Don't move the power young baby wife

Chapter 744 Letter 2
The whole family who were planning to eat and drink all sat in the living room together because of this letter, and even the little guy in Mijia's arms was exceptionally quiet, as if they could see the seriousness of the atmosphere, and sat quietly in Mijia's arms. In Jia's arms, he was still holding a small plastic spoon, playing quietly.

Cheng Shaohe took the letter and continued to read it. The letter was written to him by Wu Wenlan, and every stroke was handwritten.

"Old Cheng, although I don't regret falling in love with you, I don't regret insisting on marrying you, but I've been thinking about a problem since I got sick. I have to admit that we were really wrong at the beginning. Our love hurt innocent people. We always owe them, so don’t blame Chengchao after death, no matter how many outrageous or even unforgivable things he has done, but the words he insisted on are not wrong, I owe him all of this, I owe it to his mother too. I chose to leave in this way. I really want to atone for the mistakes I made. In fact, I have no regrets. I have earned money in the past thirty years, but I There is always a human life on her body, no matter she jumped down by herself, her death is inseparable from me, not to mention she was really pushed down by me, although it was unintentional, but it can't change that I killed her The fact is that I owed her this life in the first place, and no matter how long some debts are delayed, I still have to pay back what should be paid.

In fact, human life has a definite number. I may have done too many bad things, so even God can’t see it. I know that my condition is very pessimistic, although you are working hard every day. Laughing in front of me, trying to tell me that the situation is not so bad, but the body is my own, who can know better than me, I know my situation very well, even if I don’t do it, I think I may not have more In fact, it might not be a good thing to think about it from the other side. The tone made me face the future treatment, face the side effects of chemotherapy, and watch my hair fall out in handfuls. Let me end my life in this way. In fact, in the final analysis, I am still a selfish person who is afraid of death, but I am more afraid of facing myself in such a miserable state than I am afraid of death. I don't have that much courage.

Lao Cheng, I just want you to understand by saying so much, don’t be sad about my death, in fact, this may be the best choice and result for me, and there is nothing more suitable than this.It's just that I want to apologize to you here. I think that you will be greatly shocked and shocked. I apologize to you.

I have never been a competent mother, whether it is for Cheng Chao or Cheng Yue, for Cheng Chao's good and practical Cheng Chao's words, I just want to live a peaceful life because of his mother's relationship, I always feel guilty, Cheng Chao There is nothing wrong with what I said, when I treat him well, I simply regard him as a tool to redeem my sins. Speaking of which, I am still selfish, and the first thing I think of is always myself.

To Cheng Yue, I was a cruel mother. Not only did I fail to fulfill my obligations as a mother, but I even did a lot of things that hurt him. Originally, I planned to pay it back in the future, but it seems that I can’t I'm destined to be a bad mother, I couldn't give it to him before, and I won't be able to give it to him in the future.

Maybe I owe too many people in this life, but I think the person I owe the most is not Cheng Chao, but my own son. I guess I will pay back what I owe him in the next life, but I don’t know if there will be a chance in the next life. "

Cheng Yue has been watching from the sidelines, his eyes have turned red for a long time, no matter how hard-blooded a tough guy is, he can't calm down the excitement in his heart at this time.

"Actually, what I want to thank the most is Mijia. Because of your relationship, Cheng Yue has gained happiness. Because of your relationship, I saw a smile on Cheng Yue's face. It is also because of your relationship, my relationship with Cheng Yue Only then can it be improved. I would also like to thank you for bringing Hanghang to the family. He is like an angel, so beautiful. The past year has been the most relaxing and beautiful time for me. I have no regrets.

So everyone, don’t be sad for me anymore, and don’t resent anyone for my affairs. All of this has nothing to do with anyone. It is my own choice, and it is a debt that I have owed over the years and should be repaid.

Lao Cheng, the last thing I want to tell you is to move back when you retire and help me watch Hang Hang grow up. Together with my share, I will love Hang Hang twice as much. When he can talk and call him grandma You must tell me that when you can read and write, you must let me know that I also want to participate in his growth. Even if he has a girlfriend and a child in the future, he must let him bring it to my grave. Look, I think I will know, and when Hanghang grows up, say sorry to him for me, I didn't have the opportunity to grow up with him, but I love him just like you. "

Cheng Shaohe almost cried and read the letter. In fact, not only Cheng Shaohe, but also Cheng Yue who was beside him could not control his tears.

Although Miya didn't read the contents of the letter while holding the child, but seeing the reactions of the two of them, it was somewhat predictable. His eyes were also red, and he hugged the little guy tightly in his arms.

Aunt Qin didn't disturb them, and stood aside sadly, quietly saying nothing.

Finally, Cheng Shaohe put away the letter, wiped away the tears on his face, stood up, looked at everyone and said, "Let's serve dinner." While talking, he went to the dining table first.

Aunt Qin came to her senses and hurried forward to help serve the meal.

Cheng Yue still hadn't come out of the emotion of the letter, his eyes fixed on the envelope on the low table, and he didn't respond for a while.

Mi Jia gently wiped away the uncontrollable tears on his face, stepped forward and patted Cheng Yue's shoulder lightly, and said, "Don't do this, Mom must be watching us from the sky, she definitely doesn't want you to do this. "

Cheng Yue raised his head in a trance, closed his eyes in pain for a while, and when he opened them again, he seemed to have changed his mentality, stood up and carried the child from Mi Jia's arms, and looked at Mi Jia. Jia said, "Come on, let's go eat."

Mitya smiled at her, nodded vigorously, sniffed, and said, "Well, let's go eat."

Cheng Yue reached out to wipe away the tears that just fell on her face, and his own eyes were also red.

The little guy in his arms didn't know what happened, but seeing his parents smiling, he also smiled happily, showing his two teeth.

(End of this chapter)