Brother Gao Leng, be nice

Chapter 189 The Inescapable Knot
Cheng Yi walked up to Xie Xinglu stepping on the thin snow all over the ground.

The baby who was carried out of the delivery room by Xie Su at the beginning has now become the appearance of the tall and steady man in front of him, with a faint appearance of another person in his eyebrows and eyes.

"Didn't you give me my qualifications? Uncle Xie."

Cheng Yi spoke slowly, he picked up Xie Xinglu's scissors for pruning flower branches, and as soon as he finished speaking, he cut off a green branch next to it with a thin layer of snow. "In this world, there has never been any absolute truth or falsehood, only the absolute suppression of the strong."

"You have to understand that at the point where I am now, I am no longer attached to the surname Cheng, but the character Cheng has been attached to me a long time ago."

The green branch fell on the grass covered with thin snow, and he also dropped the scissors expressionlessly, and his shoes stepped on the green branch, accompanied by the rustling sound of stepping on the snow, he didn't look at Xie Xinglu again, his back was straight Go to the house behind.

I don't know who said it before, if you use the same method to subdue a ferocious beast, it just shows that you are basically the same as that beast.

Cheng Yi is not a beast, and he can't understand those overly complicated emotions.

After all, it was impossible to say anything heart-wrenching to this man.He has been struggling with hatred and parting for half his life, and he has seen many insidious and cunning struggles, and even the people who brought him a little warmth since childhood have become such tit-for-tat confrontations today.

This is his final bottom line, and it is also the most honorable declaration of war against the man who almost filled his entire childhood with the role of father.

He didn't hide or escape, watching these people gradually collapse on the edge of the abyss where he had struggled and suffered.

This is also the best revenge for them.

……

After Su Jin met Cheng Yi that time, she never saw him again.

Firstly, it was cold winter, and Chu Yunshen couldn't go out too often, so she basically stayed at home.

Secondly, there are many things before, in retrospect, they were all Cheng Yi's initiative to invite, or some accidental meetings.

Now this person suddenly disappeared completely like last time, without a trace of news.

As if, as if knowing Chu Yunshen's arrival...

Chu Yunshen looked at Su Jin who was already standing by the window, not knowing how much water he had watered the potted plants under him.

There is always an indescribable coldness on Su Jin's body.

During those years abroad with him, this man was like an unsheathed dagger, with coldness and indifference all over his body, standing by his side, making decisions for him, and solving wave after wave of troubles.

Just like the Su Jin he saw on the rooftop that day, she was on the verge of falling, as if she was going to leave this world completely in the next second.

That year he stretched out his hand and saved this person's body, but in the following years, no matter how much he cared, he couldn't unlock this person's locked heart.

That key was never him, and he knew it clearly from the first time he heard Su Jin's tearful nightmare.

It's just that behind Naihe, I still can't help it.

Love is a word that cannot be explained clearly. If you get stuck in it, it will be difficult to get out.

"The grass... If you water it a little longer, it will be watered to death by you." Chu Yun said softly. He was sitting on the sofa beside him, covered with a blanket, and his voice was soft.

Su Jin who heard the voice came back to her senses and hurriedly put down the things in her hands. She turned her head and saw Chu Yunshen looking at her with a smile on her face, as if she had been looking at her for a while.

"I guess I didn't sleep well, I was too distracted." Su Jin said, walked to sit down opposite Chu Yunshen.

What seemed to be a casual explanation made Chu Yunshen inexplicably stunned, and soon he said in a joking tone: "This is really a magical place, even with you, it has become a little different."

Su Jin obviously didn't understand the meaning of his words, and only heard Chu Yunshen continue to say, "For example, you wouldn't talk about these small things before."

For example, maybe Su Jin didn't feel it here, her expression has become more vivid.

Live like a real person of flesh and blood.

Su Jin obviously didn't know that Chu Yunshen was focusing on this.

In fact, during that time abroad, she seemed to be a person cut off from all perceptions, dealing tirelessly with major and minor matters, completely ignoring the details of her relationship.

At that time, she was fully devoted to the work of the Chu family, the rehabilitation of her hand, and the changes in Chu Yunshen's condition.

Speaking of which, it was the busy time that made her turn back step by step from the brink of death.

Su Jin didn't make a sound. In fact, every time she faced Chu Yunshen, she felt at a loss for words.

This person walked up to her from the darkness, and kept her, a person of unknown origin, by his side without asking why.

In countless nights of endless despair, she could not fall asleep with her eyes open, and at that time, outside the bedroom door, she could hear the sound of footsteps walking up and down, accompanied by coughing from time to time.

It was the first month after she tried to commit suicide, and Chu Yunshen was obviously shocked by her actions.He always thought she was fine, but in fact there was no change at all.

As if worried that Su Jin would act like that again, this person propped up his unhealthy body and walked around outside her bedroom from time to time for several consecutive nights.

She was afraid that Chu Yunshen's body would be affected badly because of her incident, after begging this person to rest over and over again, or apologizing and reassuring him over and over again.

It was the first time for her to see Chu Yunshen's no longer gentle expression, and her tone was unprecedentedly serious: "Su Jin, I don't know much about you, and the only thing I know so far is this name."

"I don't know what kind of things you suffered before, I'm sorry about it, I didn't help you back then, but now, since I saved you, this life can no longer be handled by yourself gone."

And when the severity passed, for the first time, he showed a sad expression on his face, looked at the gauze wrapped around Su Jin's wrist, and said in a low voice: "Just take pity on me, I don't know how many years I still have." But I'm alive, after I die, someone will set up a mourning hall for me to deal with the funeral, right? Mrs. Chu."

……

Chu Yun looked at Su Jin deeply, smiled gently, and then coughed uncontrollably, and the blanket on his knees also slipped off.

Su Jin frowned and got up, walked to his side, hesitated a few times, and then reached out and patted Chu Yunshen's back lightly.

Although they have been in the name of husband and wife for so many years, there has never been any act of transgression.

The few contacts are just like this.

"Don't worry..." Chu Yun frowned deeply, and then said aloud after a while, "I know my body, it's just that I don't adapt to the climate here for a while."

Su Jin didn't ignore his pale face, and didn't respond aloud.

Chu Yunshen picked up the blanket and covered it again. He looked up at Su Jin who was standing next to him with a bad expression. After hesitating for a while, he suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed... Su Jin's sleeve.

Su Jin was obviously a little surprised at his actions, and looked at him, but the latter didn't seem to have the slightest feeling of strangeness, and said softly with a calm face: "I'm very happy, Ah Jin, I never thought that in my life You can still come to your hometown, everything here makes me happy, so... don't send me back, okay?"

(End of this chapter)