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Chapter 659 Feeling Complicated For Him
After Nanny Chen left, he once again became like an orphan whose father did not love his mother, and became even more lonely.

But he always remembered what Nanny Chen said, that he was not Mrs. Si's own, she didn't like him, even hated him, and wanted to put him to death.

In order to save his own life, in order to survive, he could only get as close to Si Qi as possible, because as long as Si Qi was by his side, Mrs. Si couldn't do anything, and she didn't dare to do it.

In this way, Si Qi became his umbrella.

Therefore, he has always felt guilty towards Si Qi. He knows that Si Qi's kindness to him comes from the heart, but he is not [-]% ashamed of Si Qi.

He had no choice but to play tricks and cheat in front of him. He couldn't let him see that his purpose of approaching him was actually just to guard against his mother.

Therefore, his feelings for Si Qi are very complicated. In fact, he likes Si Qi very much, and Si Qi treats him very well. In fact, he is really a good person.

If he could put aside the grievances of the previous generation, how much he wished that he and Si Qi could become a pair of real brothers, without scruples or defenses.

However, no.

It is impossible for Si Qi to stand against his mother, and it is impossible for him to forget that hatred.

This meant that he and Si Qi would never be able to become brothers without distractions.

In order to let Mrs. Si feel at ease with him, he began to degenerate on purpose since Nanny Chen left. He no longer competed with Si Qi for favor, let alone insisted on competing with him ignorantly. He even started to be ignorant .

He made himself a bad person on purpose, he didn't make progress in his studies, and he was messed up in making friends. As time passed, people outside gradually knew that there was a second young master in the Si family who only knew how to eat, drink and play all day long. There are countless shortcomings, and the only advantage is good life.

Gradually, every time everyone talks about the two young masters of the Si family, there is always an impression that Si Qi is as good as he is, and he is as troublesome as he is.

Later, Mrs. Si slowly let go of her wariness towards him. Not only that, but she was also willing to be compared with Si Qi by others. After all, with his presence, Si Qi's image became more and more brilliant.

Later, his father was furious at him, beat and scolded him frequently, and even the grandfather who loved him the most was gradually disappointed in him.

But it doesn't matter, only he himself knows very well that his goal has been achieved.

Life is not just about living in front of you, but also about poetry and the distance.

All his previous forbearance and grievances and pains were temporary. In the future, he must break out into a world of his own.

His mother was still worried about his fate before she died, so how could he really turn himself into a useless person?
Therefore, he always learns secretly.

When Si Qi was taking one-on-one tutoring lessons, he was always deliberately playful, either absenting classes or teasing the teacher.

The same is true in the classroom at school, where he either sleeps or puts on his headphones and loses himself in his own world.

No one knows that he always gets up at two or three o'clock in the middle of the night and secretly hides in the toilet to read.

No one knew that every time he went to the bar, every time he went on a trip, every time he went to find friends, he actually had textbooks in his backpack.

No one knew that even when he was walking, he was silently memorizing various formulas and words in his heart, and even almost got into a car accident several times because of this.

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(End of this chapter)