In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

Chapter 255
Jin'er's heart skipped a beat when she heard Jin Jingyi's words, and she wanted to look up into Jin Jingyi's eyes, but her neck was so stiff that she couldn't move; now she felt like a death row prisoner with a knife on her neck, waiting for only That "kill" word order.

She looked at her toes, the flowers embroidered on them were extremely bright, but she didn't see anything: there was a blank in front of her eyes, and her feet were soft.After all, the day has come.

It wasn't that she was unwilling, and there wasn't a lot of panic in her heart, it was just that this day came too early, and it wasn't the right time.How to ask her to speak and explain at this time and place?Just now on the way here, she was worried, now just listening to Jin Jingyi's words can confirm her thinking.

However, she was still not ready to speak.Under the impulsiveness yesterday, she thought that she could face it calmly; until now when she heard Jin Jingyi's words, and thought of Jin Jingyi's coldness after returning from the Tanfu, how could her heart be calm?
complain?But who can I blame, I can't blame Jin Jingyi, the fault is only myself.

This hurdle is always to be passed, what Jin Jingyi wants is the answer, and what he wants is reasonable in both emotion and reason, and she owes him that.But right now is really not the right time, the disaster in Jin Mansion is still unsolved, there are old and young in the mansion, she really doesn't want Jin Jingyi to face the danger alone.

Even if she can't help much, at least she can serve Jin Jingyi a cup of hot tea by the side, at least she can listen to Jin Jingyi's talk about suffering and boredom; she just wants to accompany him through the current stage, so that she can Really relieved.

But her own test came before her at the same time as the Jin Mansion's test.Whether she wants to or not, she always has to give an explanation. Now it is extremely difficult for Jin Jingyi to face her calmly. If it were her, what would she do at this time?

"I—" She struggled to utter a word, her mind was full of twists and turns, and there were thousands of words in her mind, but she didn't know where to start.Up to now, no one needs to tell her that she herself thinks that no matter how many reasons there are, she can't explain it, let alone get Jin Jingyi's forgiveness.

As soon as Jin Jing heard her speak, his face twitched, his eyes moved away involuntarily, and he spoke much faster than Jin Er: "It's nothing, you should rest earlier." After he finished speaking, he hurried out Walking, his footsteps hesitated again after stepping over the threshold.

Jin'er looked up in confusion, now she was a little confused: did he know or didn't know?Did he really want to hear what she had to say just now?
She moved her feet, but she didn't move a step and watched Jin Jingyi leave.What do you want to say after catching up?Now that Jin Jingyi needs someone to accompany him, and there are still many unfinished business in the house, can she ask Jin Jingyi: Is that what you want to ask?
After standing in a daze for a long time, Jin'er let out a long sigh, and slowly sat down and stared at the candle flames in a daze; the dangling candle flame was burning in her eyes, but the light did not reflect in her heart.

Qi'er and other maids are far away from the upper room, it's not that they don't want to go in to see Jin'er, or don't want to ask if Jin'er is okay: they dare not go there because their master is under the willow tree in the courtyard.

Jin Jingyi didn't reprimand the girls not to come over, nor did he say that they weren't allowed to enter the house, but Qi'er and the others could feel that it's better to stay away from their master and wife now.

The tall willow tree swayed its branches in the wind, and was naturally speechless when facing Jin Jingyi.As soon as Jin Jing looked up at the willow tree, except for a few branches that he could see clearly, the rest was darkness, and a mass of blackness covered his eyes, preventing him from seeing the sky.

Even if he could see the sky, it was still dark at this time, without any light. In fact, it was no different from what he saw under the willow tree.

He stood motionless for a long time, even if the branches brushed his head and his shoulders, he did not respond; then he turned around gently, and saw a window, on which was the figure of a petite woman: dumbfounded Sitting motionless figure.

The people inside the house were stunned looking at the candle flames, and the people outside the house were stunned looking at the shadow on the window until the candle flames burned out and the east turned white.

Qi'er and Xia Chan were still there, and the others had already gone back to their rooms to sleep; they kept watch all night, not knowing what their master was looking at.

Jin Jingyi looked away, his legs were a little numb, and his waist was a little sore: Did you stand all night?He looked towards the sky, where there was already light.

He looked back at the window again, and the pretty figure was no longer on the window: the shadow really didn't change, it was exactly the same as five years ago.

When he moved his feet and wanted to move his arms, he didn't know why he felt a burst of irritability, and his half-raised arms fell down: he didn't want to do anything, and now he just wanted to sit in the study.

He didn't want to pay attention to anything about the mansion, the King of Zhennan, or the military rations and weapons, and he put them all behind him; now he just wants to sit alone in the study, just like the quiet man he saw. Like the shadow of a person, sit down and think about it.

