Don't move the power young baby wife

Chapter 328
After staying with her in the ward for a while, although they didn't talk much, Wu Wenlan no longer spoke ill of her like last time, and she no longer drove him away.

The silent ward seemed a little embarrassed, Cheng Yue was not a person who was particularly good at talking, and Wu Wenlan opened his mouth several times because of the past, but couldn't get the words out of his mouth.

In fact, the strangeness between the two is more due to lack of communication and understanding. When Cheng Yue was growing up, Wu Wenlan's entire mother was supposed to be the most important role in his life, but she was absent, and this absence made the relationship between the two seem like a relationship. There is a chasm that is simply insurmountable.

Cheng Yue sat with her for about ten minutes, stood up and was about to leave, "You rest, I'll go and see Mi Jia." As he spoke, he turned around and was about to go to the door.

Seeing that he was about to leave, Wu Wenlan hurriedly called him to stop, "Cheng Yue."

Hearing this, Cheng Yue stopped, turned his head, looked at her fixedly, and just responded, "Huh?"

Wu Wenlan opened her mouth, as if mustering up a lot of courage, before asking him, "Cheng Yue, you, do you... hate me?" I hate her for neglecting him for so many years, and her love for him has always been only On the mouth, never really go through the heart.

In fact, too many things happened in the past two days. Lao Cheng left her, and Cheng Chao had a showdown with her. In the past few days, she thought a lot in the ward and counted all the things she had done in the past. I'm sorry to many people, but she didn't feel sorry for Lao Cheng. Although she made many mistakes, she never felt sorry for him for her feelings for Lao Cheng, nor did she feel sorry for Cheng Chao. She never lacked maternal love for him, and Lao Cheng was never absent from his growth, but she was sorry to her parents, because she failed their upbringing for many years, and because of her choices back then, even when she was dying, her parents never forgave her. They were critically ill in the hospital, and none of them wanted to see her.

If you want to say regret, she regrets, she did too many things wrong for the love in her heart, she pushed herself into a dead end, for this relationship, she took a life on her back, and for this relationship, she gave up Her family and the parents who love her the most, and because of this relationship, she hasn't even slept well for more than [-] years. She can't remember how many nights she has dreamed that she was taken from the roof back then. Pushing it down, I even dreamed of my own tragic death, with my eyes open, blood was all over the ground.

If she knew at the beginning that it was the price of such daily and nightly torture, maybe she would have flinched, but there is no such thing in this world, and there is no such thing as knowing, so even if she regrets, she can only take one step at a time if she makes a mistake. Go wrong.

But if you really want to say sorry, if you really want to say sorry, the one she owes the most is Cheng Yue. In the past thirty years, the only thing she has done for him may be to give birth to him and bring him to the world. The rest of the world, he did almost nothing.

Because she felt indebted, she always gave more attention to Cheng Chao. Lao Cheng even indulged Cheng Chao because of the guilt and apology to Cheng Chao's mother back then. Both of them ignored Cheng Yue, Perhaps it was because Cheng Yue was too sensible and well-behaved. They threw him into the boarding school when he was in primary school, and sent him to his sister Wenqing during the winter and summer vacations. She didn't visit him, and she rarely even called. She didn't know him. Whether he was bullied at school, or whether he had any illness during school, what he ate when he was sick, whether he was uncomfortable or not, they didn't understand these at all, and they didn't even participate in one of his games. The parent meeting, and what she and Lao Cheng said to him the most was that they were very busy and usually had a lot of work.

She had never known him before, even about his relationship and marital problems, she had only met Jiang Yawen a week before getting married, of course, it seemed to be the same with Mi Jia later on.

And the only thing she felt owed him in these years was after the incident between Cheng Chao and Jiang Yawen, she forced him not to pursue that incident.

It was because she felt that she owed him, so even if she felt that Mijia's family background did not meet their family's requirements, she never said a word of objection, because too much was regarded as a kind of compensation and debt for Jiang Yawen's affairs Bar.

Now, looking back at the beginning, how could she have the nerve to ask him to find Jiang Yawen and tell Jiang Yawen not to expose what happened back then. She obviously knew Jiang Yawen's purpose, and she knew that Jiang Yawen's purpose was nothing more than to want Let Cheng Yue divorce Mi Jia, but she still quarrels selfishly. Not only is she not an unqualified mother, she is even a selfish mother-in-law.

Sometimes when I really think about it, I realize how many wrong things I have done over the years. She was still wrong even a few days ago, and she will paranoidly attribute all the consequences of the mistakes that she originally had to bear to him. body, complaining that he didn't help her, and even all kinds of abuse.

Thinking about it now makes me feel ashamed and ashamed for myself.

How can people not hate her like this.

Cheng Yue looked into her eyes steadily, the expression on his face didn't change much, but he didn't speak for a long time.

Wu Wenlan looked at him, clutching the quilt tightly with her nervous hands. In fact, she knew what the answer was, but she still felt a little nervous and worried when she heard it from him.

Cheng Yue sighed softly, and finally turned around, without saying anything, and went directly to the door.

"Cheng Yue." Wu Wenlan called him again, clutching the quilt tightly with her hands, looking at his back and speaking again, "Cheng Yue, tell me, even if you hate me." She was persistent and only wanted to hear him say it herself.

This time Cheng Yue didn't look back, his eyes were fixed on the front door, even one hand was already on it, but finally he spoke, the deep voice took a long time to utter two words, "I hated it!"

He hated that she was not a qualified mother, hated that she only paid attention to Cheng Chao while he was clearly her son.

Even as a soldier, like everyone else, he certainly resented this kind of unfair maternal love.

Wu Wenlan smiled wryly, looked up at the ceiling with her head up and her eyes open, trying not to let her tears fall, the answer was exactly as she expected, yes, she was selfish, she did almost nothing but give birth to him However, why should she ask him not to hate herself?

After a long time, Cheng Yue turned the handle on the door, and before opening the door to go out, he only said in a low voice, "Everyone has no choice but to choose his parents." After speaking, he opened the door and left the ward.

Wu Wenlan sat on the bed, looked at the re-closed door, and murmured to herself after a while, "So, even if he was resentful, he still recognized me as mother, didn't he?"

(End of this chapter)