Just because I loved you so much at the time - published

Chapter 112 The Beginning of Another Disaster 1
The two men who fought with each other last night, wishing to fight each other to the death, but at this moment, they retreated at the same time.

Regarding this situation, Lou Yi said it was not true, and it was not true if he did not say it. After a while, his hands were sore, and he silently stuffed the medicine boxes into Lou Xi's hands, and said with a sigh, "We have to face reality."

Lou Xi held the medicine box stiffly, and the few boxes of medicine so lightly seemed to weigh as much as a thousand catties. She was silent for a while before slowly walking towards the ward.

Walking to the door, the empty hand stretched out towards the doorknob, the fingertips trembled slightly, and it took a few tries to hold it firmly.

With a slight push, the door of the ward swung open, and silent sadness rushed over.

On the hospital bed, Ye Xingchen still maintained the original posture, clinging tightly to Luo Lan. Looking from his angle, he couldn't see her face, but saw her thin shoulders trembling, like a broken shoulder. The butterfly with wings trembled, but could no longer fly to the sky.

The sound of footsteps alarmed Luo Lan, she turned her head to look at Lou Xi, pondered for a moment, gently supported Ye Xingchen's shoulders, and let her lie down again, she was very obedient, or rather numb, like a puppet, Let her move, lie down obediently, and remain motionless.

Luo Lan gently covered her with the quilt, then shook her hand lightly, as if to comfort her, then got up and left the ward. When she passed Lou Xi's side, she felt his panic, and she patted him again. After giving encouragement, he left the ward quickly, and as soon as he walked to the door, he could no longer hold back his tears.

In the ward, the light was very soft, but the air seemed to freeze, and it was eerily quiet, not even the breathing of the two of them could be heard.

Ye Xingchen was lying on the hospital bed, his eyes were open, but his eyes were empty.

Lou Xi stood a few meters away from the hospital bed. He was like a stone sculpture, not moving, not daring to get close, and his breathing was tight. He had never been so cowardly, let alone so scared.

After a long, long time, she finished one bottle of drip and needed to change another one, so he approached like walking on thin ice, changed the medicine bottle clumsily, looked down at her pale face, that bloodless face, let His heart twisted hard.

The thin lips trembled and trembled before he managed to make a sound, "I'm sorry..." He didn't realize how hoarse his voice was until he opened his mouth.

I'm sorry, the three most useless words in this world, but he doesn't know what else to say besides this.

Ye Xingchen's eyes moved, and with a slight tug of his lips, he also squeezed out three words, but those three words seemed to be able to slow him down, "I don't blame you."

Don't blame him, she should blame herself!
She didn't know she was pregnant, and she didn't care when her period was late. She thought it was just too tired these days, which led to endocrine disorders. During these days, too many things happened, and she didn't pay attention to her body at all. Little did he know that there was already a little life in his body.

The arrival of this child was not an accident to her. On the morning after their first intimate contact, Luo Lan came to talk to her about Sisi, and she was reminded of the child's problem.

Regarding the issue of the child, he didn't mention it, and he didn't take any measures, so she thought he wanted it, and she wanted it too. At that time, she hadn't thought about trying to have any relationship with him, but she knew that military marriage It is destined, it would be nice to have a child, and seeing that Sisi is so cute, she also wants to have another one, and it would be good to have two children as companions.

Of course she didn't know when she would have a child, but she thought that if she did, she would let it happen naturally, but she didn't expect that when the child came unconsciously, she lost her.

She didn't know the existence of this child, and he didn't even know it. They didn't know the existence of this child, so the child left, so... Is this God's will?
"Lou Xi...you go out, I want to be alone..."

He didn't seem to understand her words, he froze, not daring to guess what she meant, the corners of his lips twitched, trying to speak, but he didn't dare to ask.

Ye Xingchen was quiet for more than a week.

The ward was quiet, except for the doctors and nurses, no one dared to come in and out casually, and Luo Lan came in to take care of her.

Regarding miscarriage, Luo Lan had a painful experience. The physical injury is one aspect, but the psychological injury is even more serious. If it is not taken care of, it will become unimaginable in the future, so it will be unimaginable. able to take care of her.

In fact, Ye Xingchen's physical foundation is not bad, but this time it was too unexpected and too serious, coupled with the exhaustion of the previous period, so the whole person suffered heavy physical and psychological injuries, and lost weight all of a sudden. The slender face becomes thinner.

However, her mood was quite calm, she didn't cry or make a fuss from the beginning to the end, and she didn't blame anyone, but everyone knew that under her calm appearance was an even more unforgettable pain.

Because it was the first child, and it was a severe accidental miscarriage, the doctor asked Ye Xingchen to stay in the hospital for a while to recuperate. She did not refuse, and she was very cooperative about taking medicine and injections, but her appetite was not very good. I can only drink a small bowl of porridge, not even as much as a child, which makes people feel distressed.

Post-abortion care is actually as important as confinement. You can’t blow the wind, don’t soak in cold water, and don’t overuse your eyes... So she basically eats and sleeps every day, and occasionally gets out of bed to move around. She doesn’t talk much, the only one The only person who can coax her into a smile is Sisi.

Sisi is very obedient, I don't know who told her that her mother is sick and has no strength to hug her anymore, so every time she sits obediently on the bed, touches Ye Xingchen's face or fingers with her small hands, and naively Said, "Mama...no pain, no pain...Sisi doesn't hurt..."

Both the mother and the daughter were wearing blue and white hospital gowns, of large and small sizes, and they were particularly sympathetic to each other.

Ye Xingchen couldn't take care of Sisi every night anymore, the little girl didn't cling to her anymore, and when it was time to go to bed, she obediently went back to her ward with the nurse, but before leaving, she would leave a goodnight kiss, soft and fragrant It was so sweet, the kiss made Ye Xingchen drool, but it made her show a rare smile, but the smile was mixed with bitterness. If her child was still there, Sisi would have a younger brother or younger sister.

Lou Xi stayed at the hospital day and night, but never entered the ward again. She always stood alone in the corridor for a whole day without changing her position for a long time.

He didn't go to eat when it was time to eat, but just took out the soft China in his pocket, and took one in his mouth, but the door of the ward was a non-smoking area, so he couldn't smoke, so he just held it in his mouth, as if it was a kind of self-consolation.

This incident was linked back and forth to cause the current tragedy. He didn't know who to blame.

Blame Chen Ran?If she hadn't made a big fuss, would Xing Chen not be so tired, would she have found out that she was pregnant earlier?Would you have told him sooner?And then all this wouldn't happen?

Blame Zuo Lingfeng?If it wasn't for him, he wouldn't be angered, and if he didn't come to the hospital at that time, he wouldn't break out with old and new hatred.

Strange scene?Blame her for showing him some photos, adding fuel to the fire in his chest.

No, not at all, no one to blame, only himself to blame!

Zuo Lingfeng also came to the hospital every day, but no one saw him again. He always waited downstairs in the hospital, watching everything silently, and the regret and pain in his heart spread endlessly.

Jing Sa didn't dare to go to see Ye Xingchen, nor did she dare to talk to Lou Xi again. She didn't expect this to happen. The only thing she could do was to tell the obstetrics and gynecologist to take more care of Ye Xingchen.

(End of this chapter)