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Chapter 513 Difficult to Distinguish between True and False (Ling Qingan's Extra Story)

What is the meaning of a person's life?

I often ask myself such a question, but the answers I get are always different.

Because I am changing, each of us is changing, and the world is also changing.

Because of the changes, I don't know where my meaning is.

But that doesn't stop me from knowing where my fun is.

Well...my pleasure lies in deceiving people.

I like to see those who have been deceived by me look dumbfounded, and I like to see them thank me happily after being deceived by me, and I prefer them to confess their pain in front of me, and even cry bitterly.

All this is beautiful, isn't it?

This feeling of holding people's hearts in your hands is simply not too good.

Since I was a child, I have told countless lies but only a handful of truths.

Sometimes, even I can't tell whether I'm telling the truth or lying.

However, it doesn't matter anymore, because later, everything I said was a lie.

And all this is because of a woman.

The first time I doubted her was when she didn't object to me calling her mother.

"Mother" is a word that I hate deeply because it represents my worst past, which was not liked by others.

But now, "mother" has become a word that I cannot touch, because it represents the exclusiveness of that woman, but she has never belonged to me.

Her appearance disrupted my life.

Many of her reactions were beyond my expectations, which made me a little frustrated, of course, more excited.

But one day, she had a fever and fainted.

At that moment, I was so panicked that I forgot who I was.

Although later, I told myself to be calm and everything was fine.

Although she was fine after waking up, I knew that something had changed since that night.

I realized that I paid too much attention to her and treated her more differently.

I don't like this feeling, because of this, I will lose myself.

I like my previous life, I am the only one.

I struggled for a long time, I tried to behave as usual, but when I saw her, the psychological construction I had made for myself would completely collapse.

Then on that day, I let her go.

She said she could leave if I told the truth.

So I said: I wish you happiness.

Really, happiness, this is my most sincere blessing, and the only blessing I can say.

When she heard my blessing, she still had the usual expression, cold and cold, but her eyes were brighter than before.

I like her eyes very much, they are clean and pure, and occasionally there will be a sparkle in them.

It's like... like the bright sun...

Later, she really left.

My life has also returned to the calm and natural way it used to be. I still like to deceive people everywhere, and I still like to deceive people for fun.

Later, I have forgotten what the truth is.

In other words, every word I said, in my opinion, has become the truth, but in the eyes of others, it is simply a big lie.

Sometimes, people will see through my lies, they always look at me with a very strange look, and I am too lazy to interpret that look.

Of course, in most cases, they cannot judge my lies.

After all, I, I have even deceived myself~
Many, many years later, when I think of that woman again, there is only one thought in my mind.

Hmm... who is that?
Ah, have I forgotten?
Guess, is this the truth?

　Well... this story is over hahahaha

　　
　
(End of this chapter)