Dark sugar is hard to prevent

Chapter 106 What kind of feeling

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Tang Xi'en twisted her body, trying to break free, but Fu Shiyu hugged her tightly. She struggled a few times, but to no avail, she simply gave up resistance.

But after such a struggle, his breath was completely messed up.Smelling the familiar smell from the man's arms, she gradually calmed down.

At the beginning of winter, each other was wearing winter clothes, especially her, which was a fluffy down jacket and thick jeans, so Fu Shiyu couldn't take advantage of her.

She simply let him hold her.

After hugging her for a while, he asked in a low voice, "Why did you refuse?"

Her brain was about to shut down, and she didn't want to understand the meaning of this sentence for a while. After a while, she came back to it and said hesitantly: "I don't feel like we want to be together."

Rao Fu Shiyu was mentally prepared, but at this moment he was still a little bit disappointed.He reached out and stroked her fragrant long hair, and looked down at her.

Under the dim light in the corridor, from his perspective, her eyelashes were long and curled, the tip of her nose was small and delicate, and her lips were bright red and slightly pouty.

His heart moved, he lowered his head subconsciously, and wanted to kiss her, but when the tip of his nose touched, she quietly avoided him.

He smiled helplessly, then kissed her hair, and said softly, "What kind of feeling do you want to be together?"

Tang Xi'en was stunned.

Yes, what kind of feeling does she want to accept a man as her partner and give him the right to occupy her time, affect her emotions, caress her body, and even influence some of her decisions?
What kind of feeling does she need to give the other party these rights?
sense of security.

Yes, she needs a sense of security before she can surrender these rights with confidence.

Where does the sense of security come from?

Tang Xien has the answer.

"It's the feeling of being in love," she said.

"I..." Even Fu Shiyu was eloquent, but at this moment he didn't know how to continue this topic.

After a moment of silence, he sighed softly and said: "We have known each other not long ago, it is normal that you don't feel this way about me, give each other more time and opportunities, I believe I can give you the feeling you want. "

He was not good at saying this kind of thing, at this moment, he had put aside all his reserve and face.

But this passage, to Tang Xien's ears, was just an expanded version of "try it out".She still resisted in her heart, pushed his embrace, and said softly, "I don't like you, please stop doing this."

He paused, and slowly let go of the hand that was still tightly around her waist. He took a step back and widened the distance between the two of them.

The warmth on her body left suddenly, she felt a little lost, and carefully observed his expression through the dim light in the corridor.

He looked up at her with chilling eyes, but he didn't say anything. Looking at her, he raised his chin and pointed to the door behind her, indicating that she could go in.

Tang Xi'en turned back to the room, and the moment the door closed, he saw him turn and go downstairs.

She closed the door, leaned her back against the door panel, and slid down weakly.

Well, it's all over!

pretty good.

That night, Tang Xien no longer suffered from insomnia, but another sleep disorder appeared—waking up in a deep sleep.

It seems to be a kind of unsteady thinking caused by worrying about gains and losses, and the heart is also uncomfortable, which in turn affects the nervous system.

After waking up for the third time, Tang Xi'en jumped up from the bed, thinking: something bad happened!

She immediately called Le Man and immediately said, "Man Man, something happened to me!"

Le Man was at the airport and was about to take an early flight back to City B. Hearing what she said, her heart rose in her throat, "What's going on? Take your time!"

Tang Xi'en then described his sleeping situation for a while, including the continuous waking up last night in detail.

Le Man: "Recall carefully, every time your sleeping state changes, what happened that day?"

Tang Xi'en let out a "huh" and tried to think back. After a while, he murmured, "I seem to have seen Fu Shiyu that day..."

Le Man: "What about yesterday? You two went to Nanwan, what happened?"

"It's okay..." Tang Xi'en hesitated, "He...asked me why I rejected him...and hugged me..."

This sentence contains a lot of information, so Le Man didn't ask again.After thinking for a moment, Le Man said, "I suggest you go to a psychiatrist. The sleep problem is very serious. If you don't sleep well, sudden death is possible."

"Oh!" Tang Xi'en covered his chest and nodded with tears in his eyes, "That's right! I just feel uncomfortable in my heart!"

Le Man: "Talk to Zi Zhou, let him find a doctor for you."