Jin Jingyi turned around and saw Qi'er, and looked at Qi'er saluting Wanfu, he raised his hand lightly: "Not much." After he finished, he lifted his foot and walked outside.

Jin'er's door was pushed open at this time, and when he looked up to call Qi'er, he saw Jin Jingyi.All she saw was his back, but what she saw was not just his back: he was there the whole time last night?why?

She stepped over the threshold with one foot, ran down the steps in a few quick steps, and opened her mouth to call Jin Jingyi; but after opening her mouth, she closed it again, because she didn't know what to say.

As soon as Jin Jing heard the noise from behind, he didn't think much because his mind was in a mess, and he couldn't think much, right?Turning around subconsciously, she happened to meet Jin'er's eyes.

The sun rose.The midsummer sun shines everywhere, so bright that people have to squint their eyes: everything in front of them is three points brighter, even people.

Jin'er in the sunshine, her dress is bright, her hair is also bright, but her person is not bright; when the sun shines on her body, her person falls into Jin Jingyi's eyes: her person, say If it doesn't come out, it's just a little darker than the people and things around it.

But no matter how dark that little face was, Jin Jingyi could still see it clearly, because it was already in his heart.

The four eyes met, Jin'er's eyes shrank and wanted to avoid but she didn't. There was concern, worry, and a trace of panic and bewilderment in her eyes.

Jin Jing glanced at everything in her eyes, for him, is there really any need to ask?He already got the answer, but it was just whether he wanted to find that answer in his heart.

He looked away, then turned around and took a step.

Jin'er didn't make another sound, she also got the answer in Jin Jingyi's eyes, knowing very clearly: Jin Jingyi knew that she was not Mu Jiner, not his first wife five years ago!

There is no need for a word, no need to ask clearly, and no need to answer clearly.

She couldn't move another step, she even forgot to breathe, watching Jin Jingyi walk out of the heart garden; the yard brightened by the rising sun, was as dark as a starless night when Jin Jingyi left!
As her eyes hurt, Jin'er closed her eyes subconsciously, wanting to raise her hands—to wipe her tears?Does she cry?Jin'er's hand hangs down feebly, why should she cry!
Jin'er collapsed weakly, and everything in front of her eyes disappeared in her eyes; her last feeling was not worry or anything else, but an inexplicable relief: in fact, she really had to sleep for a long time at this time, which was quite good.

She couldn't face it, couldn't face it.Although she doesn't like to avoid, but today she really wants to run away, far away.Is there anything further than another world?In Jin'er's heart, it is really a good place right now.

Qi'er and Xia Chan ran over screaming, they didn't know what happened; the master and wife didn't quarrel, but something great seemed to have happened.The master stood in the courtyard all night for his wife, shouldn't he blame the lady?But in the morning when the two met and did not speak, the master turned and walked away and the lady fainted to the ground.

Their exclamation did not reach Jin'er's ears, and they did not catch Jin'er's body, they could only help Jin'er who had fallen to the ground.

But Jin'er didn't respond to their call.

"Doctor, call doctor!" Qi'er yelled in shock, startling many people inside and outside the courtyard.

"What's your doctor?" A woman curled her lips and stopped those who rushed out: "What do you think she is, she is not Mrs. Mu now, she is just a sinner with unknown concubine, a demon! Please, doctor, She deserves it too."

Qi'er was furious: "Who are you, get out. Why do you listen to her?!"

"I am the housekeeper of the house. I used to serve Mrs. Tan. Last night, Mrs. Tan called all our family over to serve our girl. Yes, I should be called Mrs. Jia. My husband's family name is Jia. If you call me Mrs. Jia, you can call me Mrs. Jia." That's fine. All of you come with me, we don't need many people in this yard." Mrs. Jia's eyes and brows were somewhat smug.

Qi'er's face calmed down, looking at Jin'er in her arms, she finally knew what happened in the mansion, and now she was neither angry nor surprised: "Mrs. Jia wait a moment, the servants want to send people into the house— —Isn’t it good to put it in the courtyard?”

"I don't have a lot to say, just go with me. Being a matchmaker is free or I am free; of course there are people who can cook here..." Lady Jia raised her voice a little.

Xia Chan couldn't help but said: "Why do you sell us? If you want to sell us, you have to ask our big girl. We are big girls." He didn't let the tears slide down.

Now she understands how timely the madam's arrangement is. If there is no madam's arrangement, she and Qi'er will definitely be betrayed at this time.

"Who are you?" Jin Jingyi's voice hit everyone's ears coldly, and his eyes fell on Lady Jia's face.

(End of this chapter)