The queen bullies me every day

Chapter 405
Recently, Zhao Sijin found that she seemed to be relying more and more on Gu Chengge.

She couldn't tell what it was like, she had to see him standing beside her, see his naughty smile and those blue eyes, to feel at ease.

For a moment, she even wondered if she would fall in love with Gu Chengge.

But soon, such thoughts were suppressed by myself.

How could she fall in love with Gu Chengge?

Jiang Mubai went to Huangquan with all her emotions. In her heart, no man can be trusted, whether in modern times or in ancient times.

Ever since she experienced Jiang Mubai's betrayal, she has been somewhat wary of all the men she met.

She once took out her whole heart and gave it to others, but she has tried the feeling of being trampled and trampled by others.

She didn't want to experience that feeling of suffocating pain even though there was no trauma.

However, even though she was so determined, she still couldn't stop Gu Chengge's voice and smile from appearing in her mind from time to time. (Don’t worry, this word was not only used to describe the dead in ancient times, but it was solidified in modern times.)
In order to stifle the sprouting of this feeling in his heart, Zhao Sijin ordered Gu Chengge to stay permanently in the training paddock, and only at night could he return to the Candle Yin Hall free.

When he came back, Zhao Sijin pretended to be asleep, unwilling to face him.

Even so, feelings still took root in her heart.Missing grows unscrupulously and brutally in her heart like water cattail grass, her soul seems to be captured by Gu Chengge, and it no longer belongs to her.

During the day, she put down the government and ignored it, and ran to the paddock to look for Chengge.

Unexpectedly, when they arrived at the paddock, they could only see those soldiers practicing hard under the scorching sun, but Gu Chengge was nowhere to be seen.

She stopped a soldier to ask, and the soldier said: "The counselor left early in the morning. For a long time, the counselor only guided us twice when we gathered at the beginning of the day, and then disappeared."

"Where did he go?" Zhao Sijin asked.

Gu Chengge is a counselor, equivalent to the first-rank minister of Dazhao.Where did he go, how dare these unranked soldiers talk too much?

Zhao Sijin was a little panicked.

She ordered people to search almost all the places Gu Chengge frequented:
Brothels, taverns, casinos and dance houses, and even storytelling and opera stalls were all searched up and down, but Gu Chengge couldn't be found.

He seemed to have disappeared out of thin air, leaving no trace behind.

After returning to the Candle Yin Hall, Zhao Sijin shut himself in the dormitory and stared at the quilt on the couch in a daze.

The crimson mandarin duck was given to her by Gu Chengge who was looking for someone. He said that the mandarin duck is a romantic bird, and he also hoped that he and Zhao Sijin could be a romantic couple.

Zhao Sijin fell into deep thought. She was thinking about what she was obsessed with for?
Let her take away the power of Dazhao, let her kill Chu Jin, so what?

Will she be happy?
Will be happy, she has no answer.

But she knew one thing clearly, to the extent that Gu Chengge cared about Chu Jin, if she really killed Chu Jin, the moment Chu Jin died would be the moment she lost Gu Chengge.

Nearly two years of getting along day and night has made Zhao Sijin used to having such a person by her side. This habit is terrifying, so terrifying that for a moment, she even wanted to give up her idea of ​​avenging the child who died young, and just follow Gu Chengge Stay together.

They have thaumaturgy and seclusion in their hands, live a wealthy life, live forever, and can live the most enviable life in the world.

But soon, a weak voice appeared in my mind.

"Mother, I'm so cold."

Zhao Sijin knew that it was her own child's voice.She can often hear the poor child talking to herself in her ear, she knows that her child is still there, and he is always looking at her.

Thinking of this, the wavering mind became extremely firm again, and the hands that naturally fell on the table also clenched their fists tightly.

With a 'squeak', the door opened.

Zhao Sijin came back to her senses, hurriedly got up and looked towards the door of the bedroom.

Behind the moon shadow gauze is the figure of a tall man.

The moment he lifted the door screen, a pair of blue eyes met Zhao Sijin's.

His face was a little pale, and he looked very weak.

Zhao Sijin didn't care about these details, she smiled happily and got up to meet him.

When we met today, we didn't have too many words. She didn't even ask where Gu Chengge had gone, but just hugged him tightly, feeling his breathing and his heartbeat.

Only in such a quiet night, when they are alone with each other, can Zhao Sijin truly feel that Gu Chengge belongs to him.

No one can take him away.

"What's wrong?" Gu Chengge stroked Zhao Sijin's forehead, with a doting smile on his face, "You haven't slept so late today?"

Zhao Sijin shook his head and didn't answer his words, just said: "You have worked hard in the paddock for a whole day today, I ordered someone to put water to bathe you."

She turned around to leave, but Gu Chengge grabbed her and hugged her into his arms.

His eyes were slightly blurred, which made Zhao Sijin flustered.

The warm breath hit her face, once, once, making Zhao Sijin at a loss.

"I didn't go to the paddock today." Gu Chengge said as he took out a glazed jadeite finger ring from his arms.

The pattern of red peony is carved on it, the workmanship is exquisite and exquisite, and it is also Zhao Sijin's favorite flower.

She was so pleasantly surprised that she held the ring and looked at it again and again, "Such a high-quality material and such an exquisite carving are rare gems. Where did you find them?"

"Since you said it's rare, how could it be so easy to find? I spent two full months preparing it for you from material selection to carving. The day after tomorrow is your birthday, so luckily I made it in time. "

he remembers.He actually remembered.

No one remembers his own birthday, even Jiang Mubai used to forget Zhao Sijin's birthday because of his busy state affairs.

In this strange ancient world, she had never had a decent birthday.

But Gu Chengge remembered.

She only mentioned it once, and he took it so seriously?

The tip of Zhao Sijin's nose was sore, his eyes were red, and he didn't dare to look directly into Gu Chengge's eyes.

Gu Chengge held up her slender fingers, and put the ring on her ring finger.

When men and women propose marriage in modern times, the man will put the wedding ring on the ring finger of the woman to show that she is no longer alone.

In ancient times, apart from the thumb, there was no particular emphasis on which finger the ring was worn on.

But it was Gu Chengge's unintentional actions that completely relaxed the tight string in Zhao Sijin's heart. She hugged Gu Chengge tightly and cried like a child.

Since Gu Chengge met Zhao Sijin, he has never seen her lose her composure like this.

For a moment, he was a little overwhelmed, so he patted Zhao Sijin's back lightly, and comforted him: "Okay, okay, don't cry. It's just a ring, so it won't happen."

As for whether or not, it has never been decided by others.

At this moment, Zhao Sijin was finally willing to face her heart directly, to accept Gu Chengge, and to accept this brand new relationship.

(End of this chapter)