Don't move the power young baby wife

Chapter 171 Tears
Standing on the balcony, Cheng Yue felt a little irritable, took a cigarette and lit it for himself, took a deep breath, and then exhaled the white smoke.Against the light, the white smoke slowly drifted away in the darkness, which was particularly obvious.

In fact, I didn't want to make it like this, but people always feel uncomfortable when they are rejected again and again.

In fact, it wasn't about the child, and he didn't say that Miya must give him a child. If he really didn't want to, or decided not to have a child, it didn't matter. The two of them were open and honest, and it didn't matter how they decided.

But she always avoided this question, and he felt that it wasn't that she didn't want a child, or at least she wasn't sure if she wanted to have a child with him, in other words, she wasn't sure about her feelings for him.

He didn't know if it was right to think this way, but now he couldn't help thinking about it in a hurry.

Cheng Yue smiled wryly, took another deep breath, and exhaled the white smoke.

Only then did he realize that he likes and loves her even more than he imagined. He would be troubled by her little emotions and entangled in how many positions he has in her heart. Yawen never had these feelings and experiences when they were together.

He never knew that he would be such a little man, and he couldn't afford to be unrestrained at all.

He seemed to have become greedy, he longed for her to return the same love that he gave himself.

He stood on the balcony for a while, smoked two cigarettes before going back to his room.

It was only when he turned his head that Mijia was standing behind him in his pajamas. He didn't know when he came over, but he just stood by the balcony door and stared at him, biting his lip lightly.

Seeing her like this even though he was still annoyed, he still couldn't help but feel sorry for her and feel pity for her, after all, she is the woman he loves.

Going forward to stare into her eyes, it took a while before he said, "Why did you come down?" It's just that he might still be angry and bored in his heart, and his tone sounded a little stuffy and a little cold.

"I see you haven't come up for so long..." Mijia said in a low voice, with a pitiful tone and a pitiful expression, watching him open his mouth to say something, but the words stuck in his throat like a fishbone. Some can't tell.

Cheng Yue couldn't help feeling even more annoyed when he saw her hesitant to speak, and said in a cold voice, "Go back to your room."

"Cheng Yue." Seeing that he was about to leave, Mi Jia hurriedly called him to stop

Cheng Yue stood still, but didn't look back.

Looking at his back, Miya bit her lip and asked, "Are you angry with me?"

Cheng Yue was angry, but it was not her, but himself.

Seeing him like this, Miya was a little frightened, a little afraid, he had never been like this before, and they had never even had a quarrel before. Every time before a quarrel, he would always gently analyze the problem with her, so now She didn't know how to deal with such a situation at all, and she had no experience in this area at all.

Cheng Yue never turned his head or opened his mouth. He just stood there for a while and walked upstairs.

Miya suddenly wanted to cry, and his eyes felt a little hot because of his grievance.

He squatted down, hugged himself tightly with his hands, and really couldn't help crying.

"woo woo woo woo……"

She didn't know what to do, she didn't like this, she really didn't like it, she wanted him to hold her, wanted him to kiss her, wanted him to smile at her gently, instead of being so indifferent, not looking back, and even unwilling talk to her.

Thinking of this, I felt more and more uncomfortable and wronged, sobbed and cried more, and the tears fell more violently.

I don't know how long I have been crying like this, but I just feel that there is a very gentle and familiar embrace that receives her into the chest she has been longing for now.

Before she had time to raise her head, she only heard the slight sigh from his ear, which contained a lot, but she could only hear his helplessness.

Then came his familiar deep voice, "Okay, don't cry."

Only then did Miya raise his head from his arms. The tears blurred his eyes and made his whole body a little misty. He reached out to touch his face and said in a crying voice, "I'm sorry, I'm not On purpose, it's not that I don't want to have children, I just..."

"Okay, I won't talk anymore, I won't talk anymore." Cheng Yue bowed his head and kissed her head, he admitted defeat, he couldn't bear her crying helplessly, he couldn't ignore her grievance and sadness .

Even if she can't give him as much love as he wants, that's okay, it doesn't matter a little less, at least it's loving and true.

In fact, she made it very clear when the two first got married. She said that the last thing she could give was love. Now that he can get so much, even if it is not equal, it doesn't matter. She has done so much for him. He really shouldn't be too greedy to ask for so many changes.

"No, no." Mitya raised his head from his embrace, shook his head and raised his hand to wipe his tears indiscriminately, and said, "I, I don't want to have a baby, I dare not, I'm worried My child will be like me, I am afraid, I just want to make us more sure that we can stay together and know each other for a lifetime, and then let our children come, because I think what children need most is not how the family conditions are, but Just want a complete family, with dear father and mother, don’t need to give a lot, just grow up with him, grow up with him, it’s not that you are not good enough, I am not brave enough, I know you are not good enough for me Very good, but maybe because of my childhood experience, I'm really scared, really scared..."

Cheng Yue held her tightly with his hands. He knew all her worries and fears, and suddenly regretted that he hadn't been able to change his position and think for her more. She had such a childhood experience, and she was able to take the first step. Accepting love has almost exhausted all her courage, what will she do to prepare for a new challenge in a short time.

"Stop crying, I'm not good. It's because I ignored your feelings. It's because I'm not good." Cheng Yue kissed her lightly, rubbing her back while talking, patting and comforting her agitated emotions, "Stop crying, stop crying..."

Leaning in his arms, Miya shook her head, and said in a muffled voice while crying, "It's not your fault, it's me, it's me who only cares about my own feelings, it's me who ignores you, grandma is right, it's me So selfish, thinking only of myself but never thinking of you."

"Hey, don't cry." Cheng Yue let go of her, kissed away the tears falling on her face, kissed little by little, and after a while, he picked her up and went to the upstairs room.

(End of this chapter)