Brother Gao Leng, be nice

Chapter 153 Chu Yunshen's Monologue
On the other side of the ocean.

Chu Yunshen, who was bending over and looking at the birds in the cage on the window sill, had a warm smile on his brows, and his thin and pale hands were holding a small branch, teasing the inside with joy. birds.

Not far away, stood an old butler with gray hair, who was also looking at Chu Yunshen with slightly curved eyes with a kind smile on his face.

Everything was supposed to be so peaceful, but after Chu Yun smiled lightly, he coughed and broke the original peace.

"Cough..." Chu Yunshen covered his mouth with one hand, habitually trying to suppress his coughing.

Although doing so, obviously to no avail.

The smile on the old butler's face was also put away in his heart, and he hurriedly walked to the window, brought back the birdcage, and closed the window.

"I'm getting old, I'm always soft-hearted, so let me let you blow the air here, young master." The old housekeeper babbled while closing the window.

Chu Yunshen also sat on the chair at this time, took a sip of warm water to relieve the cold feeling on his body, heard the butler's nagging voice, and a familiar smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"You love me so much, you don't want to see me lonely, you're not old."

Chu Yunshen's face was pale, but his gentle voice didn't show the gloomy feeling of long-term illness at all. Instead, it always carried an intimacy like the warm sun.

The old butler turned his head and looked at the jade-like person sitting in front of him. His sense of self-blame seemed to be relieved by this person's casual sentence.

At the same time, thoughts that had appeared countless times could not help but arise in my heart.

Such a good person, why didn't God give him a healthy body?
Although Chu Yunshen was in poor health, his peaceful eyes had a keen insight into people's hearts.

As if he understood the old housekeeper's thoughts, he lowered his eyes, but he didn't care much on his face, and said calmly, "Don't worry too much, I said it earlier, this is my life."

He was born with this frail body.

In the earliest days, some people and the elders of the Chu family asserted that he would not live to be an adult.

But this step is a pitfall. Hasn't he, a sick man who is destined to be short-lived, survived until now?
If you live to this age, ordinary people only think that youth is good, and there are infinite possibilities in the future.

But he has a sense of the vicissitudes of living half his life.

Such a time is enough for him to be grateful for.

"When you were guarding me, your parents told you that I, to put it bluntly, will leave at some time, so don't worry too much about it."

The tone is still so peaceful, as if telling the life and death of others, without a trace of resentment or resentment.

After all, the old housekeeper watched him grow up. How could he hear what Chu Yunshen said, and his eyes started to turn red again, and he said with some reproach: "Master, you can just say that, anyway, the wife is not here now. No one cares about you anyway."

As soon as the words were spoken, the old butler stopped talking immediately, and looked at Chu Yunshen with some concern.

Sure enough, as soon as Su Jin was mentioned, I saw Chu Yunshen's smiling face, which was originally smiling, slowly retracted.

He raised his eyes and looked at the sky outside the window, the sun was shining brightly.

"I don't know if Ah Jin will occasionally raise her head to look at the sky above her head?"

This piece of sky is probably the only thing the two of them can have in common, right?

The old butler stood behind him, quietly watching the obvious disappointment in his eyes, held back for a long time, and finally couldn't help asking: "This wife... When will you come back?"

Hearing these words, Chu Yunshen's eyes trembled slightly, he turned to look at the potted plant that he had taken care of for a long time, and said slowly: "Look at this potted plant, it was originally rooted somewhere, but because of some Because of the value of viewing, it was confined to this small potted plant, wandering around, and came to my hands."

"As for Su Jin, I believe you can also see that she had suffered a lot of hardships at first glance, just like this potted plant, she came to my side unintentionally."

"It took me several years to bring her back to life, but I never wanted her to be confined by my side like this potted plant."

These words, Chu Yunshen blurted out almost without any thought, it was enough to see that these words really came to the conclusion after a long period of deliberation.

But these, he never really said to Su Jin.

"From the time when she couldn't draw anything anymore because of anxiety and insomnia in recent years, I knew that the time I could keep her was running out."

Chu Yunshen picked up the small bowl of Chinese medicine on the table and drank it without changing his expression.

It was as if the bitterness and sweetness in the world were no different for him, who had been lingering on the sick bed all year round.

"You are also aware of my physical condition in the past few years." Chu Yunshen put down the small bowl in his hand, "Even if Su Jin's condition did not appear, I would not be able to stay with her for long."

When saying this sentence, Chu Yunshen's peaceful voice had a rare hint of melancholy.

Perhaps Su Jin is the only thing in his life where he doesn't ask for much, but he can't get it. Love is hard to control.

"Just now, while I'm still here, she can untie her knot at ease. After wandering outside for so long, it's time to go home."

Every sentence seems to be well arranged for Su Jin, but every sentence seems to have never mentioned her own position.

The old butler looked at Chu Yunshen's back, his clothes were a little empty, and he didn't know how thin this man was.

This man who was supposed to have died of that serious illness a few years ago unexpectedly played the role of redemption because he met a girl who had lost all hope in life one day.

The girl was redeemed, and unexpectedly, his own life that should have passed away was also saved.

In this way, the two have redeemed each other for these years.

Originally disjointed fates, who knew that once they got entangled, they would be entangled for so many years.

Just looking at the situation of this person in front of him, this time, I am afraid that he will not be as lucky as before, right?

Everyone, old and young, fell into silence.

When staying with Chu Yunshen, such silence is common, but it doesn't make people feel the slightest embarrassment.

It seems that as long as you stay by this person's side, even if you don't speak, you will always give people a feeling of spring breeze.

While they were silent, a servant came in knocking on the door with a phone, "Sir, someone is looking for you."

Chu Yunshen turned his head slightly, and asked quietly, "Did the other party say who it was?"

The servant recalled the magnetic and deep voice on the phone. Although she couldn't understand what the other party said, she felt that it was a handsome man.

"The other party said that his surname is Cheng, and he can be called Mr. Cheng."

(End of this chapter)