In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 199 Disturbed

Tan Qiuyin saw the doubt in Jin Jing's eyes, and also saw Jin Jing's distrust towards her. He and Jin Jingyi are the people who should trust each other the most, and they are the people who have entrusted each other for life.

She sighed and let her tears flow out, but there was no cry, only two lines of clear tears: "Master, I know what you are thinking, and think that this concubine is trying to separate you and Mrs. Mu again; yes, this concubine has this Thoughts, but the most real concubine's thoughts are to let the master figure out who the person you cherish now is."

"Is it the current Mrs. Mu or the former Mrs. Mu, or the concubine is still hoping that the one the master really cherishes is the concubine." She turned her face to wipe her tears at this point, and her movements were gentle and slow, which made her look even more beautiful. She was devastated.

Jin Jing didn't know what to say when Tan Qiuyin said so calmly; if Tan Qiuyin made a fuss or had a willful outburst, or even exhausted all means, it would be easier for him to deal with it. He felt distressed.

After hesitating for a while, he stretched out his hand to pat Tan Qiuyin on the back: "Qiuyin, I was just thinking too much at the moment, don't blame me." He didn't explain much, no matter what the reason was, he always thought too much Well.

Tan Qiuyin didn't expect that Jin Jingyi would admit his mistake. Since Mu Jin'er appeared, she and Jin Jingyi had such a calm and peaceful conversation. At the same time, her heart moved slightly and she turned around and threw herself into Jin Jingyi's arms, wrapping her arms around Jin Jingyi tightly. hugged him.

Jin Jingyi was so overwhelmed that he didn't know what to do. Hearing the suppressed crying in his arms, he just sighed deeply after all, reached out and patted Tan Qiuyin's back lightly, trying to calm Tan Qiuyin from being so excited.

At the same time, his heart also became disturbed. Of course, he knew that the current Jin'er was different from the original Jin'er. Sometimes that strange feeling made him a little flustered, as if the Jin'er in front of him was just a dream. God played a joke on him.

But more often, when he sees Jin'er's hard heart, he huddles up in pain, pity for her suffering outside—from the beginning to the end, he never thought that the Jin'er that he has always kept in his heart is The past is still the present.

He never thought about it, he just thought that Jin'er had suffered so much, he should make up for her and love her well, both emotionally and rationally.Today, he was taken aback by Tan Qiuyin's question, what does he think of Jin'er now?

Tan Qiuyin felt Jin Jingyi's panic, and knew that her brother's words were right, crying would only make Jin Jingyi's heart soften, and of course she would not let go of the good opportunity to cry on her own, so she soon Stop the tears and look up.

But she didn't leave Jin Jingyi's embrace, she pressed her body tightly against Jin Jingyi, feeling the heat brought by the man's body: "Master, I just don't want you to be confused for a while, thinking that I belong to Mrs. Huanxi Mu, but you are actually Huanxi It's just a shadow in my heart."

"Or it's just the Mrs. Mu you imagined, and it won't be the Mrs. Mu in front of you. Isn't that a mistake?" She put her face on Jin Jingyi's heart, and listened to her husband's heartbeat, and said quietly: "Master, What kind of women do you like all the time, not like Mrs. Mu now?"

Jin Jingyi was silent for a while: "Your brother taught you these things, right?" He was asking Tan Qiuyin, but he already had the answer, so there was no need for Tan Qiuyin to answer.

Tan Qiuyin didn't expect that after a long while, what she got in return was Jin Jingyi's words. She straightened up: "Master, I am a concubine..."

"I know, I understand, you just want to grow old with me; but Jin'er is so innocent, she only came back after a narrow escape outside, so let's put aside her words, can you and I really live to grow old happily?" Jin Jingyi looked at Tan Qiuyin and sighed, "I can't, you know that too."

"I really haven't thought about what you said, now and before, hey, I really don't know, my heart is messed up; you are right, Jin'er is different, completely different , when I faced her several times, it gave me a strange feeling."

"But she is Jin'er, my married wife, even if she becomes a completely different person, but she is Jin'er, I can't let her go; no matter whether the person I miss is the current Jin Son, she is my first wife, as a man, I absolutely cannot abandon her just to grow old with you."

"I won't be happy and neither will you. My conscience will not let you and me go. Qiuyin, you are a good woman. I believe you understand. As long as you calm down..."

Tan Qiuyin did not expect that what she said in return was not the persistence she wanted, but Jin Jingyi's promise that she would never leave Mu Jin-even if the person Jin Jingyi really liked was not the current Mu Jiner , he should treat her well and never leave her!
She stood up suddenly: "What about me? She is innocent, but what about me? And the child in my womb is so innocent. Master, you only have Mu Jin'er in your eyes now, have you not seen our mother and child? ?”

