Wanqingsi

Chapter 14 Games
A chill ran down my spine, and I stared at him in fear, with black lines in my head!It's over!I also forgot that Wei Lanxue is a gentle and dignified lady who is knowledgeable about books and etiquette. Wei Lanxue absolutely cannot say crazy things like me!Chu Shang won't really find anything, will he?calm down!calm down!His hand pinched me so tightly, I took a deep breath, stared at Chu Shang's scorching stern eyes, gritted my teeth and said: "I was forced out by you lunatic! Anyone who faces you will go crazy! You lunatic! Beasts! Devils!"

Thinking of him personally forcing me to kill Wei Jinlan, my eyes turned red.I closed my eyes, not wanting to expose my fragility to this person, allowing him to tease and humiliate me wantonly, but tears still flowed down the corners of my eyes and down my cheeks.I bit my lip tightly, feeling extremely wronged in my heart, why did you let me bear all this?Why do I have to come to this time and space?Why?Sobs slipping from between my teeth, tears make me weak, I'm going crazy!If this continues, I'm really going crazy!
The hand pinching my neck gradually loosened, and I was waiting for Chu Shang's next humiliation, but unexpectedly I didn't hear his mocking voice.After a while, a hand touched my cheek, wiping away the tears for me.My whole body was shaken, and I opened my eyes suddenly. Seeing me open my eyes, Chu Shang's hand immediately stopped on my face, petrified.There was no trace of sarcasm in his star-like black eyes, but a trace of pain, a trace of bewilderment, and a trace of embarrassment as he frowned at me.

I was stunned.If I still can't see the change in his emotions by now, then I'm really an idiot. I've lived the 30 years of my life with dogs.If a moment ago I was only speculating with a joke and provocation, now I can use the mind of a modern person to be sure that although Chu Shang is not necessarily in love with me, there must be something that he himself is uncertain and unpredictable The feeling that makes him panic, makes him uneasy, makes him moody.

This is enough.I will never lose this game!I want to laugh, but dare not.The smile turned into tears, and I cried more and more sadly. The tears were like broken beads, and I couldn't stop them.The embarrassment and helplessness in his eyes receded, but the pain deepened. With a long sigh, he bent down and hugged my twitching body from crying, and said in a deep voice, "You really hate me so much?"

How ridiculous!What ridiculous questions he asked!I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't. Tears burned in my eyes like strong wine, and flooded out like a flood.If you didn't force me to kill someone, if you didn't imprison me in this red building, if you didn't force me to sell myself, I might not hate you, but so many ifs are just if, if I can, I hope I have never seen you!
He hugged me and remained silent for a long time.I didn't move and let him hug me, I didn't want to stop my tears, as if I would drain all the tears in my life, so that there would be no more tears in the days to come.He finally couldn't help sighing, let go of me, saw me lying on the bed crying heartbreakingly, with no image, turned around and walked out silently after a while.

Listening to the footsteps that were getting farther and farther away, my crying gradually turned into sobbing, and then gradually disappeared into silence.I sat up expressionlessly, got out of bed and turned out of the inner room, washed my face in the basin filled with water, dried it with a silk towel, and then went into the inner room to arrange my clothes and clothes in front of the mirror of the dressing table. hair.My eyes were red and swollen from crying just now, but there was no more tears in my eyes, as if I had never cried at all just now.I looked at my slightly red eyes and sneered in my heart.Chu Shang, I want you to understand today that a woman's tears are not necessarily a cowardly expression of emotion, but sometimes a weapon that is sharper than a knife and more poisonous than a snake.Look, it so easily dispelled your doubts about me and melted your cold heart.It has quenched the poison of resentment. Today, a hole is cut in your heart, and tomorrow it will gradually fester, fester, and maggot. This wound exists only to make your life worse than death, and you have no way to heal it. Unless you die!Unless you die!
In the afternoon, Yueniang came again and brought a chubby woman who measured my clothes. She said she wanted to measure my figure, and she asked me to explain how to make the skirt carefully to the woman who was measured.Both Yueniang and the woman were surprised by the weird skirt I drew. Yueniang didn't know what I wanted to do, so she pulled me and asked softly, "Miss Wei, do you really want to wear such a skirt?"

