The fifth wife wants to escape marriage: marry the princess

Chapter 142 A Jiu's Life Experience 2
Concubine Lan remained in the saluting and half-squatting posture, without answering.

The emperor smiled bitterly, "What do I expect, I'm afraid you are just waiting for my death!"

"Chen and concubine dare not!"

"You all step down!" The emperor told all the servants to step down, and said, "Get up and sit beside me."

Concubine Lan got up and sat on the side of the bed. The emperor was about to sit up, but she stretched out her hand to help him, only to realize that the emperor was so thin that she couldn't help feeling sour.The person who once hated him deeply, now seeing him getting old and terminally ill, feels no pleasure in his heart, only sourness remains.

"Your majesty, it's cold, you'd better lie down!" Concubine Lan said, the emperor smiled like a child who was easily satisfied, "I listen to you." As she said that, she lay back down again, coughing all the time.

Concubine Lan lightly stroked his chest, giving him comfort, the emperor grabbed her hand, "Lan'er, do you still hate me?"

"Your Majesty, don't think too much, taking care of your body is the most important thing." Concubine Lan avoided his question.

"If you don't say it, you're still hating." The emperor was a little desperate, "In my life, I just wanted to turn your first hatred into my last love, but seeing the end of your life, you still just hate me, not a little bit of it." Love."

"emperor……"

"I know, you should give me some comfort, don't reject me directly." The emperor's chaotic eyes were a little hollow, "During these days of my illness, has the Queen Mother ever made things difficult for you?"

Concubine Lan shook her head, and the emperor said, "It's fine if you don't, I'm just afraid, who will protect you in the future when you go? Sometimes I think selfishly, should I take you with me, so as not to leave you alone... But , I also know that you definitely don't want to die with me..."

"Why does the emperor say such frustrating words, you will be fine, you are the emperor, you are long live..."

"Heh, Lan'er, why are you so naive, how can there be any long live?" The emperor felt tired after talking a lot, and said weakly, "I must go first, what do you think is the best protection for you? For the Queen?"

He never thought that until he was about to die, the person who worried and worried the most was this Concubine Lan who had hated him all his life.Even though she never gave him a real smile, he was still happy to have her in his life.

Concubine Lan shook her head, "Your Majesty, do you want my concubine to be the target of public criticism? The emperor always thinks that giving me a lot is protection, but sometimes the best protection is alienation. The concubine has never coveted the queen's position, Your Majesty You don’t really want to give it, do you?”

"I haven't said a soft word until now, heh, I'm so sad." The emperor on the sickbed was more like a child who couldn't get candy. He looked at Concubine Lan's still beautiful face and asked, "If I explain to you what happened back then matter, are you willing to believe me? If I say that Ah Jiu's matter has nothing to do with me, are you willing to believe me?"

"I don't believe you or not. I only know that when I entered the palace, the emperor said he would protect our mother and daughter, but now Ah Jiu's life and death are uncertain. I don't want to doubt you, but I won't forgive you either. "Her face is always indifferent. It's not that she never thought about being with the emperor. It's just that when she wanted to give up the past and be a good Concubine Lan, fate gave her a fatal punishment and took away her dependent life. daughter.

She thought it was God's punishment for her, she betrayed her husband, she remarried and became Concubine Lan, she was unfaithful, she deserved this punishment.However, the child is innocent after all, why can't she let her live?
It has been more than ten years, and she was only seven years old when she left.Concubine Lan never believed that she was dead, but if she wasn't dead, where was she?
"Lan'er, why do you always remember my bad things and never think of my good things? Could it be that we don't have any good memories between us?"

Lan Fei didn't answer, but that indifferent expression was the best answer.

The emperor coughed violently, he had done it to himself, he knew he deserved it.This is retribution, the revenge she gave him.

But, how could he tell her the truth, it wasn't his taking away the wife back then, it wasn't his fault!
The husband she never forgets is as white as a lotus in her heart, but how would she know what he looks like when he is behind her back? !
At the beginning, when the emperor traveled to the south of the Yangtze River, he was indeed attracted by Concubine Lan, but he also knew that propriety, righteousness and shame did not make him want to take his wife away.It was he, her husband, who personally offered her up for the so-called half-job, that extremely hypocritical official career.

The emperor felt sorry for her being unkind, and also hated her husband's despicableness, so he ordered to kill her in a fit of anger.From then on, she took on the responsibility of taking care of Concubine Lan's mother and daughter, but in her heart, she became a bully who snatched women from good families.

For so many years, he has been unwilling to tell her the truth, let her live in her own dream, and made her think how much her former husband loved her... He really couldn't bear to expose all these dreams, then, she will How can it be so embarrassing?

A man who has loved her all her life, but for the sake of power, handed her over to others, how should she bear it?
Every time he thinks of this, he will also feel sorry for Concubine Lan. This silly woman has been a fool all her life, and he guarded her all her life. But, in the future, how should she live well in the future?

That year, she brought Ah Jiu into the palace, and she was out of tune with the deep palace. He gave her the greatest tolerance and did not allow anyone to disturb her life.He did not hesitate to fight against the queen mother, just to keep her and fulfill his promise to take care of her for the rest of his life.

