This concubine eats cute and grown up

Chapter 532 Expectation is the root of all heartache
At this time, Yan Zi was leaning on the bed and looking at the medical books she had brought from Dongfang Rui. She knew that Dongfang Rui had been guarding her at the door, but she just didn't want to see him. Whenever she saw him, she would think of what happened last night. There are many other things that bother her.Therefore, she would rather see out of sight.

"Yan Zi, what are you thinking about?" Yi Xue said with a smile when she came in, walked to her side and sat down.

"I didn't think about it, I was reading a book." Yan Zi said lightly, put down the book in her hand, and moved the place for Yi Xue.Let Yi Xue sit beside her.

"Today your second senior brother told you to go back with him to treat the poison, what do you think?" After sitting down, Yi Xue decided to get straight to the point.She really doesn't know how to beat around the bush.It's better to ask directly.

"Where are you going?" Yan Zi asked calmly. "His home." Yi Xue told the truth, and didn't say where his home was. In fact, she couldn't figure it out now.Anyway, I only know that it is an island country.

Yan Zi was silent. Of course she knew that Dongfang Rui was interested in her, but she hadn't figured out what she was thinking. If she didn't like him, it seemed unfair to stay with him just because he detoxified her. Although he will say it, he doesn't mind.But how could she not mind.

Since she was a child, she didn't like to owe others anything, and it was even more difficult to pay back favors. She was afraid that she would not be able to pay back, so she never dared to make a decision in her heart.

"Xue'er, let me think about it." After a long silence, Yan Zi said calmly, with a hint of indifference in her tone.Yi Xue didn't force her, she knew her character too well, so it's best to let her figure it out by herself.

"Well, then try to think as fast as possible, the poison on your body can't wait." Yi Xue held her hand and said seriously.Doing the math, it's only half a month, and there is no antidote for the poisonous hair, and there is really no way to recover.

"Well, I know." Yan Zi nodded, giving Yi Xue a reassuring smile. "Then go to bed early." After saying that, Yi Xue walked out.

In the empty room, only Yan Zi was left, sitting on the edge of the bed numbly, his eyes became empty again.For some reason, the tears in my eyes fell without warning.

What else does she have to struggle with?Do you still want to give yourself hope? Maybe it's okay to die like this. After all, she has lived happily for more than two months. What is she still hoping for?
If she was giving herself some hope, she would not be disappointed again in the end. She didn't want to suffer the loss of shattered hope. Expectation is the root of all heartache.

As the night gradually deepened, Yan Zi hugged her knees and buried her head in them. The tears in her eyes had already dried up. She was not a person who liked to cry. Tears were really not suitable for her who was so cold.

Suddenly, she looked out the window, it seemed that it was early morning, she took a deep breath, and seemed to have made a very important decision.

The next day, Dongfang Rui came to the door of her room very early again, and wanted to knock on the door, but he held up his hand for a long time, but he didn't knock. He was worried that she didn't want to see him, and that she hadn't woken up yet.

Dongfang Rui couldn't help but wryly smiled. After so many years, why has he been so indecisive and hesitant in doing things?After thinking about something, he immediately did it without hesitation. Even when he came out of the island country to study medicine, he didn't hesitate. He just thought it over and told his mother before coming out.

(End of this chapter)