"Don't worry, Mother Yue, I will never spoil your place on the day of the stage." I sneered, curling the corners of my lips, "Not only will I not smash, but you will also let you bid me a good price."

Yueniang was a little embarrassed, so she didn't say much.I unfolded the blueprint on the desk, and carefully explained to the woman the materials, methods, and details of the skirt's decoration.Suddenly remembered something, I took out another piece of paper, drew a rose on the paper, and tentatively asked Yueniang: "Mother Yue, can you help me find this kind of flower?"

Yueniang glanced at it, and said in surprise and surprise: "What kind of flower is this? I've never seen it before."

I have never seen it again, and there is no rose in this dynasty. I sighed: "This is a rose, which symbolizes love. Some people call it a rose. In the far, far west, people use it as a gift for themselves. Lover, express your love."

"Rose flower?" Yueniang gave me a blank look, then sighed in surprise and admiration: "Miss Wei comes from a famous family, so she is really well-informed."

Does she think I'm really the prime minister's daughter?It's a pity that even Wei Lanxue, who came from a famous family, may not have seen Rose. I snorted coldly, so what if I came from a noble family, if I can't control the power in my own hands, I will be reduced to a brothel and let others oppress me.I turned my head and asked the woman who was measuring clothes: "If flowers of this shape are made of silk, can they be made?"

The fat woman took a look and her eyes lit up: "Young lady is really skillful, drawing such a unique flower. Don't worry, young lady, although I, Mrs. Jin, have never seen this flower before, but since young lady can draw it, we Jinxiu Zhuang will definitely do it."

"Very good, I want this kind of silk flowers to be adorned here, here, and here." I saw the arrogance in the eyes of Mrs. Jin, and I think Jinxiuzhuang must have a lot of background in the capital.I added a few strokes to the drawing of the skirt, "Make me a few more individually, the stems should be longer, and the leaves should be made. The stems should be strong, and the flowers should not droop when held in the hand."

I drew a few more strokes and drew a long-stem rose: "The petals are made of red silk, not too bright red, the color is darker..." I rolled my eyes and pointed to the black and red embroidery on Yueniang's waist. Peony's belt, "This color is almost the same. Can this skirt be made in three days?"

Aunt Jin nodded, with a flash of arrogance in her eyes: "No problem, I can give it to the girl to try on in the morning of the day after tomorrow. If there is something wrong, we will hurry up and change it. It is really that the style of the girl's dress is a bit... strange, I am afraid that there will be some No, if it's the clothes we wear every day, as long as our Jinxiuzhuang takes over the business, there has never been a single piece of rework."

Aunt Jin took the blueprint and walked away, I turned to look at Yue Niang, and said with a smile: "I have to ask Mother Yue to help me prepare some things."

Yueniang has been looking at me deeply since just now, and seeing my smiling face, she shook her head and sighed softly: "Miss Wei, sometimes I really can't understand you."

I raised my eyebrows, didn't answer, and looked at her with a smile.

She stared at me quietly, and said word by word: "You are obviously blue-hearted and smart, but you have the innocence of a child, saying that you are a child, which child has such a tenacious heart like you? Forced to fall into a brothel, he does not cry or make noise, is calm and composed, knows how to calculate, and knows how to protect himself with outstanding knowledge and talent. Even if he knows that he cannot escape unscathed, he must try to do the best for himself in the worst situation You are so smart, quick-witted, quick-witted and courageous, sometimes I can’t believe that you are a woman. With such a scheming in the city, ordinary people may not be as good as you after years of experience and accumulation, and it is hard to believe that you have not yet Seventeen years old."

Uh, Wei Lanxue is only twenty-eight years old?Girl in the blooming season, I really picked up a big bargain.However, is it me that Yueniang is talking about?I'm a little sweaty!It turns out that I brought her such a feeling?This, this, makes it sound like how different I really am?Put on such a large bunch of apertures for me, and I will be dizzy by the rhetoric, okay?Please, what you said, is what any modern person would do in this situation, okay?Maybe they can do better and stronger than me, not be at a loss like me, but play well.

