In the spring before the first wife's return to the hall

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At night, the wind picked up.

The wind blew across the courtyard of the nunnery, then blew into the room where Zijin'er was resting, and after shaking the candlelight, it blew past Hailian and Jin Jingyi's sides.

Hai Lian frowned slightly, she knew it was windy, and it was so dark that day, it looked like it was going to rain, and the rain would definitely not be light.She is a little afraid, she has always been afraid of rainy weather, especially when it is windy and heavy.

But her sister is there, now she is no longer alone, she has a sister.When it is windy and rainy again, there will be a warm hand holding her hand, a pair of eyes looking at her tenderly, and soft comforting voices: Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, my sister is here.

Hai Lian turned her head quickly: "Sister, sister."

"I'm here, I've always been here." Jin'er came over with a smile, took Hailian's hand and scraped her nose: "A man like a man has something to be afraid of, but sometimes I also want to , It’s good to look like this, lest my sister treat you as a younger brother again.”

Hailian leaned her head on Jin'er's shoulder: "Sister, where have you been? It's going to rain." She didn't care about Jin'er's teasing, anyway, when she was by Jin'er's side, she didn't have to be strong anymore, she could do it with peace of mind. a little girl.

Jin'er licked her hair for her: "I haven't gone anywhere, I've been here all the time, you are such a silly child." She pointed to the outside as she spoke: "It's going to rain, isn't it a sunny day. Sister I told you, why do you always not believe it, you will definitely meet a good man, from now on there will only be sunny days and no rainy days.”

"He is right in front of your eyes, why do you still hesitate?" She looked at Hai Lian's eyes sparkling, and her smile was so gentle.

Hai Lian simply leaned into Jin'er's arms, and she shed tears without saying a word: "But, but he..." He is Jin Jingyi, he is her sister's husband, he should be her brother-in-law ah.

Jin'er smiled and nodded her nose: "Crying again, I remember a little girl said to me viciously, girls don't know what tears are like. Don't cry, don't cry, why is he crying?" Is he okay? My sister is selfish, she thinks he is a good person, she can't bear to have him left alone, and she is also worried that you will be alone outside, don't you understand? "

Hailian looked at Jin'er with wide eyes, but didn't say a word.

"Good Hailian, take good care of him for my sister, and let him take good care of you, okay? My sister has taken a step first, and there will be no reunion under the nine springs—sister is not a person who does evil, so naturally she will Reincarnate early and be a human being, and you can be good sisters, so you can really leave with peace of mind."

Jin'er looked at Hai Lian: "Promise to sister, okay, Hai Lian?" Her voice was so soft, just like every time she used this pleading tone to ask Hai Lian to treat herself well: " My sister will feel relieved when she sees that you are doing well, and the Min'er brothers and sisters can only be truly relieved when they leave it to your sister.",

Hailian burst into tears: "Sister, sister, is it true, or is it because I think so in my heart that I listen to you?"

"Silly boy, really silly boy." Jin'er patted Hai Lian's shoulder lightly: "In the future, when it rains again, someone will accompany you, won't you? Let my sister feel at ease, and don't make her worry anymore, okay?" good?"

She let go of Hai Lian with a smile, and then stepped back into the room with a smile. The room was a bit dark, and as she stepped back step by step, she gradually melted into the shadow.

Hai Lian's heart ached greatly: "Sister, wait a minute, sister, I still have a lot to say to you..." I didn't say a few words just now, that embrace was so warm, how many times did she miss you at night? Waking up with this hug and crying.

Jin'er shook her head with a smile, and left without saying a word.

Hailian cried bitterly: "Sister—!" She woke herself up, it was so bright and warm just now, but now when she wakes up, the room is dark, only the dim candle is shaking.

She woke up not only because of herself, but also because Jin Jingyi yelled "Jin'er—" almost at the same time as she yelled.

For a moment, she was a little dazed, the warm feeling was still in her heart, but the pain of losing her sister was also still in her heart; when she looked around and met Jin Jingyi's eyes, she remembered that this place belonged to her sister. mourning hall.

Her tears couldn't stop flowing down, she turned her head to look at the coffin next to her: Did my sister really have to have that dream, or did she have that dream because she had something in her heart, just to make her feel at ease?
Surprise and sadness coexisted on Jin Jingyi's face. After seeing the coffin and Hailian, he realized that the meeting with Jin'er just now was just a dream, a very beautiful dream.

The flowers are blooming so delicately, the sun is shining so warm, and Jin'er's dance is so beautiful.

The coffin blurred in his tears, he didn't know if Jin'er had really come here, if Jin'er knew his heart and came to meet him in his dream, but Jin'er told him—she wanted to After leaving, let him take good care of himself and Hai Lian, don't let her worry and let her reincarnate with peace of mind.

