The queen bullies me every day

Chapter 497 [Chengge Fanwai [-]] The wax torch turns into ashes and tears dry
(The inscription is excerpted from "Untitled: It's Difficult to Say Goodbye When We Meet")
Finally the day has come.

I lied to everyone, and at the cost of sacrificing a thousand people, I removed the dragon poison from my sister's body, allowing her to give birth to her second son with Xuan Jue.

Sijin and I aged ten years overnight, our tall and straight bodies became stooped, and our voices became hoarse and muddy.

Before finally acting, Si Jin thought about giving up revenge.

From her eyes, I can tell that after two years of being together day and night, she has already moved her true feelings for me.

What about me?

Facing her, did I ever treat each other sincerely for a moment?

Naturally there is.

In many silent nights, she was lying on the couch facing me, her frail and boneless hands resting on my waist, I looked at her through the moonlight, she slept peacefully, with a smile on her lips, she was beautiful painting.

Her appearance is praised by everyone, even if she is said to be vicious, she will always repeat the words "disaster beauty, femme fatale".

This is the highest compliment you can give a woman, and I have never seen a more stunning woman.

With her in a static state, it is easy for people to forget the sins she has carried.

And since I have been in contact with her for so long, I can also detect the changes in her.

Her gaze no longer contained sharpness, and gradually softened.Her means of acting are no longer cruel, leaving room for leeway.

I once asked her why she harbored so much malice towards this world.

She told me that the way of heaven was unfair, so she changed her fate against the sky and became her own master.

I watched her yelling at the sky, seeing the tears in the corners of her eyes forced by hatred and grievances, and I felt a little distressed.

She seems to have everything, but she has nothing.

She has never lived a single day of peace and stability. Ever since she experienced Jiang Mubai's betrayal, the last trace of warmth in her humanity has also cooled down.

For a few moments, I thought about giving up on her as a sacrifice to save the girl.I know that she is just a poor person struggling and lost in the sea of ​​misery.She has done a lot of wrong things, and even though the sin is death, she will not end up in the end of being scattered forever and never entering reincarnation.

Such wavering did not make me change my decision in the end.

After it was done, I thought she would hate me to the bone and become insane.

But she didn't.

She was very calm, surprisingly calm.

On a night alone, she stroked her white hair and asked if I would leave her.

I froze, and then answered her no.

She smiled, "As long as I can be with you, I'm not afraid of anything."

At that moment, I realized that she had never changed.She has always been a woman made for love.

Whether it's for her mother, for Jiang Mubai, or now for me.

As long as it is worth it, the kindness in her heart will be rekindled.

She is not evil.

Unfortunately it was too late.She doesn't know what she will face after using that formation to remove the dragon poison on her body. In the last period of my life with her, I want her to live the rest of her life with peace of mind.

I said goodbye to my sister, and took Sijin out of Diyuan City.

I said I would take her to travel around, she was very happy, smiling like a child.

The time of seven days is too fast, it can't even be said that the time is too long, it just passed by in a blink of an eye.

I have arranged everything. In order to hide my death from my sister, to prevent her from being sad, and to prevent my love from becoming a burden to her, I have written many letters, and I can't count how many letters I have written. letter.

I gave them to my close friend, and asked him to send one to Emperor Garden City every half a year.

Then I took Sijin to see Xiaozhu.

A sufficient amount of Ecstasy Powder was added to the water bag she carried with her. After taking it, she would lose consciousness and fall into a deep sleep, which could minimize her pain in the process of turning into blood.

The two of us snuggled together in the mountain stream full of candles and fireflies, and she lay in my arms, looking at the stars all over the sky.

She asked me if I ever loved her.I said yes.

I didn't lie to her, these are my sincere words.

I can't tell when, she has surpassed my sister in my heart.

I promised her that if there is an afterlife, I will protect her and prevent her from suffering again.

Although I know that neither she nor I will have an afterlife.

She drank the water, lay in my arms and gradually lost consciousness.

I stroked her temple hair, a little rough, like withered grass in autumn.

I suddenly remembered the day I first met her.

She stood at the head of Yuhu Bridge and was pushed down the lake.

It was I who saved her with thaumaturgy, she bowed slightly and saluted me, thanking me for saving my life.

It was a very fine day, and I will always remember that woman who was as bright as the sun.

[Cheng Ge Fan Wai·End]

(The question that everyone asks the most is whether Gu Chengge has ever liked Zhao Sijin. I explained clearly in the episode, he finally fell in love with Zhao Sijin. Many cuties think that Zhao Sijin is very bad, I don't think she deserves a man like Chengge to protect her. But what does Zhao Sijin have?)
(The soul is scattered, and she will never be reborn. The woman who has been beautiful all her life finally ends up with a beautiful face and white hair. She turned into blood and died miserably. There is not even a tombstone.)
(In her life, she was first dragged down by her drug-dealing father. She was so cold-eyed but kept striving for self-improvement. She worked hard to get into a good university, found a good job, and prepared to repay her hard-working mother who raised her. But everything turned out well At that time, her mother suffered from Alzheimer's disease again, and she had to give up her job to take care of her personally. Mother couldn't do without others, but she happened to travel back to ancient times by accident, so that in the end, whether her mother in modern times was dead or not I don't even know.)
(After arriving in ancient times, I was in a den of bandits and thieves as soon as I crossed. I was rescued by Jiang Mubai and brought back to Youdu to pamper her. In fact, because I saw her smart and beautiful, I took her as a meticulous trainer, just for the future Infiltrate Zhaodu and make careful preparations.)
(After experiencing Jiang Mubai's betrayal, Zhao Sijin completely collapsed. She began to complain about the injustice of fate, and began to take revenge on the world crazily. She desperately fought for it, and what she wanted was nothing more than that A sense of security that is available to others but elusive to her.)
(But have you ever forgotten that she is also a woman who used to be stronger than a man in order to provoke the burden of the family? She is also a woman who can voluntarily enter the enemy country for the sake of her beloved man and risk his life as a spy? I think she It’s bad, I gave her the ending she deserved, but I think her life is more miserable.)
(So ​​in the end, I only gave her seven days of joy. The joy of her life is all in these seven days.)
(The first three episodes, the three names Jiangliu, Chengge and Ruhai are hidden in the poems~)

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