My rival says he won't marry me

Chapter 56 You Have Missed It
He hugged his head in pain and buried it deeply in his arms.

"I don't know what's wrong with me, I really don't know, I don't know..."

Jiang Chen wiped his face with his palm, his handsome face was gloomy.

"Obviously, obviously you and I are both men, and obviously I also know that those thoughts are very inappropriate, but I, I... I don't know what happened to me, since when did I, to you... give birth Think differently.

"The first time I realized it, I was really, really scared, I didn't know how to face you, face myself, my mind was so messed up, I tried to avoid you, but it didn't work... "

His words were incoherent, and it was obvious that his heart was also in confusion.

Xiao Jiuhan just sat opposite and listened quietly.

"I thought, maybe I should really find a woman to have a serious relationship with, so when my mother arranged for me to marry Zhong's family, I accepted it.

"But I can't lie to myself. When I face the warmth, I don't have the same feeling as when I face you. I really panic."

Zhong Nuanqing is Jiang Chen's fiancée.

The day when the original owner, Xiao Jiuhan, had a car accident was the day when Jiang Chen and Zhong Nuanqing got engaged.

That day, Xiao Jiuhan's mood was extremely depressed, and perhaps she had a slight thought of committing suicide. She took a lot of antidepressants, which led to hallucinations while driving.

Then, a car accident, death.

"Later, I even... even... intentionally or unintentionally approached...men, but I found that I was...very repulsive, and I can be sure that I am...not that kind of man. I think my sexuality should be It's normal, but it's different for you..."

Jiang Chen sighed deeply, and drank up the red wine in his hand.

"You are a man, Yan'er's fiancé, and my future brother-in-law, but I have such nasty thoughts about you, I really...I don't know how to face you, face Yan'er , and warmth, you are right, I am afraid.

"What's even more shameful is that when I found out that my father intended to marry you and didn't want Yan'er to marry you, although I acted very angry and opposed my father's intentions, I, in my heart, there was... A little bit of joy, I feel so despicable."

He raised his eyes inadvertently, met Xiao Jiuhan's clear and cold eyes, smiled wryly at himself, and lowered his head.

"Now you must think I'm very, very disgusting, very disgusting, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Jiuhan, really, I'm sorry."

Jiang Chen sat there dejectedly, poured another glass of wine for himself, his usual high spirits were gone.

Xiao Jiuhan drank his saliva, wiped the corners of his mouth with a napkin, and his voice was indifferent and quiet as if he was an outsider.

"Jiang Chen, you are wrong. You have done wrong from the very beginning. If you really love someone, what is there to worry about whether it is a man or a woman? Love is love. Take the courage to accept it honestly. Everyone else is good, but now, who are you sorry for? You are sorry even for yourself, and you have also implicated an innocent woman, Miss Zhong. "

It also killed the person you loved and secretly loved you.

Jiang Chen raised his head blankly: "But, we are all men."

Xiao Jiu snorted coldly: "So what?"

A light suddenly appeared in Jiang Chen's eyes: "So, you...if...are you willing to accept me?"

"I don't want to." Xiao Jiuhan's answer was direct and ruthless.

Jiang Chen smiled bitterly: "Look, you can't accept it either."

Therefore, no matter how well you say it, it is really hard to accept this kind of thing when it comes to yourself.

However, immediately after, he heard Xiao Jiuhan say: "If you asked me this way a few days ago, I at that time...maybe I would accept it, but now..."

She curled her lips coldly: "Jiang Chen, you have already missed it."

Yes, missed it!

Missed the best time, missed a person's life.

I also missed the love between you and that person.

It's too late.

She is no longer the person she used to be.

(End of this chapter)