I'm a little depressed, I've heard so many things from her, how different she is, but when I compare myself with modern comrades, I'm a bird!Immediately discouraged.

Yue Niang saw that I was not happy after hearing her flattery, but she was a little downcast, and she was even more surprised: "Wilanxue, ah, Weilanxue, where did your talent, thought, wisdom, and courage come from? Isn’t it unbelievable that things are concentrated on a 16-year-old girl? I know you are the daughter of the Xiangfu, and you also have several teachers, but they..." Yueniang sneered, showing disdain, " They can't be compared with you, and they definitely can't train an outstanding girl like you. No wonder Chu Shang..." She suddenly stopped talking, her beautiful eyes glanced at me anxiously, and stopped talking.

It seems that she knows Wei Lanxue's teacher, I smiled, um..., even if she doesn't know her, she must understand that Chu Shang must have done enough homework before Mie Wei's family was full, so he must have some Do you know the blue snow from before?Maybe she is just an ordinary lady from a great family, even if she is knowledgeable about books and etiquette, elegant and dignified, she is just a woman doing her job better, and she is not fundamentally different from all the ladies of great families in this era.Is this what made Chu Shang and Yue Niang suspicious of me?I just hope that they didn't pay as much attention to the former Wei Lanxue as I imagined. When I was an ordinary lady, I didn't collect too much information. Otherwise, it would be really difficult to deal with their repeated interrogation?
"Haven't Yueniang heard that 'rich families don't need to buy fertile land, there are thousands of bells in the book. There is no need to raise a high hall to live in peace, the book has a golden house. Don't hate to be unattended when you go out, there are so many horses and horses in the book. Marry Wife don’t hate unscrupulous matchmakers, there is Yan Ruyu in the book. If a man wants to live his life, he reads the Five Classics diligently at the window.’?” I smiled and said, “Since everything in this world can be obtained from books, I What's the point of being clever and timid?"

"So that's how it is..." Yueniang's eyes flashed, and she didn't know if she believed me, "It seems that Miss Wei likes reading very much, does she also have ambitions in her heart?"

Alas..., this is endless!Did he come here to collect information for Chu Shang?I sighed and laughed at myself: "Yue Niang thinks highly of me too much. I'm only interested in idle books and unofficial history, but I don't have any grand revenge."

"Then the girl still reads?" Yueniang pursed her lips into a smile, apparently not believing it, "A woman who reads so many books only adds to her troubles, so what's the use?"

What's the use?In our 21st century, the competition for survival is so fierce that no matter whether you are a man or a woman, you may not be able to survive if you read less books.If women want to get a good job, they have to learn more skills than men; if women want to succeed in their careers, they have to put in more effort, sweat and effort than men, but they still cannot escape being surrounded by discrimination and gossip. destiny.Human civilization has progressed to the 21st century, and the patriarchal society has never disappeared, but it is not as obvious and formalized as it was done by women in ancient times. Men's imprisonment of women's spirit and personality may be even worse than in ancient times.I don't have the same knowledge as her, so I shook my head and said: "If it's really useless, would Yueniang still stand here and talk to me about this issue?" I'm afraid she just dismissed me like a shoestring?I sighed softly: "Everything in this world, since it exists, has a reason for its existence."

The last sentence made Yueniang's expression uncertain, and she finally stopped talking.Perhaps the ideas I instilled in her were too avant-garde, and she had to digest them carefully. She didn't come to bother me these three days, and only brought me the things I gave her to prepare.Since Chu Shang left my room that day, he was nowhere to be seen. Only Feng Ge ran to me every day. We have practiced that song thoroughly. When I imagined the scene on the stage that day, I often couldn't help laughing. Feng Ge asked What am I laughing at, I also smiled and shook my head in silence.I was hesitating about the formal reception of guests after I took the stage. I had learned about Chu Shang's reaction before, and I was sure to change his mind after performing on stage.I have tried my best, if I am wrong, I can only say that God will not help me.Chu Shang, I will play this game with you regardless of the consequences, so don't let me down!
(End of this chapter)