Brother Gao Leng, be nice

Chapter 179
The Chu family has developed abroad all the year round, and when it came to Chu Yunshen's parents' generation, they almost lost contact with China.

Chu Yunshen has been weak since birth, and rarely goes out, let alone travels both at home and abroad.

But even so, due to a certain patriotism retained by his parents, his language communication is almost the same as that of people who have stayed in China all year round.

But it's still different.

As long as I can remember, apart from my parents, I was surrounded by people from other countries with blue eyes and tall noses.

Some relatives have also married into some local blond and blue-eyed families for nearly a few decades, and their children are almost all of mixed race.

The existence of less than the majority naturally becomes an invisible alien in the general environment.

Although his back is against the Chu family, his parents are loving, his family is harmonious, and he himself is extremely intelligent, no matter what, he is an enviable existence.

But Chu Yunshen was different. From the moment he was born, what he got was not envious and admiring eyes, but a kind of eyes full of pity and pain all the time.

No matter how good he is, he can't compare to this body made of paper.

It seems that after the dazzling fireworks, there is always a fleeting sadness and sadness.

Every New Year's Eve, thousands of people cheer and look forward to the arrival of the next year.

However, the celebrations of the Chu family have always been in a quiet and solemn atmosphere. What everyone celebrates is not the coming of the new year, but the celebration of the sick and pale young master of the Chu family sitting aside, who escaped the scythe of death and kept This slight breath will continue to survive the next year.

This is Chu Yunshen's world, quiet and dead, full of death and gloom.

Everyone was nervous, afraid that he would suddenly die quietly like his people on a certain night without knowing it.

But it was also like this, and no one had any expectation that he might live to a certain age.

Even he himself thinks this way, since he was born until now, he has been reminded by countless people all the time,

He is a short-lived man.

It is destined not to have too many fetters with the surrounding things.

The deeper the bond, the longer the delay.

He had always thought this way in the first half of his life, so he allowed the alienation of the people around him, and allowed the increasingly profound loneliness to permeate his body, until it completely submerged him.

For a person like him, the excitement and hustle and bustle are destined to be an existence that has nothing to do with him.

With such a life rule, even after his parents died unexpectedly, he dealt with a series of funeral affairs expressionlessly, without any trace of sadness.

Everyone was secretly startled by his coldness, all of them ridiculed and kept away secretly.

But compared to the sadness of a white-haired person sending a black-haired person, he is more willing to send his parents away quietly like this, and then welcome the end of this sloppy life without any worries.

But how could he have imagined that during his short lonely and bleak years, fate would also leave him with a touch of warmth. The girl with short hair and black eyes who appeared on the hospital roof had the same skin color and eyes as him.

The girl was wearing a large hospital gown, standing on a high roof, the gusts of wind blew up her clothes, revealing the bandages wrapped around her waist, which were faintly stained with blood.

It's not the tall nose and blue eyes that I'm tired of seeing. Although the girl's eyebrows and eyes are tightly closed, but the slightly straight nose bridge and thin lips are blown by lightly, and the black hair brushing the tip of the nose is lifted, with a blink of an eye and a passing breath. hazy feeling.

For a moment, he couldn't help but compare the picture in front of him with the famous paintings in his family's collection.

But no matter how beautiful the feeling was, the moment she saw the girl stretching out her feet towards the roof, she woke up instantly.

He was anxious to go forward, but helplessly, his body had been ruined and ignored by him, and he was sitting in a wheelchair, unable to stand up for a while.

Naturally, I didn't dare to make a sound rashly. If I startled people and fell down instead, that would be bad.

Seeing the girl's appearance, he gritted his teeth secretly, and pushed the wheelchair down towards a certain place, and the whole person and car rolled over and fell to the ground.

This movement was extremely clear on the quiet rooftop.

The moment he fell to the ground, he raised his head a little anxiously, and saw that the girl's feet had successfully stopped as he wished.

In his heart, he subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief.

However, in the next second, he saw that the girl didn't turn her head back as usual, but took a step forward, opened her arms, and seemed to jump down.

At this moment, he couldn't help thinking about it anymore, and hurriedly said: "Hey, are you going to jump from here?"

He spoke Chinese, and judging the other person's hair color and complexion, he could only summarize it briefly.

This time it was obviously effective. The girl heard the voice, slowly retracted her feet, and turned her head. The eyes that had been closed all this time finally opened to look at him.

Different from the light in his eyes that flowed as he expected, the girl's eyes were dead silent, without a single wave of fluctuation, boundless darkness, unable to shine into anything, and unable to retain any redundant emotions.

The expression on his face froze slightly. He had actually seen this look many times.

When he was seriously ill in the same period, he saw those patients who had been clearly told that they had the rest of their lives.

He didn't know how many times he had seen those eyes that had no desire to survive, drifted with the flow, and had no strength to seek death.

I always thought that on a certain day, such a look in his eyes might be his final ending.

"Can't you see it?" Su Jin turned around, looked at the young man who was also wearing a hospital gown lying on the ground, and said calmly.

Her voice was hoarse, like the sequelae of the extreme roar.

She quietly looked at the man's overturned wheelchair, without the slightest intention to help it, but instead seemed to think of something, and said softly: "Why, you can't jump, do you want me to help you?" ?”

Hearing this, Chu Yun frowned slightly.

Although he has no barriers to basic language, his thinking still can't keep up with the girl's beating, and he asked a little puzzled: "What are you talking about? How can I jump...?"

Su Jin's mood seemed to be full of depressed gray. Looking at that person, there was no emotion in her eyes, as if she was stating the facts, she said slowly: "You look like this, how many more years do you plan to live?"

He looks like this...

Chu Yun looked down at the wheelchair beside him, and finally understood what the girl meant after a few seconds.

With his appearance, in this person's eyes, he became a character who also needed to die.

Chu Yunshen had never been spoken to like this before, pointing to his frail body.

His eyes turned cold, he turned the wheelchair over with difficulty, stood up slowly with his hands supporting the wheelchair, looked at Su Jin, and said slowly, "I'm just sick physically, I don't miss you, even my heart is sick."

He laughed at himself inexplicably, thinking that the world is really funny.

Some people spend their whole lives trying to live, while others can so easily throw away all the things they can't get in their lives.

Such a person may really not deserve to live.

Sitting back in the wheelchair, Chu Yunshen walked towards the way he came. He didn't look at Su Jin again, but just left a word, "I need to jump to a different place. This is my hospital, and the impact is not good."

After pushing the wheelchair forward for a few steps, he turned his head slightly, "If you want to commit suicide, find a place where no one is around. If you jump off a building here, the medical technology of this hospital can definitely save you. Remnant..."

(End of this chapter)