Lord Lu's cuteness has transformed again

Chapter 257 Only by letting go of obsessions can we truly be at peace

Even though Murong said it herself, Mu Qing still couldn't believe it, and stood there for a while, "How old is this child?"

"..." Murong hesitated, "Three years old. Three years and four months old."

"Three years and four months..." Mu Qing suddenly smiled, but tears welled up in her eyes.

Three years and four months.It was the year Lu Jingchuan died, and she was almost three months pregnant with her child.

So, she was pregnant with a child, but Lu Jingchuan was still with Murong? ?Also, have a child?
"When did you two get together?" There was no intention of questioning, but Mu Qing really wanted to know when Lu Jingchuan and Mu Qing walked together.

"Sister Muqing, I'm sorry, this is all a misunderstanding, it's all my fault..."

Murong explained with tears, "I didn't intend to interfere with you, I'm sorry..."

The various entanglements between Lu Jingchuan and Mu Qing, as well as the real reason for Lu Jingchuan's death, are hardly known to the outside world.

Until Lu Jingchuan's death, everyone thought that Lu Jingchuan and Mu Qing were a loving couple.

After Lu Jingchuan's death, Mu Qing stayed behind closed doors and never appeared in public. People from the Lu family seldom showed up and kept silent about the Lu family's affairs. Nobody knows.

Therefore, Murong felt a little bit ashamed of being pregnant with Lu Jingchuan's child and secretly giving birth to this child.

Not long after she gave birth, because her mother, Chai Qiuzhu, frequently called the child a bastard, Murong simply moved out, lost contact with Chai Qiuzhu and Muhan, and changed to a new job to raise the child by herself. big.

She conceived first before she was married, and the child she gave birth to was still Lu Jingchuan's child.Moreover, Lu Jingchuan was no longer there.

Firstly, she didn't dare to let the Lu family and Mu Qing know about the existence of this child, and secondly, she also felt that even if this child was Lu Jingchuan's child, no one would believe it, and would only let the child become a joke.

So she never thought about letting the Lu family know about the existence of the child.

If the child hadn't gone to kindergarten, and said that others had a father and she didn't, she would not have brought the child here to visit the grave if she cried and clamored to see her father.

She came here secretly. She thought that she would not meet anyone here, but unexpectedly, she was caught by Mu Qing...

Murong said that she and Lu Jingchuan never had a relationship, that night, he was only drunk and mistook Murong for her, that's why he did such a thing.

Murong said that she knew that she shouldn't like Lu Jingchuan, and she also knew that she didn't deserve to like him, but she couldn't control her relationship. She couldn't control herself. She liked Lu Jingchuan for so many years, and even secretly gave birth to him. child.

"Sister Muqing, I'm sorry. This child, you just pretend that he doesn't exist. I won't bring him here again..." Murong cried and begged her "forgiveness."

"..."

For a while, Mu Qing couldn't tell what it was like in her heart.

She walked slowly to Lu Jingchuan's tomb, put down the bouquet of flowers in her hand, stared at the photo of Lu Jingchuan on the tombstone, but tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.

It's hard to say if it's a feeling of betrayal, maybe, it doesn't.

After all, what right did she have to forgive?She is not even Lu Jingchuan's wife now.

Now thinking about Murong's attitude towards her before, she finally understood a little bit.

She is the same age as Murong, and their personalities are very similar in some aspects. They have always been in the same class, and their relationship was once very good.

Ever since she went to university and was with Lu Jingchuan, Murong alienated her intentionally or unintentionally. Later, after she and Lu Jingchuan got married, Murong even chose to study abroad and never returned to China.

There was even one time when she and Lu Jingchuan traveled abroad and arrived in the city where Murong was studying abroad. She wanted to invite Murong out to meet and have a meal together, but she refused because of something.

At that time, she still didn't understand, but now, she finally understands.

Perhaps, for Murong, seeing her and Lu Jingchuan together was more cruel and painful torture than any torture in the world.

In the past few years since Lu Jingchuan passed away, Mu Qing has not lived a day without guilt and self-blame.Not only for Lu Jingchuan, but also for that child.

She couldn't even keep his only blood.

Perhaps it was God's will that Murong had this child.At least, she will be a little bit relieved...

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After Mu Qing returned to the manor, she seemed to be stuck in her own thoughts.

Before going to sleep, she suddenly asked Mu Yu a question: "Xiao Yu, tell me, if Jing Chuan is still alive, what will happen to us?"

"..."

Before Mu Yu could answer, she muttered the answer herself: "If he is still alive, even if I am still pregnant with his child, we will not be happy."

Because in her heart, there is always the hatred and shadow of the past, which is an indelible gap.

If Lu Jingchuan is willing to let go, then she will definitely divorce him.If he refuses, he will definitely be unhappy, and she will not be happy either. As for the child, it is even more impossible to be happy.

Each other, just torturing each other, perhaps, will be more painful than remembering the past alone now.

In the past, when Lu Jingchuan was alive, it was Lu Jingchuan who refused to let go, but now, with his people gone, it was her who refused to let go.

Blame everything because they are too obsessed.Let go of obsessions, maybe you can get real peace.

Mu Qing held Mu Yu's hand tightly, "Xiao Yu, I want to ask you something."

"Sister, it's what you say." No matter what it is, she will definitely do it.

"It's definitely not easy for Murong to take care of the child by herself now. Help me, take care of her, and the child, don't let them suffer."

Mu Qing took a deep breath, "If Murong wants this child to return to the Lu family as Lu Jingchuan's son and be recognized by everyone, I will definitely stand by her side and support her."

Mu Yu nodded: "Well, I'm going to see Sister Mu Yu in the next two days, and I'll tell her when the time comes."

"Well, from now on, they'll leave it to you, and you should take care of your sister."

Mu Qing looked at her younger sister, and raised her hand to help her smooth out the loose hair, her eyes were a little moist, "There are so many things, my sister can't help you, and I haven't set a good example for you, but I have to trouble you for everything. My sister is really sorry."

Mu Yu keenly heard the strangeness in this sentence, and immediately became nervous: "Sister, your affairs have never been a trouble to me. As long as you are well, it is the greatest happiness to me."

"Well, my sister knows, so my sister will work hard to get better in the future."

Mu Qing touched Mu Yu's hair, and said softly: "Sister wants to leave the capital for a while."

　This book will not be too long, it will be about three stages, the first stage has been written, now is the second~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)