Wanqingsi

Chapter 195

Sitting on the carriage back home, my mind was not at peace for a moment.Wei Lanxue accuses me angrily in her mind, and she actually watched the emperor let Wei Tongfeng handle the funeral affairs with an unknown identity, ignoring the love of sworn brothers back then.I couldn't refute it confidently, and felt extremely aggrieved. Maybe I really didn't dare to contend with the emperor's power. Everything he did had his considerations. Brother Wei and I were just pawns in his hands, but I The affection for Big Brother Wei is not fake.While trying to explain to her in her mind, Xiaohong gently pushed her body: "Sister, are you okay? What are you muttering to yourself?"

I suddenly came back to my senses, seeing Xiaohong's astonished and worried expression, I suddenly realized that when I was arguing with Wei Lanxue in my mind just now, I couldn't help chanting along with it.Seeing Xiaohong's face thinking that I was insane, I sighed. I'm afraid that after a few more days, not to mention others will think I'm crazy, even myself, I won't believe that I'm a normal person.

"Stop!" I said, opening the curtains.The carriage stopped, I thought about it, and said to Tie Wei: "Yun Xun, go and find out for me, where was the body of the Ouchi guard who was stabbed to death by an assassin in the palace today? People are going to quietly prepare for the burial, remember, when arranging these things, keep a low profile and not in the name of the Yun family. Yun Gan, turn around, I want to go to Jade Snow Mountain."

Yunzheng, I want to see you, you want me to live a good life and take good care of Nuoer, but I don't know how long I can last by myself?Now, even the rightful owner of this body has returned, maybe it won't be long before my lonely soul will disappear, Yun Zheng, at that time, I can come to you.

The snow on Yuxue Mountain had already melted away, and the plum trees had sprouted new branches and buds. The strong, dark fragrance in the air had faded, but it was filled with the fragrance of green grass and soil.With Xiaohong's support, I walked into the cemetery. When I saw the crystal white jade tombstone, tears could not be controlled and rolled down my cheeks. I ran over quickly, Yun Zheng...

Squatting in front of the tombstone and stroking the inscription on the tombstone, my heart calmed down inexplicably.I haven't come up for several months, and the grass is already luxuriant in front of Zheng's grave.The servants of Aoxue Villa kept the tomb of Han Baiyu fairly clean, but they did not clean up the weeds on the ground. I gently pulled out the grass in the cracks in the stone floor in front of the grave, took out a silk scarf from my pocket, and took out the tombstone. Wipe clean carefully.

There was a breeze blowing over, messing up the hair on my forehead and shaking the silk scarf in my hand.Yun Zheng, you know I'm coming, don't you?Gently pressing my face against the cold tombstone, I closed my eyes and murmured in a low voice: "Yun Zheng, I miss you so much..."

He is your husband?Wei Lanxue asked me in my mind.

yes.I answered with a smile.

You love him very much, don't you?I can feel the blue snow track.

yes.I smiled and said, just like you love brother Wei.

He left, but you live alone, very painful, right?Wei Lanxue asked, why not go with him?I know what you want.

I really want to accompany him, but this is not his wish. His wish is to let me live a good life and bring up Nuoer.I smiled and asked, what about you?You have been sleeping in your body all this time, because you are reluctant to part with Brother Wei, right?

yes.Wei Lanxue's mood became depressed, but I no longer had the face to see my elder brother.

why?I was startled, then understood, and sighed softly, Lan Xue, it wasn't your fault, you were innocent, Brother Wei wouldn't blame you.

I know that no matter what I do wrong, my eldest brother will not blame me.I just can't get past my level.I just want to hide in the dark part of my body, and see through you that my eldest brother is alive and well, and I will be satisfied.Wei Lanxue paused, but her emotions were not as excited as before. Unexpectedly, her eldest brother died.

Lan Xue... I let out a faint sigh, no matter what kind of consolation, it is powerless to her at this moment.Thinking of her reckless reprimand of the emperor just now, I was in a cold sweat.

Sorry, I was too excited just now.She felt my thoughts and smiled, you don't need to comfort me, in fact you are more innocent than me.I know everything that happened to you after you moved in.I often think, what would happen to me if I were you?Maybe in the brothel, I would have died.

Lan Xue, do you want me to give you my body back?
Give it back to me, then what do you do?What about your child?What about your commitment to your husband?She smiled and shook her head, no need, actually I should have left a long time ago, but I couldn't bear to part with my elder brother, so I stubbornly stayed, now that my elder brother is gone, it doesn't make any sense for me to stay.

You don't want to know who killed Brother Wei?Don't want to avenge him?I asked in a daze.

revenge?Wei Lanxue smiled, you forgot, what a terrible thing hatred is, we are all victims of hatred.Even if it is revenge, so what?The eldest brother is dead and cannot survive.

At least, I will let him die in peace, and I will definitely find out who killed Big Brother.

So what if you find out?Do you want to avenge him?In order to find out the truth and take revenge, what will you do?What will be lost?I think, if you live a happy life, elder brother will feel at ease, if you become unhappy because you avenged him, even if you avenged him, he will not feel at ease.

I don't understand, Lan Xue, I have never met people like you. Excessive kindness is a sign of cowardice. Go up and let him fight?If it was the person who raped you, wouldn't you hate it?

You have more reason to hate him than I do?do you hate him

I was silent, that face floated in my mind, after so long, I still clearly remember his facial features, every expression of his.I bit my lip, everyone else is dead, and all grievances and grievances have been cancelled.

That's right, all grievances and grievances ended with the end of life.I can be regarded as a dead person, Miss Ye, in fact, hate is a very strong emotion, and it takes a lot of effort to hate someone.If I had that much time and energy, I would spend it on the people I love.

Yeah?I smiled slightly, Lan Xue, you are like an angel.

Angel?She was a little surprised.

Say you are like a fairy in the sky.Lan Xue, I will never be a fairy.

No, Miss Ye, in fact, you are a very kind person, thank you for letting people find out the whereabouts of my eldest brother's body.I was angry with you before, but I just couldn't accept the fact that my eldest brother left for a while, I'm sorry.

He is also my older brother.I can understand your feelings at that time.

Yes, but I still want to thank you.When my elder brother is buried in peace, I will go to him.No one in this world can separate us.You don't have to feel uneasy about taking over my body.

Lan Xue...

"Sister? Sister?" Xiaohong called me in my ear. I opened my eyes and found myself leaning against Yun Zheng's tombstone.Wei Lanxue retreated temporarily, Xiaohong said with concern: "Sister, it's getting dark soon, we should go down the mountain, otherwise the mountain road will be difficult to walk, and the city gate will be closed."

"Hmm." I caressed Yun Zheng's tombstone and said softly, "Yun Zheng, I'm leaving." As expected, it was right to come up the mountain. Yun Zheng can soothe my restless emotions. , the mood is not so excited, and even played the role of a guide.Yun Zheng, you are guarding me, aren't you?
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Recommend two books from friends:

Zeng Yue's "Really Stupid":
"Song of the Cave Immortal" by the Four Generals of the Demon Family:
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