mrs. Duke Wei, a real noble daughter.

After all, Xiangshi is his own mother, and when he thinks about it occasionally, he feels sorry for An'er.

Xiangshi didn't want An'er to go to Jin Tongzheng's study, An'er looked at her patiently, "Either, you tell me the real reason. Or, I'll go to Dad's study."

You didn't tell me, and you didn't let me see it myself, so why did you ask me to come back?What is the use.

How could Xiangshi say that, he hesitated, "An'er, you are a child, so you don't have to worry about it."

An'er sneered, "So, I must go and have a look."

There must be some reason here, and the incompleteness is still related to me, I can't be kept in the dark!
An'er went to Jin Tongzheng's study regardless of Xiangshi's obstruction.Jin Tongzheng's study room is managed by a book boy and a big girl. Seeing An'er coming, they all rushed over to greet him, "Auntie, grandma, you are here, and the master often misses you." Knowing that Jin Tongzheng's study room treats him For her precious daughter, she can come in and out at any time. An'er said that she wanted to come in and read a book to amuse herself. They hurriedly let her in, "Auntie, please do as you please."

An'er knew where Jin Tongzheng kept his notes, so she took out a small key from a hidden drawer, opened a small cabinet under the desk, and found her father's notes.

The familiar font came into view, An'er read the above words word by word, and was stunned.

It turned out that the person who had quarreled with him, the person who had misunderstood him as his sister, had proposed to the Jin family, and he had actually proposed...

That handsome and gentle man, that perfect family, used to be very close to me, so close that as long as my parents nodded, it was mine.

Just a little bit, he is mine...

(End of this chapter)