i didn't know i would love you

Chapter 133 I'm Sure That's Love

Su Qing was slightly moved when she heard the words, and the sly smile on her face also disappeared. Now the two of them could easily tell a joke like a joke, which almost became the biggest regret in their life on that cold night. Even now when I think about it again, I still feel a wave of fear.

Seeing the change in her expression, Gu Zihao knew what she was thinking, raised his hand and slowly caressed her face, his sexy voice came over in a low voice: "Don't think about it, I will never let you do that again Go through it, trust me, huh?"

Although that dark night saved the precarious relationship between the two, and even helped him find the lover he had lost, but if he could choose again, he would rather not have this incident.

He couldn't forget the desperation that could clearly feel life flowing away from his body, and he couldn't forget Su Qing's profile before she finally left him. Such a memory was too intense and would remind him of the existence of these pains at any time.

Su Qing's mind was full of thoughts. Gu Zihao's words made her hold a lot of ingots deep in her heart. Taboo topics that she never wanted to touch in this life came up again, but compared to before She was so uneasy, but she was much calmer now.

"Gu Zihao."

Su Qing opened her mouth to call him by his name. She seldom called him by name and surname calmly like this, but every time she called Gu Zihao like this, she felt very comfortable. He felt that every time his name came from Su Qing's mouth like this It's very pleasant to spit out.

She raised her head to look at him, and said with a fixed expression: "You said that such a thing will never let me go through it again, what do you mean? Is it your previous infidelity to your relationship or marriage, or the accidental car accident last time?" ?”

"All!"

Gu Zihao answered without thinking, his big hands wandered down from her neck to grab her hands, his chest felt a little tight, but he still asked, "Have you been wanting to ask me these words for a long time?"

Although this accident allowed them to see each other's intentions clearly, the previous gulf could not disappear out of thin air, and many things had to be said in person.

Su Qing remained silent, her hands twisted together uneasy, she pursed her mouth and lowered her eyes, waiting for Gu Zihao to continue speaking.

Gu Zihao let out a long breath, tightened his big hands holding Su Qing's hands slightly, and licked his lips: "Qingqing, since I promised to marry you, I don't feel that I have the right to fall in love with you. A large part of the reason why you are together is because I want to rely on your father's contacts at that time to expand my own business, even if it is not clearly marked for money, but in the end it is for profit."

His voice was slightly hoarse, he paused and continued: "I thought I sacrificed my marriage to get these shortcuts in the business field, so I always feel selfish as a victim when facing you, Did a lot of bastard things—”

"You know that's not what I want to hear."

Su Qing interrupted him, raised her head and looked directly at the man in front of her, with no expression on her face, if it wasn't for the slight ups and downs of her chest that betrayed her mood at the moment, Gu Zihao might really think that she is really like the man on the surface. so peaceful.

He lowered his voice, knowing Su Qing's meaning in his heart, but when it came time to speak, he felt a little difficult: "As for the things before, I... I'm sorry, I wasn't faithful to my marriage, it was my fault. "

All the embarrassment was caused by himself, Gu Zihao knew this very well, he felt embarrassed just saying these words now, one can imagine how Su Qing felt when facing these things.

Su Qing suddenly felt a little irritable. She finally mustered up the courage to want all the past in front of her, but when she didn't get the answer she wanted, she shook off her hand and wanted to step back.

However, before she could pull her hand out, Gu Zihao held her hand together again, and he said hastily: "Qingqing, listen to me, the reason why I have such a chaotic past is because I have been in love from the beginning to the end. I didn’t see clearly what I wanted for you. I always thought that the days with you by my side were marriages that everyone could have, but after you left me, I realized that those companionships were my unique love. I am What a fool, it took five years to understand these truths!"

His slightly excited tone shocked Su Qing. Gu Zihao had never said these words to her before, even the first time he expressed his love for her was like a drunken raving, it was not true at all. .

But it's different now, she can clearly see the emotions flowing from his eyes, and also see the emotions he has borne for a long time, these discoveries made her finally begin to realize slowly, maybe in the past five years, she has not It's not that you get nothing, it's just that you don't find anything.

"Do you really... think that our entanglement these years is love?" Su Qing asked Gu Zihao in a low voice, with some doubts in her tone.

