Wanqingsi

Chapter 273 Chapter 61-1 Awakening

Yun Zheng...

The mirror broke open in front of my eyes, breaking into pieces, and Yun Zheng's figure also faded in the white mist. I wanted to grab his hand in panic, but my hand couldn't catch his figure, so I could only hold onto his figure. In vain watching his figure gradually fade into nothingness.Don't go, don't go, Yun Zheng, you can't leave me again and again... The darkness choked me, I was sweating all over, my hands and feet were cold, my hands were struggling in vain, Yun Zheng... Yun Zheng... waving hands indiscriminately Being held by two hands, I hold those hands tightly, slender, warm, and powerful... Yunzheng...I cry with joy, I know you are reluctant to leave me, don't go...don't go...

"I won't go..." He promised in a low voice, like a flustered appeasement.

real?I won't let go, really?real?Don't lie to me, Yun Zheng, you have lied to me many times...

"Really. I won't go, you sleep well..." He gently squeezed my hand and said in a low voice.

I smile, I hold your hand, you can't leave even if you want to... My mood becomes inexplicably calm... Yun Zheng, do you still remember the first time we met in Cangdu? I knew then that we are the same kind of people .I can feel your loneliness, just as you can feel my loneliness.We are not people who can give our hearts easily. I am a lonely soul who does not belong to this world. I always have a mocking attitude, satirizing the world and pity myself; while you are dragging your tortured body, alienated from the world, and tired. self.People like us should not be entangled together, because once you give your heart, you will give your all.But why does God allow us to be fused together, and not give us a chance to join hands for a lifetime?I was in this evil sea of ​​mortals, I finally found you, but God wanted to take you away from me, why?Why... Yun Zheng, I've caught you now, don't even think about leaving me again, I won't let go, never let go again... Yun Zheng, why don't you speak?Yun Zheng?Yun Zheng...

"I'm here. I'm here..." His voice was a little erratic, as if he was far away from me, but also very close.I smiled reassuringly, as long as I was still there... Holding his hand tightly, I felt that the darkness was no longer so unbearable, and my chest was no longer so stuffy, and the cold hand in his palm gradually felt a touch of warmth. temperature.You are the medicine that makes me sleep, Yun Zheng...

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Consciousness gradually recovered, I don't know how long I slept, when I was tossing and struggling in the dark, those warm and powerful hands were my only salvation.I slowly opened my eyes, and what greeted my eyes was the big mahogany bed in my room with heavy curtains, and I was still the only one lying on the bed.Yunzheng...Hands are a bit heavy, I turned my head slightly, and saw my hands were held in a pair of big hands with well-defined joints, Yunzheng...?With some hesitation, his eyes slowly moved up along those hands, and he saw An Yuanxi sitting under the bed with his eyes closed, leaning against the big bed, as if he was fast asleep.

It turned out that it was still a dream. It turned out that the hands that brought me peace of mind and warmth in my dream did not belong to Yunzheng. It turned out that no matter how sad and desperate I was, God forced me to recognize the reality. Yunzheng was real. Will not be coming back.My eyes were slightly hot, I closed my eyes, and my throat choked.After the sadness in my stomach dissipated, I opened my eyes again and stared at An Yuanxi's sleeping face.His face was a little pale, his hair was disheveled, there were tired shadows under his eyes, and his face was a bit haggard.How long has he been here?The memory before the coma came to my mind, the only bronze mirror that allowed me to see Yunzheng again shattered into pieces under his palm and disappeared, I slapped him hard... I took a breath and moved my hand slightly , wanting to pull it out of his palm, this subtle movement immediately woke up An Yuanxi, he quickly opened his eyes, his gaze fixed on my face, seeing me open my eyes to look at him, there was a gleam of joy in my eyes, but Immediately, she disappeared into the pitch-black pupils, with a complicated and incomprehensible look in her eyes, her lips moved slightly, and her voice was hoarse: "Are you awake?"

I stared at him blankly, silent.Recalling the scene before the coma, I felt a maddened resentment in my heart. I wanted to hate him, beat him, bite him, and tear him to pieces.But my sanity came back, and it told me that I couldn't blame him, that he did all this for my own good.An Yuanxi, he has always been like this, he would rather suffer than make me sad, even if what he did inevitably hurt me, he must suffer more deeply than me, I can't bear to criticize him anymore .I looked into his eyes silently, tears slipped from the corners of the eyes like broken beads, moistening the temples.An Yuanxi looked at me obsessively, his left hand was still holding my hand tightly, his right hand on the back of my hand was slightly loosened, and stretched out to my cheek, gently wiping away the tears from the corners of my eyes, with regret and joy Carefully ask for forgiveness.My heart is sour, Ye Haihua, seeing how embarrassed and humble you have made a proud man, because you understand his feelings for you, so you have been asking for anything from him, no one should give everything for you wholeheartedly, how can you be so selfish ?

"I'm sorry!" The corner of my lips moved, and a soothing smile appeared, and I said softly.

"I'm sorry!" He also said at the same time, and was taken aback when he heard what I said, with a hint of disbelief in his eyes.All the while, he was the one apologizing, saying sorry, even though he had done nothing wrong.I know the meaning of what he said sorry at this moment, even if he smashed the mirror for my own good, as long as I am angry with him, he will humbly say sorry.Tears welled up, and I sobbed softly: "I was too paranoid, I'm sorry... I shouldn't hit you... I'm sorry... I made you worry... I'm sorry..."

"No, it's my fault, I failed to understand your feelings..." An Yuanxi was anxious and panicked, and hurriedly wiped the tears that kept gushing from my eyes, and said softly, "Don't cry, don't cry, it's me No, Ye'er, don't cry, you cry so much that I don't know what to do..."

I don't know what to do, An Yuanxi, fate teases us like this, my love for Yunzheng, your love for me, are so bitter and deep, I can't get salvation, and I can't save you, what should we do ?
"Is sister awake?" Xiaohong, who was sleeping at the end of the bed, was awakened by the sound of our conversation.An Yuanxi's hand froze slightly, then slowly retracted, and his right hand was also slowly released.I tasted his despair and pain, and closed my tearful eyes.An Yuanxi, I'm sorry, I can't respond to your feelings, I'm sorry...

"Wake up. Xiaohong, take good care of sister-in-law." An Yuanxi's voice was hoarse and heavy, "Sister-in-law... I... went out..."

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