Road to Rebirth

Chapter 1 Rebirth
Gu Xiaoqing opened his eyes mechanically, and blinked for a long time before he understood everything in front of him.

This is not the yard of my home that still had earth embryo walls, and the fence not far away is not the chickens and ducks that I have raised for many years.

Even the familiar corn and chili skewers under the eaves on the wall, which I can count clearly, are the same as they were back then.

This is yourself?

Looking at his own appearance, he was leaning on a bench against the wall. That stool should only have three legs, and it could only sit firmly with the support of the wall, otherwise it would only be luck of falling down.

In front of me was a yard full of corn cobs, the golden color made me a little dizzy, and I was sitting alone in the corner, holding an iron bar for shaving corn grains in my hand, even if I have a screwdriver, I don’t need this .

This is easy to poke hands.

Gu Xiaoqing couldn't figure out how he could return to this time.

Obviously everything is so clear, he passed out on the ground with blood all over his head, and there were large swaths of blood under his body, and the life that was gradually lost. The only thing Gu Xiaoqing remembers is that in the moment of his heart on the comatose dark mat, that The vicious voice was still yelling crazily in my ears: "You stinky bitch, you are looking for death, and if you don't give me money, I will beat you to death. You are all mine. Of course, the money you earn belongs to me. You still have to give me money!" Dare to talk nonsense, what? Even if I beat you to death, no one would dare to say anything. Who would dare to care about beating your own wife."

Then, the overwhelming pain and the suffocation in the chest deeply submerged Gu Xiaoqing's consciousness.

When I opened my eyes at this moment, I was in my own yard. I haven't been here for more than ten years. Since I married Fu Guoqiang, I haven't had a day of leisure. I don't want to raise chickens and ducks. Raising pigs means going around to work to make money, because I have a husband who is addicted to gambling.

A husband who is always asking for money when he comes home, if he dares to complain, he will be beaten violently.

In addition, Gu Xiaoqing in her previous life was cowardly and weak just like her parents. Not to mention cowardly, she didn't have the courage to make any resistance. In her heart, she always believed in the creed that her husband was her own heaven.

Therefore, Gu Xiaoqing never dared to hide anything privately, nor did she dare to go back to see her parents, even though they were only two villages away.

Because Gu Xiaoqing absolutely does not have the ability to bear such consequences, when Fu Guoqiang clamored that if he dared to steal money privately and send it back to his parents, he would kill his whole family, Gu Xiaoqing was terrified .

Two more courageous people would not dare to do this.

Just thinking about it now, Gu Xiaoqing just felt that he was really stupid.

My parents have been cowardly all my life, I have been bullied by my second uncle, second aunt, third uncle and third aunt all my life, I have been squeezed by my grandma all my life, and I, my sister, and even my younger brother have been caught up because of the cowardice of the whole family.

I died so badly in my previous life, maybe I didn't do it myself.

A person can't stand up on his own, how can he expect others to help you, the elder sister of the neighbor once persuaded himself to divorce, a woman without a child, working around like a slave all day to make money, just to support an idler Gambler, what are you trying to do?

But he didn't dare, and was always afraid of the coercion with Fu Guoqiang, but in the end, he was beaten to death directly.

It doesn't deserve it.

You don’t want to live anymore, how can others help you.

Therefore, Gu Xiaoqing looked at the corn in the yard, and laughed mockingly. The laughter became louder and more uncontrollable, and finally turned into crying with her head buried in her knees.

The rushing tears, the tears that vented the grievance in her heart flooded Gu Xiaoqing.

In this life, in this life, I must stand up, not only stand up by myself, but also help my family to stand up.

Their family has hands and feet, is hardworking and honest, and they are all honest and responsible people. There is no reason why they lived so uselessly in their previous lives.

If they hadn't always felt that they were inferior, always thought they should be better to others, and always compromised and retreated under grandma's repeated disturbances, their lives would not be like that.

What's wrong with my family?
No.

If you want to change everything, the first thing you need to change is self-reliance.

Gu Xiaoqing wiped away the tears on her face, yes, only in this way will they be different from the previous life.

You must take care of your parents, and your siblings will live their lives well.

Let those who want to drink their blood and eat their flesh stand aside.

This time, no one wants to bully us, no one wants to take advantage of us, no one wants us to live a miserable life.

Gu Xiaoqing poked down the iron piece in his hand vigorously, leaving a deep groove on the corn cob, rubbing the corn cob with both hands, quickly solved the two in his hand.

The corn in the yard is their family's harvest this year. It was sunny these few days. If my parents, my sister and myself, I would have cleaned them up.

But grandma insisted that her parents wanted to collect the cornfields from the second uncle and second aunt's house, saying that the second uncle and second aunt were going to the city to send Gu Xiaocheng's tuition fees, and saying that Gu Xiaocheng's college living expenses were gone.

In fact, all fools know that this is an excuse, and when they don’t give it away, they just send it in time for the autumn harvest. Besides, a college student’s tuition fee was taken away at the beginning of school. My aunt came here in person and borrowed 20 yuan to make up enough.

At that time, it was agreed that the spring sowing would be returned, but it was already the autumn harvest, and the couple did not ask to return it.

Over the years, the second uncle and the second aunt have borrowed a lot of money and food from Gu Xiaoqing's family in different ways, and have never paid it back.

That is to say, my Baozi's parents don't take it seriously, they always say that they are my brothers, and they have to help each other when they have difficulties.

But I don't look at what kind of house my second uncle lives in, or what kind of house I live in.

The second uncle's family was the first to build a new house in the village. There are five bright brick houses and strong gates, which are not available in our own house.

My family is still living in a mud-embryo house. The thatch on the roof is windy and rainy from time to time, that is, it rains heavily outside and light rain inside.

Even on a sunny day when the rain stopped, there was still a smell of mold in the house, especially the food, which would always be damp and moldy every year.

Even my grandma and my second uncle would hold their noses and look disgusted every time they came to their house.

That is to say, my parents don't think too much about it.

But this time is different, I will never let them bully me like this again.

(End of this chapter)