routine wife's day

Chapter 379 I don't want to die, I don't want to die

It's just that she didn't wear them to their wedding after all, and their wedding wasn't finished, so she threw away the shoes halfway through.

Leng Mohan put down the things in his hands, followed Lin Shan out, he followed her all the way, and she walked in a daze, she didn't know where she was going, let alone where she belonged?

The only Su Luoheng who loved her in this world died during their wedding, God really treated her unfairly, she hated, hated...
Why did God treat her like this?

It was hard to get out of that relationship, it was hard to decide to start over, it was hard to let go of Leng Mohan.

But God did not give her a chance to start over.

The night wind was very cool, and it lifted her messy hair. Facing the wind, she walked in one direction step by step.

Keep going, keep going.

And Leng Mohan has been following her all the time, at such a close distance.

Walking to the edge of the moat, she lifted the corner of her skirt and stood on the railing of the moat. Leng Mohan frowned, what is she going to do?Jump into the river?
It's not that the moat has never drowned people. Although it's just a moat, it's not a big river or sea, but it's also extremely deep. If you fall in such a night, you can't even see it, and you will definitely die.

She raised her head and looked at the foggy sky. There was only a bright moon in the sky, but she couldn't even see any stars.

"Why are you so cruel to me? Why?" She asked fiercely, pointing at the sky.

Leng Mohan slowly approached her, standing behind her, where she couldn't see.

"God, what did I hinder you? Why did you treat me so unfairly, why did you treat me so cruelly?"

"If I die, I won't be in your eyes, so I, Lin Shan, will die in this moat today, so I can be with Luo Heng as a companion."

As soon as she finished speaking, she closed her eyes. She could feel the wind blowing on her face. It was a very gentle wind, like a lover's hand.

Opening his arms, he fell straight down like that.

Suddenly someone hugged her waist from behind and pulled her off the guardrail, and then a low and magnetic voice sounded beside her ears, "Lin Shan, do you really want to die?"

Lin Shan opened her eyes and saw Leng Mohan's handsome and extraordinary face.

His face has always been cold and indifferent, but at this moment she saw a rare look of anxiety on his face.

Suddenly I was moved.

Thank God for not letting her jump, thank God for letting her see that he was anxious for her.

"Brother Han" Lin Shan threw herself into Leng Mohan's arms with tears in her eyes, shaking her head while crying, "No, I don't want to die, I don't want to die, but I can't find the meaning of living."

She called Leng Mohan like she was a child, but in fact Leng Mohan was a little disgusted. Lin Yan didn't say 'Brother Han', so he was extremely uncomfortable.

He frowned, and said in a low and slow voice: "If you don't want to die, then live well, and you will find the meaning of living."

"Luo Heng's mother said that I was a mourner and despised me as an unclean body. In fact, what she said was right. Sometimes I even hated myself a little. Usually, I tried my best to pretend to be a lady. I want to make myself more elegant, but I am not that kind of person in my bones, I can’t change myself, how can I find the meaning of living.”

(End of this chapter)