Gu Zihao didn't move, stared at Su Qing's face and nodded with certainty: "I'm sure it's love."

He breathed a sigh of relief, and continued: "You spent eight years by my side, accompanying me from falling in love to getting married, even though bad memories accounted for more than half of this period, but looking at you and the baby until today, I am Pretty sure this is my love."

Su Qing was still silent, but her heart was surging like a tide.

"In the future, we will wait for the baby to be born together. If you want, you can fill in a younger brother or sister for the baby. I will continue to work. Of course, I will try to spare time with you. I will wait until the children grow up and we will grow old. Go, this is probably the life I want to pursue all my life.”

Gu Zihao is not an emotional person, but the scene that always popped up in his mind moved him for a moment. It stepped forward to hug Su Qing into his arms, and he was a little nervous when he spoke again: "Qingqing , are you still willing to walk with me as unswervingly as you did at the beginning?"

Su Qing's nose was slightly sour, she followed Gu Zihao's movements and leaned on his shoulder, her voice was soft and not obvious, "I am willing."

Gu Zihao froze for a moment, and then a burst of ecstasy struck him. The strength in his hand tightened, and he hugged Su Qing tightly in his arms.

"boom--"

A sudden sound from the door interrupted the two deeply emotional people in the room. Su Qing was startled, turned around and immediately looked towards the source of the sound. Before she could ask who it was, she saw a A familiar figure flashed in, waved the phone with a smile in his hand: "Hi!"

Su Qing was speechless for a while, she pushed away Gu Zihao's chest pain with a blushing face, and glared at the person who just entered the door: "Su Luo, are you out of your mind, why are you hiding at the door furtively!"

"If I hadn't been sneaking and hiding at the door, how would I have known that Mr. Gu, who is always stern and wise, could say such crooked words, haha!"

There was no sign of apology on Su Luo's face, but he jumped over excitedly and blinked at Gu Zihao, the corners of his eyes were full of banter.

Gu Zihao coughed lightly, raised his eyes and looked at Su Luo warningly, with a hint of threat in his tone: "The always stern and wise Mr. Gu will not only say such things, but also do some things that are even more unexpected to you. You have to try Do you want to try?"

"do not!"

Su Luo continued to smile playfully, not paying any attention to Mr. Gu's slightly retracted face: "I just accidentally ran into your affectionate confession, and it's not a big deal—"

"You hand over your phone now and delete the recording, I don't have to argue with you."

Gu Zihao's face darkened, he was very familiar with Su Luo's methods, and he would never give up such a good recording opportunity as he never left his mobile phone.

Su Luo laughed when he heard the words, and was not surprised by Gu Zihao's words at all, instead he approached with a smile: "It's okay to delete, but it depends on Mr. Gu's sincerity."

"Next month is your birthday, right?" Gu Zihao asked suddenly.

Su Luo frowned slightly, not understanding why he suddenly asked this: "Yeah, what's the matter?"

"I had told my secretary to go to the 4S store to look at it, and I was going to give you a decent birthday present, but now it seems..."

Gu Zihao glanced at him, and the corners of his mouth slightly curled up: "It seems that there is no need for this!"

"Hey-brother-in-law, brother-in-law, I was wrong, I was wrong, I deleted it and I deleted it right away, you watch me delete it... here, here..."

Su Luo quickly made a decision, surrendered without any hesitation, and changed his title from Mr. Gu to brother-in-law, which shows the great change in attitude.

Gu Zihao squinted at him, and when dealing with Su Luo, as long as he has a car, everything is easy to talk about.

Seeing that Gu Zihao's attitude had improved a little, Su Luo immediately approached him laughing and joking, and asked carefully about the model of the car, his expression was much more serious than before.

Seeing this, Su Qing couldn't help being speechless, she shook her head with a smile, got up to wash some fruit, and just as she got up to open the refrigerator, a clear and high-pitched voice came from behind again:
"Mr. Gu, Qingqing, long time no see!"

Su Qing was taken aback by Wei Wei's somewhat familiar voice. She turned around and took a closer look, only to find that the person standing at the door was Wei Lan, whom she hadn't seen for a long time!

(End of this chapter)