The uninhibited concubine who loves his wife

Chapter 252 The Qiu family invites you (2)
Seeing this, Bai Xinran didn't dare to ask any more questions, and quickly found a piece of silk to wipe her tears.

"Xue Lan, don't you cry, okay? I won't ask, you should calm down first, and don't do anything stupid." These days, chastity is more important than life to a woman, and when something like this happened, She was really worried that she would do something extreme.This girl looks strong, but she is actually more insecure than her.If she can't think about it for a while, it will be difficult.

"Xinran, will you let me stay here?" With trembling shoulders, Liu Xuelan asked again, even a little more begging than before.

"I have no objection, but your father?" Bai Xinran was a little embarrassed.If something like this happened, shouldn't I tell Master Liu?

Hearing this, Liu Xuelan suddenly held her hand behind her excitedly: "Xinran, don't tell my father, please don't let anyone know, okay? I can't go back now!"

"..." Bai Xinran frowned, her eyes full of worry.

"I can't let anyone know about my affair with him, especially my father, please keep it secret for me, okay?"

"But your father is looking for you everywhere now..."

Liu Xuelan shook her head vigorously: "Xinran, don't let my father know what happened between me and him, otherwise my father will definitely go to him to argue. That person is not unreasonable at all, and he has secretly Accumulate power, if my father gets into a fight with him, he will definitely suffer."

It was the first time that Bai Xinran heard her calling Master Liu 'Dad' in front of her, but it was a pity that Master Liu was not there. If Master Liu heard it, he would be uncomfortable or moved.

Seeing her like that, Bai Xinran didn't want her to get too excited, so she nodded: "Okay, okay, don't get excited, I won't tell Master Liu."

Those people were all court ministers, and she didn't know much about the connection between them, so she couldn't predict some things. This matter can only be resolved when her man comes back.

Hearing her nodding her head in agreement, Liu Xuelan's tense body relaxed a little, wiped away her tears, and continued: "Xinran, I don't want to cause trouble for you, but I'm desperate now, you know that man Yes, he will definitely not let me go now. If he knows where I am, he will definitely pester me. You must keep a secret for me, okay? There is no place in the capital that is safe except for you. "

"..." Bai Xinran frowned, struggling for her.Seeing that her emotions didn't seem to be as extreme as she imagined, after a moment of silence, she decided to ask: "Xue Lan, tell me the truth, you actually like him too, right?"

If she didn't like it, after encountering such a thing, with this girl's personality, she would have already chopped the other party into seven or eight yuan.

Liu Xuelan became quiet again, and let go of Bai Xinran's hand, she tightly grabbed the fabric on her knees, as if she wanted to tear a hole in the robe that didn't belong to her.

Bai Xinran looked at her quietly, and after waiting for a long time, she heard her hoarse voice say: "So what if you like it, so what if you don't like it? He has always looked down on my birth. I also know that I am not worthy of him, So the moment I decided to let go, I had already given up on him... What's more, he will get married soon, since he doesn't belong to me, then I can't hold any hope."

"Then do you hate him?"

Liu Xuelan froze for a moment, then shook her head feebly. "If you say hate, then I can only hate myself. Everything today is the price of provoking him. I know a person like him better than anyone else. His rights and status are above everything else in his heart. I know that he values How can I hate those things? I asked for it all, and I deserve it!"

Bai Xinran pursed her lips, looked at her and asked cautiously: "If... I mean, what if he wants to marry you as his wife? Will you be with him?"

Liu Xuelan shook her head almost without thinking: "The money from begging can be used, but I can't use the feelings from begging. People like him don't care what other people think. I admit that I like him, even if After he did that to me, I still like him, but I know that I can’t control him. Don’t say that he’s already engaged to someone else, even if he’s not engaged to someone else, and he’s willing to marry me as his wife, I don’t care. I won't marry him easily. There is still such a long life, he can't just have me as a woman, so what if I'm the wife?"

Bai Xinran nodded.Well, she admitted that she underestimated this woman.

"What about Bai Yuhao? Do you like him?"

Liu Xuelan was silent for a long time again, and then said in a low voice, choked with sobs: "Yuhao is a good man, he is a person who can be entrusted to him for life, but now I have let him down, I have no face to see him..."

Bai Xinran sighed.After taking the clothes from the hanger and putting them on, she walked over and took Liu Xuelan's hand, "I'll let Xueying prepare hot water for you to wash, don't think about anything first, just sleep well, okay? Remember, no matter what you think in your heart, don't do stupid things, you know?"

Hearing this, Liu Xuelan stopped in her tracks, raised her head and gave her a stiff smile. "Xinran, thank you. Don't worry. Although my life, Liu Xuelan, is low, I still have a thick skin. As long as you don't laugh at me for losing my virginity, I won't think about it. That's it, I won't die for that kind of person. If there is no place for me in the capital, I can go to other places to live in peace, the world is big, and I don't have to be here to settle down."

She used to live begging on the street at such a young age, how miserable it was to get enough food and shelter every day, she has lived through those days, and now she is already able to support herself, can't she still survive?
Looking at the strength revealed in her eyes, Bai Xinran was amazed at her bravery, but also felt a little admiration for her.

She finally knew why she was willing to treat her as a friend, because they both had the same quality, that is backbone!
They used to be abandoned by others, but in such a situation, they never gave up on themselves, and still lived proudly, even if they lived unsatisfactorily, they lived strong and did not bow their heads to fate.

She believes that as long as there is an idea in her heart, as long as she persists in this idea, there will definitely be a turning point in the future.

She chose a side room in the main courtyard and temporarily arranged for Liu Xuelan to live there, and Bai Xinran asked Xueying to wait on her to take a bath and change clothes.

After more than an hour, Xueying came back to report the situation.

"Is Miss Liu asleep?"

"Go back to Princess Wang, Miss Liu has already fallen asleep."

"Has she used the food sent?"

"Back to Princess, no. Miss Liu said she has no appetite."

(End of this chapter)