There is always a big guy rewarding me in the live broadcast

Chapter 352 One Thought Becomes a Demon, One Thought Becomes a Buddha (External Story by Jiang Wenxian)
The first half of my life was exceptionally wonderful, so wonderful that I could write a book worth tens of millions.

However, those wonderful things, in the days that followed, I gradually forgot, and I don't want to remember them anymore.

Rescuing the little guy was just a momentary curiosity, but I didn't expect it to become the fetters of my life.

The little guy is a cold little guy, she never seems to smile, and she seldom talks.

I know, it's because the little guy is not very good at dealing with people, she always has a cold face, silently rejecting others in this way.

But, I don't care, because I'm so boring, this world, apart from making money, is really boring.

At the time, I thought making money was boring.

So teasing the little guy became my only pleasure, and later, I realized that fun is the beginning of love.

I fell in love with the little guy. I don't know when it started. When I realized it, I fell in love deeply.

I really complied with the saying "Love doesn't know where it started, but it goes deeper and deeper."

But ah, the person I love left just like that.

I know that I have committed a lot of crimes, and I am afraid that I will go to the [-]th floor of hell after I die. I don't care about that, so even if the gangsters are disbanded, I have never thought about benefiting mankind.

However, the little guy has left, and the little guy must have had great merit to be able to cultivate into a spirit, and I vaguely feel that the reason why the little guy died is because she saved me, a heinous person.

I used to live only for myself.

And the present me, the future me, live only for the little guy.

I want to be with the little guy, even in the next life, the next life, the next life, no matter which life it is, I want to be with the little guy.

Therefore, I want to use my lower body to atone for my sins. I was incorporated into the special national team, and I have been active in dangerous areas for a long time. After paying off all my sins in this life, I can be with the little guy in the next life.

So, so good, I thought so.

Later, someone called me a "hero".

No, I'm not a hero, I'm just a man who once sinned a lot and now comes to atone for his sins, that's all.

When I saw the state of the little guy's soul, I knew that this world was far more mysterious than I imagined.

So I visited many respected people and listened to them tell a lot of secrets. When I was getting old, I quit the national army and became a monk.

The abbot said that I have a red heart, and I replied, "I only have little ones in my heart."

Those who become monks should have their six roots clean and cut off the world of mortals.But I am indeed a different kind. Everything I do is to be able to live with the little guy, that's all.

At the end of my life, my soul was floating in the air. At that time, I saw a radiant person asking me kindly: "You have obtained the Dao, but you can't fly because of the mortal dust. Do you have a wish? I wish you the best of luck.”

I heard myself say, "Yes, I want to be with the little one."

"Oh, evil fate..." the man said, and at the same time, my soul flew to somewhere uncontrollably.

There was a surge of excitement in my heart, am I... finally able to meet my little guy?

(End of this chapter)