My princess Lu Ziye

Chapter 1072 1081 Could it be a double crush?

Having said that, Mingqin sighed faintly, as if trapped in a sad but beautiful memory.

"Actually, when I was alive, I wanted to tell her that I was very happy to have her by my side. If it wasn't for her, maybe I would have died a few years earlier.

I thought that the happiness I couldn't get, at least she wanted to get it, so I couldn't drag her down, so I arranged everything for her, and even returned the contract of sale to her.

She thought about how happy she would be after her death, but she never thought that she would be so stupid to do such a thing. "

Could it be a double crush?

Shangguan Yanwan could hear reluctance from his words, maybe he didn't express his heart to the female ugly at the beginning, because he felt that his life was not long and he couldn't drag her down, not because of his unsuitable status.

Perhaps, in his darkest days, the little maid who has been with him has long lived in his heart and took root there.

If the female ugly knows, I don't know how to feel.

Before she could speak, Mingqin continued to speak, still immersed in the sadness of the past.

"Since I found out her identity, I tried to approach her several times and wanted to say a few words to her, but every time before I got close, she disappeared, just like today.

I knew that she was avoiding me, and I began to think why she was avoiding me. If it was before she was alive, I was the young master and she was a maid, and she felt that she was not good enough for me, so she could understand.

But why are we all dead and have become ghosts, we are all the same, there is no distinction between high and low status, why does she still avoid me?
At first I couldn't understand it, until I was met by the enchanting host once, she is a woman, maybe she understands women's heart better.

She said that the reason why ugly girls avoid me is because of low self-esteem. She thinks she is ugly and not good enough for me.

After listening to it, I really wanted to laugh, she is really a stupid girl, for a ghost, is there a difference between beauty and ugliness?Obviously they are all the same. "

Shangguan Yanwan never thought that after Mingqin's death, she would be very transparent. It is really rare for a ghost to have such awareness.

But looking at his pretty face, and thinking about the ugly face, if two people stand together, it really takes some courage to accept it, and it's no wonder that the ugly always avoids it. After all, women are sensitive. Is it human or ghost.

Mingqin's face was slightly troubled, as if she hadn't fully understood Nvchou's thoughts.

"Appearance is just a skin, if she wants to, she can go to Painted Skin Ghost to draw a beautiful face.

What I value more is the heart. A kind heart is more attractive than countless beautiful faces, let alone a heart that only loves me.

I thought for a long time, how to break this deadlock, so that she can realize earlier that we are actually the same.

Since she doesn't want to change her appearance, it's up to me to change it. If I also become unbearable, won't she think we are a good match?
Originally, I wanted to go to Painted Skin Ghost to change my face, but after thinking about it, it was just a skin, not thorough enough. After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to change from Fengyajian to Fengyuejian.

When they were alive, didn't people say that women who slept with others were unclean? In fact, men are the same, but the world is more harsh on women.

I wondered, if I completely ruined myself, would she think we were a good match?

Her face is not pretty, and my body is not clean, in this case, it should be more or less the same. "

When Mingqin talked about this, there was a trace of pain on his face, and his voice changed.

(End of this chapter)