That year, Ah Jiu was only one year old. He regarded her as his own, and named her the ninth princess, and even made her his favorite son as his husband.He gave everything he thought was the best to Concubine Lan's mother and daughter, but in the end, what did he get?
Ah Jiu's fall off the cliff completely broke the relationship between him and Concubine Lan. They smiled at each other in the end, but there was no more affection in it. Some, from beginning to end, were just hatred.

On that day, the emperor was seriously ill, but he pulled Concubine Lan and talked a lot.She listened quietly, in fact, she understood that the past had passed, but, thinking of those pasts again, her heart still hurt.

She and the emperor made a mistake at the beginning, and later on, the mistake just got deeper and deeper.

She doesn't ask God for forgiveness, she just asks...just to see her daughter again in this life.She firmly believes that she is still alive, she can't give up...!
In the evening, Concubine Lan came back from Yugan Palace.

When she came back, she didn't know what the emperor said to her, she was in a daze, and Wushuang called her a few times, but there was no response.Seeing that she seemed extremely tired, she went to the bedroom on her own, lay down, and fell asleep before it was dark.

Wushuang didn't dare to disturb her, so he lit some calla lily incense for her and fiddled with her lightly.The candle was lit again, Lan Fei was afraid of the dark, so she always slept with the lamp on.Although it was not dark, the room was a bit gloomy at dusk, and when the lights were turned on, it looked a little brighter, and my mood felt a little relieved.

Concubine Lan fell asleep on the bed, Wushuang added vanilla ingredients in a daze, thinking about Xiangyun's words during the day, her head was like paste.

Wushuang can't tell what role Xiangyun is playing. Does she really like Xiao Junyi?Or was it set up by the Queen Mother?

No matter what kind it is, Wushuang is terrified.She was going to steal the token, but she didn't dare to take the risk of letting Xiangyun give it to her. She didn't believe this woman from the bottom of her heart!

"Ajiu...Ajiu..."

Concubine Lan, who had just fallen asleep, suddenly started talking in her sleep, and kept calling Ah Jiu. Wu Shuang was very sensitive to this name. Isn't this Xiao Xuanyu's sweetheart, Ah Jiu!

Why did Concubine Lan call Ah Jiu? !
Wushuang was full of curiosity about Ah Jiu, but people in the palace seldom mentioned it, and she didn't even know who the hell was Ah Jiu?
After a while, Concubine Lan's forehead was covered with small beads of sweat, she seemed to be in tension and pain, Wushuang called her softly a few times, but Concubine Lan couldn't wake up, she just called "Ajiu" for a while, and "Your Majesty" for a while. ".

Wushuang took out a silk handkerchief and wiped Concubine Lan's sweat carefully, only to be surprised to find that her forehead was hot, and hurriedly called the maid outside the palace to announce the imperial doctor, wiped Concubine Lan's sweat again, pushed her and said, "Your Majesty, wake up!" Wake up, empress..."

"Your Majesty, don't kill Ah Jiu, Your Majesty..." Lan Fei murmured, and suddenly sat up with a scream, Wu Shuang was so frightened that her heart almost stopped beating.

I saw Concubine Lan clutching her heart, gasping for breath, sweating profusely, her face still had that frightened look on her face.

Wushuang poured warm tea and wanted to give it to Concubine Lan. She raised her head in shock and looked at Wushuang's familiar face, she was a little stunned, "You..."

"I'm Wushuang, don't you know me?" Wushuang was very nervous, and touched Lan Fei's forehead, "Ah, it's so hot!"

"This is..." Concubine Lan's head was a little confused, she turned her head to look around, and asked in doubt, "Glass Palace?"

"Yeah, my lady had a nightmare just now, and she kept calling for Ah Jiu!" Wushuang fed her tea and asked cautiously, "Your Majesty, who is this Ah Jiu?"

"Are you dreaming?" Concubine Lan breathed a sigh of relief. She had just dreamed that she had returned to the south of the Yangtze River. She dreamed that the emperor was going to kill Ah Jiu. It was so chaotic, the dream was so chaotic...

"Empress?" Wushuang waved his hand, this Empress Lan was always in a daze.

Concubine Lan quietly turned her gaze and looked at Wushuang. The past accumulated in her heart was too painful, as if she was confiding, she said, "Ah Jiu is my daughter."

"What?" Wushuang turned pale in shock, "Is it the Ninth Princess that Xiangyun mentioned? Is it Heng Wang's younger sister? Then they are brothers and sisters, why..."

Concubine Lan was full of bitterness, "You should have heard the queen mother scold me, you trash..."

Wushuang dared not speak up.

"Because I was married and gave birth to a daughter before entering the palace, the Queen Mother hates me and Ajiu. We shouldn't be in the palace!"

Wushuang was so surprised that she couldn't speak. The fact that Concubine Lan married someone last time was enough to shock her, but now she knows that she has another daughter, and it's that Ah Jiu!

Unfortunately, Ah Jiu died.

Xiao Xuanyu couldn't forget it, and Concubine Lan was also brooding.

Concubine Lan said that she thought Ah Jiu was still alive, they were connected by blood, she felt her existence, and the greatest hope in this life was to see Ah Jiu again, otherwise even if she died, she would not be able to rest in peace.

(End of this chapter)