The uninhibited concubine who loves his wife

Chapter 309
Seeing that he didn't speak, Bai Xinran frowned, and said to him directly: "Choose one with a gentler temper, and send the others back!"

Maybe it was because she watched too many TV dramas before, and she felt a headache when she thought that those nuns were old men.How many people who have lived in the deep palace for a long time are pure and kind?
And also sent her four at once.Even if the emperor had good intentions, she couldn't let herself accept it with peace of mind.After all, the emperor is a person that she can't rest assured.

If she really wants to find someone with rich experience to serve her, she can just go to the people's house and hire one.There are women who have given birth everywhere, and she doesn't want to make her feel so pretentious and uncomfortable.

Fearing that she would get angry because of a few nuns, Yan Moyu had no choice but to follow her. "Okay, my husband will pick one in person later, and send the rest back."

Touching her stomach, Bai Xinran looked up and sighed.Her pregnancy has only just begun...

Not liking to see her sighing, Yan Moyu carefully picked her up, put her on his lap, and raised her slender fingers to comb the somewhat messy hair behind her head.

Seeing his cautious and caring appearance, Bai Xinran couldn't help but give him a blank look. "Look at you now, like an old lady, are you not afraid of others laughing at you?"

"Do you think it's rare for a husband to be teased?" Lifting her chin, he teased with a smile in his eyes.

Bai Xinran laughed out loud.Quite self-aware!

Encircling his neck, she buried her head on his shoulders and arched her shoulders, with a bit of guilt in her voice: "Don't think of me too fragile, I haven't been a pretty girl since I was a child, I'm just pregnant, I'm I don’t feel bitter, at most it’s boring. Sometimes I feel uncomfortable when I look at you like this, and I always feel like I’m really a waste. You said that if you spoil me, what should I do?”

Hearing this, Yan Moyu picked up her small face that fell on his shoulders, and stared at her with some displeasure: "You know how to think wildly when you have nothing to do all day long, but who is gossip in front of you?"

Bai Xinran shook her head, not daring to look at him: "I'm just expressing my feelings. Don't you think you're wronged by me like this?"

He was required to serve her personally, although he had often helped her with many things since they got married, but this time, just because of her pregnancy, he was short of quitting his job and becoming a full-time husband.

Fortunately, the people in the yard are all their own people, otherwise, she would be rumored to be some kind of trash again.

Yan Moyu frowned and lifted her head up, lowered his head to cover her lips, after some entanglement, he calmed down and couldn't help biting in her ear: "For the sake of the child, every time you If you vomit so many times a day, do you feel wronged?"

Bai Xinran shook her head. "I'm willing to vomit for him!"

Yan Moyu chuckled: "The husband is also willing to serve his wife."

"..." Hearing this, Bai Xinran hugged his neck and suddenly laughed.

The couple were laughing and talking sweetly in the room, when Yin Du's ignorant voice sounded outside the door——

"Master, I have something important to report."

Hearing this, Yan Moyu's face immediately turned cold.

"Say."

Outside the door, listening to his father's cold words, Yin Du touched his neck to express his innocence.If there is nothing important, he won't come here to be rejected by others!

"Master, according to reports from the spies, King Fengde has found out Miss Liu's whereabouts, and now he has taken people to Qingluan Mountain."

Hearing the sudden news, Bai Xinran was startled, and hurriedly said to the door: "Yin Du, come in."

Yin Du pushed open the door and walked in. Although the bed was covered by the curtain, he didn't dare to look around, and lowered his head waiting for questions.

Bai Xinran asked anxiously: "But what Qingluan Mountain is it sure that the person is in?"

Yin Du replied truthfully: "Yes, King Fengde has brought people there."

Bai Xinran struggled to get up, but Yan Moyu quickly hugged him.

"You are not allowed to go anywhere, just stay at home for me!" The man ordered with a cold face.

It is rare to see him talking to her in such a domineering tone, Bai Xinran frowned and wanted to discuss with him: "You have to go and see, Xue Lan has been missing for more than a month, and finally found her, don't go and see, I’m not at ease either.”

Yan Moyu made the decision for her without even thinking about it.

"Yin Du, hurry to the Admiral's Mansion and tell Master Liu about Miss Liu's whereabouts."

"Mo Yu?" Bai Xinran was a little surprised.

Yan Moyu looked back at her: "She is always from the Liu family, Master Liu has the right to know her whereabouts, do you want her to hide from people all her life?"

"..." Bai Xinran fell silent.That's right, Xuelan can't be allowed to hide like this for the rest of her life.To untie the bell, the person who tied it must be tied. Xuelan's current culprit for leaving is King Fengde, but the person she fears the most and feels ashamed to meet is Lord Liu.

Her problems can only be solved if she faces them seriously, and only two men, King Fengde and Master Liu, can help her get rid of the knot in her heart...

On the other side of the admiral's mansion, Liu Boyu was surprised and delighted when he received the news from the Prince Cheng's mansion. He didn't even have time to say hello to his family, so he took a few capable men and stepped on the big horse non-stop towards Qingluan Mountain. —

Returning to Feilong Temple from the market, Liu Xuelan went to the meditation room to bid farewell to Master Huiming with her bundle packed long ago.

Half an hour later, she walked out of the meditation room calmly, but the moment she left the meditation room, tears could no longer hold back and rolled down her cheeks, and her feet seemed to be tied with heavy stones, making every step she took It all seems so difficult.

She didn't become a monk, but living here for more than a month was the most fulfilling period of her life.

Every day, she followed other female monks to meditate and chant scriptures, and together with them received the faithful men and women who came to offer incense, and helped them cut firewood and carry water.

She didn't know why Master Huiming refused to accept her as a disciple, and Master Huiming didn't tell her the reason until now that she was leaving.

This is a sacred place. From the moment she decided to give up the child in her womb, she is no longer qualified to stay here... The biggest taboo of Buddhism is killing, and the most intolerable thing is killing, and her mother But she wanted to kill the flesh and blood in her belly with her own hands. If she stayed, she would only pollute this clean land.

She is destined to bear this debt of conscience for the rest of her life...

No matter how strong she is, she doesn't have enough courage to face her future life and the gossip about having children out of wedlock.Her biggest dream in life is not to follow her mother's path, but the reality tells her cruelly that she not only repeats her mother's path, but even walks even more shamelessly.

(End of this chapter)