Three hours later, Tang Xien sat in the study of the director of the psychology department of the city hospital with a pale face.

The director asked her about all the things in the past three months in detail, because there was a confidentiality agreement between the patient and the doctor, so she told the other party all her experiences during this period with confidence.

Later, some scales were made, and the diagnosis made by the director was: she encountered three environmental changes within three months, and there were continuous fluctuations in her emotions, which broke the long-standing psychological balance, which caused sleep disorders.

The solution is desensitization therapy.

Tang Xi'en was no fool. After the psychological consultation, he knew that his heart that he thought was strong had collapsed.Because when she recounted the details of the time she spent with Fu Shiyu, she felt very lost.

The heart seemed to be torn apart violently.

That feeling was exactly the same as when she woke up in the middle of the night...

Thanks to the director, Tang Xien took some suggestions from the director and went out.Qin Zizhou, who was waiting in the living room, greeted him, concerned: "What's going on?"

"It's too long to stop working, and it's a lot of pressure to start working all at once." Tang Xi'en just found a reason to deal with it.

Qin Zizhou looked at her steadfastly, remained silent for a few seconds, and said, "I'll go in and say hello to the director before leaving. You sit on the sofa and wait for me."

"okay."

Qin Zizhou went in, closed the door, and asked in a low voice, "Director, what's the situation with my friend?"

The director smiled and said to the end: "There is a temporary dependence on a certain environment, just give it time."

Qin Zizhou was stunned.

Leaving from the director's house, Tang Xi'en was absent-minded, and after a hasty lunch with Qin Zizhou, he proposed to go home.

When getting out of the car, Qin Zizhou took out a paper bag and handed it to her.

She froze, subconsciously asked: "What?"

"You asked me to bring you men's skin care products last time."

"Oh, that..." Tang Xi'en took it, but he looked unhappy.

Qin Zizhou looked at her carefully, and tentatively asked, "For Fu Shiyu?"

"Ah?" Tang Xi'en was shocked, and subconsciously hid the paper bag behind her back, "No." Seeing that Qin Zizhou had no plans to leave, she hurriedly urged: "Okay, you're going back soon, I have a headache and I need to take a nap."

Before Qin Zizhou could speak, she ran into the corridor holding the paper bag.He ran up to the fifth floor in one breath, opened the door, closed it, leaned his back against the door panel, and gasped for breath.

Qin Zizhou tore off the fig leaf, she was angry and impatient, her cheeks bulged like a puffer fish, after getting angry for a while, she threw the paper bag on the porch cabinet, and went back to her room to sleep.

People with sleep disorders often can't sleep well at night, but they can sleep very well during the day. After sleeping in the dark, it was dark outside. After taking a shower, Tang Xien walked through the living room and saw the paper bag on the cabinet. He hesitated. After a while, I still walked over and opened my eyes.

Off-white frosted bottle body, textured brown bottle cap, and raised embossed logo on the bottle body, the appearance design of men's skin care products has always been simple and elegant.

She unscrewed it, got some in the palm of her hand, patted it open, and then poured lotion on it, moisturizing the palms and backs of her hands, as meticulously as she usually applies skin care products.

She raised her hand and took a sniff.

Well, it's the taste of Fu Shiyu.

She had a good night's sleep tonight.

　It's normal for Lawyer Tang to make this decision. The relationship between her parents is not good. Not to mention the biological father who never appeared, but the combination of her mother and stepfather is also a mess. The stepfather is even a vampire. After sucking her mother, she wants to suck her again, so she lacks love, doesn't believe in love, and doesn't believe in men. If she agrees to Director Fu at this time because of some romantic actions and the sentence "Should we be together", The combination of the two is also precarious. After all, the emotional foundation is too weak, and the understanding of each other is not deep enough. Under such circumstances, it is difficult to say whether the combination will face any difficulties in the future and whether they can face it together.Furthermore, Director Fu wanted to be with her largely because of hormones and dopamine, just like he impulsively kissed the corner of her lips in public after drinking a few more glasses in Beihai.Of course there is liking in this, but there is also an impulsive element.So, everyone, don't feel disappointed that they are not together now, it is not a bad thing to let a man chase him for a long time.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)