Hidden marriage for 999 days: Mr. Gu is addicted to doting his wife

Chapter 1189 I love everything about you 4
Loving one person too much will change the other person.Ji Xingchen had a deep understanding of these words.

Before falling in love with Ding Ning, he had no desires, no desires, and lived his life step by step, living in other people's mouths. When he was mentioned, he was full of praise.

At that time, he was indifferent, indifferent to fame and fortune, neither sad nor happy.

After falling in love with Ding Ning, he had a desire, he learned to pretend, learned to hide, he knew what is flustered, what is out of control, what is the feeling that cannot be extricated.

The more he loves Ding Ning, the more he can't control himself and becomes unlike himself.

Sometimes he wondered whether he was the real him before falling in love with Ding Ning, or the real him after falling in love with Ding Ning.

Later he found that it didn't matter which he was the real him.The important thing is that he loves Dingning, he wants to be a man who loves Dingning, not a perfect man.

He doesn't want to live in the eyes of others all his life, and live in the mouths of others after death.

He wants to live for himself, to be happy, to be happy, and to be with the woman he loves.

Just like Ding Ning, before falling in love with him, Ding Ning was elegant, generous, dignified and calm, and she was the No. 1 girl in Shanghai.

After falling in love with Ji Xingchen, Ding Ning became timid, hypocritical and not like herself.

She doesn't like herself after falling in love with Ji Xingchen, but she loves Ji Xingchen, so she doesn't want to be her original self.

Even though the current He Xi made her feel scared and guilty, she still couldn't help but love Ji Xingchen.

The man she loves loves her so much, how can she give in to him?

She persuaded herself that He Xi's misfortune had nothing to do with her necessarily.Even without her falling in love with Ji Xingchen, once the 20-year contract marriage comes, Ji Xingchen will not continue with her.

But she couldn't persuade herself to think that Ding Yue was not implicated by her.

If He Xi didn't hate herself, Ding Yue would not be found out, and Ding Yue's secret would not be found out.

Thinking of this, Ding Ning is one head and two big, no matter how Ji Xingchen comforts her, she can't let go.

She wanted to do something for Ding Yue, but she didn't know where to start.

In the end, she contacted Ye Yiyi and asked her to tell her when Ding Yue needed help, and she was willing to help her as much as she could.

Ye Yiyi promised very well, but she knew very well in her heart that with Ding Yue's personality, she would not ask Ding Ning for help even if she was desperate.

Ye Yiyi advised Ding Ning not to take all the responsibilities on himself, and not to live so tiringly.

Ding Ning wanted to do that too, but she couldn't do it.

She really had no choice but to ask Ji Xingchen if she could contact He Jun and persuade him not to blame Ding Yue for this secret. Ding Yue is not the kind of irresponsible person. The reason why she has an illegitimate daughter must be There are difficulties.

Ji Xingchen believed that this violated the privacy of He Jun and Ding Yue, and refused to contact He Jun.

He continued to advise Ding Ning not to think too much.The so-called boat is naturally straight when it reaches the bridgehead. If you think too much, you will suffer yourself.

If there is a way to help Ding Yue, then it's okay, but if there is no way, it's better not to bother Ding Yue.

After much deliberation, Ding Ning could only start with He Xi, lest she trouble Ding Yue again.

So, it went back to what Ji Xingchen said at the beginning, go talk to He Xi.

In this way, they fell into a deadlock again, which caused headaches for both of them.

Thinking that his younger brother knew He Jun's character better, Ji Xingchen called Ji Xingye and asked him what to do.

Ji Xingye didn't think it was a big deal, so he said to Ji Xingchen: "Brother, don't worry, my brother Jun is the best man in the world, he loves his wife so much, he won't treat his wife just because of such a trivial matter. not good."

(End of this chapter)