Supreme Empress: Husband, be reserved

Chapter 492
"Gu Jue, you have been with me for so many years. I worked hard for the throne before, but in the end, I found that I have never been happy because of the throne. The temptation of the throne is great for anyone, including me, but I I really can't let go of Tu Ye. It can even surpass the throne." Bai Jueyan took a deep breath, looking a little lonely.

Hearing the words, Gu didn't say a word, just looked at Bai Jueyan quietly.

"You can't understand my feelings, but do you know? From the first day after Tuye left, I felt like I lost my soul. I thought about her all the time, and occasionally even fantasized that she was still there. By my side. It was only later that I realized that those days were the most difficult. Even if I had the throne, I couldn't have any joy except being tired." Bai Jueyan's pen paused, his voice mixed with A little confused, but also filled with a little pain.

"Gu Jue, do you know? I always think that it would be great if I had never met Tu Ye, maybe I wouldn't be so painful. But when I look back and think about it carefully, if my life had less If I lose her, maybe this life is really in vain. My whole life is for the throne, how ironic it should be."

Bai Jueyan sneered, but as he spoke, the bitterness in his heart overflowed even more, and the numb pain in his heart became somewhat dull.

"Master, as long as you like it, we can fight for it."

Seeing Bai Jueyan's painful expression and hollow eyes, Gu Jue became flustered, and quickly comforted him.

"Strive for...I have been striving for it, but maybe I really missed it." The corners of Bai Jueyan's mouth turned up slightly, and the loneliness in his eyes was suppressed, and he said slowly.

It's not that he doesn't know, it's just that he is still avoiding the reality and dare not admit it.

"Master, as long as you are happy, the slave will protect the happiness of the master even if he dies." Gu Jue looked at Bai Jueyan and said with a serious expression.After all, in this world, the master is the only one who treats him well.If there is no master, it is impossible for him to survive, so he exists for the master all his life.

"Happiness..." I'm afraid I can't keep it.

Now, what he is most afraid of is Yi Tuye's tender eyes.

Every time he thinks that someone has replaced him in Yi Tuye's heart, the pain in his heart will permeate, which is not a good feeling.

She had happiness, but now it was no longer him.

Seeing that Bai Jueyan, who was cold and out of the world, gradually became like this step by step, Gu Jue couldn't help feeling sorry for his master.

In this matter, no one is wrong, each has its own reasons, but they have really gone the wrong way.

Gu Jue also thought at the beginning that his master's wife must be the best, but precisely because of this, he forgot that the best is the one that can be kept.

"Gu Jue, if I do something wrong, will you still stay with me?"

Bai Jueyan asked suddenly, but Gu Jue was stunned for a moment, and then said, "If the master really did something wrong, Gu Jue is willing to atone for the master's sin."

"But there are some sins that are destined to be paid by themselves."

Bai Jueyan smiled, then lowered his head and put the pen in his hand into the inkstone, added some ink, and then drew the people in the painting.

"As long as the master needs Gu Jue, Gu Jue will be by the master's side."

Gu Jue continued, comforting Bai Jueyan.

(End of this chapter)