Her brother was only half right. The person Jin Jingyi might really like was the former Mu Jiner, but the half he didn't expect was that Jin Jingyi would not give up Mu Jiner because of this.

Jin Jingyi sighed: "Of course I know. Qiuyin, don't get angry, your body is important, don't hurt yourself." He was really helpless, what he said just now was from the heart, because it was a man's responsibility.

No, it should be said that it is a human responsibility. Besides love, there is another word called righteousness; he once held Mu Jiner's hand and swore to the sky that he would grow old with her, and would take good care of her for the rest of his life——Oath At that time, he didn't think about making Jin'er always look the same.

So no matter what Jin'er has become now, he must keep his promise; besides, even if there is no five-year disaster, he and Jin'er will eventually grow old one day. Could it be that when the woman grows old, he can betray himself? promise?
He never thought so, when he made the oath, he was sincere, so as long as Jin'er was alive, he would hold his hand and walk together to the gray-haired, watching the children and grandchildren; maybe he and Jin'er would have all sorts of things. There may be endless quarrels, but he believes that he and Jin'er can stay together forever.

Of course, if he could find a way to get Tan's family to agree to make Tan Qiuyin satisfied, he also believed that Jin'er could accommodate Qiuyin, and he would take good care of Tan Qiuyin.

Tan Qiuyin patted Jin Jingyi's hand away bitterly: "Take your hand away, don't touch me. You, you—" She gritted her teeth and felt desperate. Facing such a man, how could she become him? The one and only thing in his heart made him forget about Mu Jin'er?
If he loves Mu Jiner, she can still find a way to make him not love him, so that he can see his goodness; but this man said that even if he doesn't love Mu Jiner, he will not abandon Mu Jiner, which makes him feel good. What is she going to do?It's not that she's bad, and it's not that this man really loves her or not. It's just that this man is a bit stubborn, and he has decided on Mu Jin'er. What should she do?
"You don't like her at all. What you like is Mu Jin'er in the past and me in front of you. Why can't you make it clear to Mu Jiner, so that the three of us can live in peace? Why, why?"

She couldn't help yelling, because if she stopped yelling, she was afraid that she would be overwhelmed by despair, and would be driven to death by despair; the saddest thing is, even if she died in this room, no one would know her grief and pain.

Jin Jingyi frowned: "Your health is not good, the doctor told you not to get angry; I didn't mean to quarrel with you when I came here tonight, Qiuyin, you are not a child anymore, you should know how to take care of yourself."

Even if his beloved is not the current Mu Jin'er, can he drive his wife out of the house?He's not that kind of person, and he really can't do it.

Tan Qiuyin looked at him: "Do you really care about me, do you really care? If you really care, then don't go to see Mu Jin'er again, and let her know that you don't have her in your heart—your majestic golden mansion The head of the family doesn't have to take care of her personally, and his servants will take care of her food, clothing, housing and transportation, and won't let her freeze to starvation."

"Qiuyin, that's impossible." Jin Jingyi sighed again, Tan Qiuyin's every request now is beyond his reach: "Husband and wife, it's not that I only need to give gold and silver things, as long as they are not cold It’s fine if you’re not hungry, I’ll take care of her just like I’ll take care of you.”

Tan Qiuyin glared at Jin Jingyi: "Master, don't you think that the person in your heart is not her, and it is cruel to take care of her and care about her? Are you lying to her? If Mu Jiner finds out one day, Do you think you are hypocritical, master?"

She pointed at Jin Jingyi's nose and yelled: "Master, if you can't lie to yourself, you can't lie to Mu Jin'er for the rest of your life. She will know eventually; do you think she will hate you then?! She will hate you to death. "

Tan Qiuyin is now even more convinced that Mu Jin'er cannot be left behind. If this woman stays, it will only destroy all her happiness and happiness.

After listening to Tan Qiuyin's words, Jin Jingyi stood on the spot in a daze, Tan Qiuyin's words were just unintentional, but he spit them out casually in anger, just to make Jin Jingyi hurt: because she hurts.

Seeing Jin Jingyi standing there blankly, Tan Qiuyin immediately understood: "Master, you don't want her to hate you, do you? Isn't that what you want? Tell her, let her choose whether to stay or go ?"

Jin Jingyi heaved a sigh of relief seeing that Tan Qiuyin's emotions were no longer so excited: "I, I want to think about it, let me think about it." He was really confused.

Tan Qiuyin controlled her voice, trying to make every word she utter softly: "Master, tell Mrs. Mu, tell her what you think; instead of her hating you to the bone in the end, you should speak clearly, and then Settling her life for the rest of her life can be regarded as worthy of her."

(End of this chapter)