"I saw Jin'er." His voice was hoarse.

Hai Lian nodded frantically: "I also saw my sister." The choking made her speak intermittently.

Jin Jingyi walked over and pulled Hai Lian up, stretched out his hand and caressed the coffin: "Hai Lian, let's go for a walk." He was much older than Hai Lian, and Hai Lian could cry until he couldn't let himself go. Immersed in sadness, there must always be someone who is sober.

Because life goes on, and because he's a man.

When he helped Hailian out of the mourning hall, he couldn't help but look back at the dark coffin again: Jin'er, I will take care of myself and everyone you care about.Jin'er, I really, really like you, no matter whether there is an afterlife or not, I just hope that you will never have pain and pain again after life.

All the pain and suffering will be borne by me, I just ask you not to be hurt again.

Jin Jingyi helped Hai Lian into the wing room, and brought hot tea to Hai Lian: "Have some tea, don't cry anymore, or Jin Er will feel uneasy. She must not like to see you like this, she is dreaming Tell me in the middle, you are not such a person, you are like a little beast covered with thorns, brave and fierce with an unyielding vigor."

Hai Lian was holding the hot tea, feeling the warmth, it was a bit like her sister's embrace: "I lost my mother when I was very young, and I don't remember clearly, it seems that my mother died after I woke up. It disappeared, and it seemed that I chased it out, but my mother pushed me down and she left by herself."

"I have never been able to tell which one is a dream and which one is real, and my father has changed since he lost his mother. He often doesn't speak every day. When the weather is bad, his temper gets worse and he beats me. Whip with a stick..."

Her tears fell into the tea: "I thought I was just like this, no one would pay attention to me, no one would like me. Lianxiang is the only one who is willing to talk to me, but she is just for a little meat or Only a little bit of blood tofu came looking for me."

Jin Jing was a little dazed when he heard it, and then realized that he had just taken it for granted, or he ignored Hai Lian because Jin Er was too sad: He only thought that Jin Er was a suffering person, and he never thought that Hai Lian's past was so shocking. Distressed?

He used to pull Hailian up, gently wiped away her tears, took the tea in her hand, put her down, and held her in his arms; he didn't know how to comfort Hailian, those pasts were something he had never experienced, He had never seen it before, and he couldn't participate no matter how distressed he was.

Hai Lian obediently fell into his arms: "Until that day when I saw my sister, even though that face was bruised and dirty, I felt very kind at the first glance, so I gave it to my sister. A bowl of rice, which I cooked for myself."

"In this way, I have a sister. She doesn't hate me, doesn't dislike me, and she doesn't fear me. She will listen to me patiently, comfort me softly, and hug me and tell me not to be afraid. But, She left, because she saved me."

Hai Lian burst into tears: "I killed them! It was they who wanted to kill me and my sister was killed by them because she saved me. I killed them. It was the first time I killed someone. But I don't regret it. I'm just scared. My My hands were shaking badly, my body was so soft, and I even vomited, all over my body and on the ground."

"I didn't kill anyone, I never wanted to kill, but I killed them that day, I killed them. They killed my sister, they killed my father, I was scared but I was angry, I didn't know what was wrong, so I picked up the knife..."

Her body was trembling, and the fear wrapped around her, making her a nightmare that was always suppressed in her heart.

Jin Jingyi understood a little bit, and he also had a lot of doubts, but he didn't ask a question, but just patted her on the back lightly: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, with me, I'm here, don't be afraid, don't be afraid."

Hailian sobbed softly: "A lot of blood, a lot of blood. A lot of people died there. I don't know what to do. There is no one around. Lianxiang ran away. What if the government officials come? What to do? I was so scared, I remembered what my sister said and came to the Jin Mansion."

"I just want to live. I just want to take care of her children for my sister. I didn't think about fighting with Mrs. Tan. I really thought so at the time."

She cried out all her entanglements and knots in her heart.

Jin Jingyi still patted her on the back lightly, knowing that what she needs now is not to appease but to tell, she has too many things pressed in her heart, it would be better for her to say it and cry at this time.

He was indeed shocked, he couldn't imagine how a petite woman like Hai Lian could kill someone and not just one person: from what she said, it was them, but definitely not alone.

"I really have to think about my sister and miss the days with her. In those days, even if my father had a bad temper and yelled to hit someone, I wouldn't be sad or angry. I would just smile and make him happy. You don't know, those days were my happiest days." Helian murmured and fell asleep in Jin Jingyi's arms.

Even when she fell asleep, Hai Lian still had tears hanging from the corners of her eyes.

(End of this chapter)