Accompany you to the end of the world

Chapter 79

At nine o'clock in the evening, Han Yiyi and Qi Han, who didn't know where to go, were sitting on Century Avenue drinking beer with the night breeze blowing.

"It's not a solution in the long run. Can't you have a good talk with your parents?"

"Based on what you know about them, what's the use of talking about them? I have had disagreements with them since I was a child, and I was the one who compromised in the end. I don't bother to say some things, because I just want to beat them up."

"Actually, I always feel that parents are people who think wholeheartedly about their children. You have never directly told your parents what kind of person you want to be and what kind of career you want to pursue. It has always been passive resistance. In their view, this is just pure rebellion. Of course, you must suppress it violently. But if you explain your thoughts well, you may be able to gain their respect."

Qi Han smiled wryly and shook his head.

"This is not something that can be changed in a day or two. What's more, in the current situation, my mother caught me shopping with Wei Wei holding hands, and I won't be listened to when I choose to talk about ideals."

"Speaking of... is that Wei Wei... a new girlfriend?"

The boy lowered his eyes and stared at a spot on the ground, and asked for a long time: "If I say yes, will you feel disappointed?"

Han Yiyi suddenly felt like a stick in his throat.

The past flashes back in the night before us like an old movie.

Transferred from other places, I was in the same class as Qi Han. At first, due to the difference in textbooks, I couldn’t keep up with science. Qi Han was one of the best boys in science in the class. At that time, Han Yiyi hesitated to ask him about mathematics. But after summoning up the courage to call him, the boy's attitude was extremely impatient, and the explanation was so sloppy that the girl had to turn to other top students for help.

Thinking back, I feel that "I've liked you since junior high school" that Qi Han said was probably just a rhetoric, not convincing at all.

"I said back then that I didn't make trouble or strike up a conversation with you on purpose, but that my ability to accept it was a bit weak, and you were impatient. I cursed you in circles."

"Back then, it wasn't because of your poor ability to accept, but because I was embarrassed."

"Huh? Why?"

"Because you have such a high status in my heart."

"That's not true! Many girls said that you taught people while you had a mushroom cloud on your head."

"I just hate them. Their purpose is different from yours, and they are not as smart as you."

"Uh, forget it, you will be more annoying if you teach me, and you will age prematurely. I remember that once Chen Lei explained a question to me four times and I still didn't understand it. In the end, he did it for me and handed it over."

"That's because Chen Lei doesn't even know how to do it himself, so I'll just say it, really."

Yiyi laughed, "I see. I believe you are a little better than him, but I really don't believe you can just tell me." For some reason, the atmosphere suddenly turned sad.

I don't understand, why from the very beginning I decided that it was impossible to be a lover with you, but I always feel reluctant to part with you when you turn around and leave?
The so-called bond, the so-called pure friendship, even I am not sure what kind of existence it is.

Like, trust and depend on...they are not as clear-cut as right and wrong.

From the superimposition of shadows and shadows, to the superposition of lips and lips, there are too many intersections, far more than the scope of AUO, and we have experienced too much together. In the end, you are left with firm words and blurred consciousness. me.

Promises that stand still in our familiar streets—

No matter what happens to you, if you can't think of anyone else, you must come to me.Although I don't know what I can do, at least I can be with you.I don't want you to wrong yourself, let alone give up on yourself.

——Frozen in the same place forever with obsession, as if waiting for two people to become one person, and one person to revisit my old place to deepen the memory again, and take another breath, and they will be dispelled by the warm breath. go.

Being protected and cherished is the eternal fantasy of every girl.

Only you can fulfill my fantasy.

It's not even limited to protection, but caring, not limited to cherishing, but pampering.

The only thing I'm sure of is—

This is by no means light love.

But now I have no way of knowing, in this judgment sentence, whether it is "lightness" or "love" that is being denied.

But "love" is a word I don't want to mention.

"I will be lost. It's the loss of being a best friend. You have someone you care about, and you don't have as much time for me as before, but this kind of loss is nothing compared to being happy for you. Can you understand?"

Qi Han turned his head and stared at her.The girl's long hair was blown close to her cheek by the night wind, but her expression was unmoved in the slightest, with an elegant, clear and rational temperament.Perhaps my feelings for Han Yiyi have always been the kind of loss that I feel as a best friend.Or maybe it's the calmness in her that makes people have to be calm, like a switch, controlling the charm that makes people lost and sober just right.

"I..." The boy took a sip of beer and smiled slightly, "I finally understand."

(End of this chapter)