Reborn Wife 32

Chapter 908 Fanwai is such a beautiful Nanyitian! (1)
After Nan Jingshan was called to the hospital, Nan Shiyang only asked about two people.

One is how Erdan is doing now, and the other is to know what kind of person Gong Baiqiu was back then.

This is a knot in his heart. If Nan Shiyang doesn't say it or mention it, that knot will always be there.So he wanted to know, wanted to know more about Gong Baiqiu and his father.

Just like the fear of intersections, if you don't face it, you will never know how to overcome it.

Some things, the more you are afraid of things, the more you don't want to know, you may have to understand them before you can give yourself an explanation.

I don't expect him to know another side of Gong Baiqiu, and I definitely don't think that if he knows more, he will realize that Gong Baiqiu has her kind side.

The reason why I want to know is that I just want to give myself an explanation for how many years I have escaped.

Nan Jingshan doesn't know much about Gong Baiqiu's affairs, but he has a good thing in his hand, a diary left by Nan Yitian in his early years.

Yes, it's still a diary.

Like Nan Shiyang, Nan Yitian also likes to write a diary, and will use the diary to record his feelings for Gong Baiqiu.

This is not a tacit understanding between father and son, but Nan Yitian's habits were passed on to Nan Shiyang.

Nan Jingshan knows that Nan Yitian has the habit of keeping a diary, and hopes that Nan Shiyang can continue his father's characteristics.Before leaving, he gave Nan Shiyang a diary and told him to write it every day.

This was the first time that Nan Shiyang asked him to know his parents.Nan Jingshan knew that he must have his own ideas, so he didn't explain or persuade him, but only agreed that when he returned to Nan's house, he would dig under the tree behind the house to see if the diary was still there.

Back then, because Nanjingshan knew that he was leaving this home, he had no way to protect Nan Yitian's things, so he buried the diary under the tree that Nan Yitian often walked by.

That night, the first thing Nan Jingshan did when he returned to Nan's house was to dig out the diary.

It's been more than ten years... To his surprise, the diary is still buried in the same place, without any movement.It's just that after opening the diary, the paper inside has turned yellow, has been rotted by moths, the handwriting is a little blurred, and there is a musty smell.

Taking that diary home, Nan Jingshan took the lead in reading this diary before Nan Shiyang.

After coaxing Ye Xiaofan to sleep, he turned on the lamp in front of the desk, put the diary under the lamp, and opened it gently...

The first sentence of the diary touched Nan Jingshan a lot, he felt a sudden pain in his heart, his brows were slightly wrinkled, and there were sour arcs.

The diary written by Nan Yitian with a fountain pen is elegant and complete, with his own taste.

And this first sentence is such a sentence - to my short life.

"Brother..." He couldn't help but read his name, which brought deep memories to Nanjingshan.

Brother's health has always been poor, and since he was a child, he has been asserted that he will not live to be 20 years old.

'Life is not about length, but about cherishing.Although youth is short, do not regret it. --Inscription'

This is the second sentence of the diary, between the lines reveals Nan Yitian's preciousness to life, love for life, and treasure of every moment.

Called Nan Jingshan, he couldn't help but recall that his brother asked him: "Can you write a diary?"

- "Write, the teacher will arrange it every day. Write and write casually." At that time, Nanjingshan's answer was like this.

Only now did I understand that the meaning of the diary to Nan Yitian lies in cherishing and preserving.

I started flipping through the diary page by page, and began to read a diary full of positive energy in Nanyitian. Nanjingshan really had a feeling of being reborn.

After the diary was in his hands, he never thought about spying on his brother's personal belongings.

That was disrespect to his respected and beloved brother. Nanjingshan didn't do this kind of thing because he wanted his brother to go to heaven with his own secret.

At this moment, I want to open the diary, which may also be a change of concept.Like Shi Yang, he wants to get to know his respected elder brother from another angle.

Nan Yitian lived past the age of 20, in his early twenties, he is still alive and still in this world.

With the advancement of medicine, his life has also been postponed. It was not until after the kidney replacement operation that he could really survive.

It's a pity... In the end, he still died under Gong Baiqiu's hands...

...Nan Yitian, a sad existence throughout his life...

Nan Yitian was diagnosed with type [-] diabetes since he was born. In the age when medicine was underdeveloped, with such a chronic disease, his life was destined to be short.

One day at a time, one day at a time, his life has no exciting and normal course.His life only seeks stability and prolongation...

He is very gentle, very peaceful, and very positive to face every day in his life.

The children of Nan's family are very noisy, they can quarrel, scold, beat people, and frame others, but all these noises don't seem to have anything to do with Nan Yitian.

He is like an independent bird in a troubled world, standing in a position that only belongs to him, not high, not low, not humble, not arrogant.

Seeing the children of Nan's family quarreling, arguing, or fighting and framing, Nan Yitian would never intervene, nor would he let himself be dragged into trouble.

He has an imperial decree to protect his body, so that no one and nothing can disturb him.That imperial decree is the old man's preference and his poor life experience.

Nan Jingshan is the only younger brother in the Nan family who is willing to approach him and befriend him.Calling him 'Brother', he regarded Nanjingshan as his only brother.

His kindness, his favor, his gentleness, and his temperament have the demeanor that a brother should have.

Nanjingshan respects him like a mountain, like a sky, like a god...

Nanjingshan also protects him as a treasure, a diamond, and gold...

In his more than 20 years of life, the most compromised decision he made was to agree to marry Gong Baiqiu.

A girl who has never met, a girl who married him in the name of Chongxi, a girl who will become his other half in the future...

At the first moment of agreeing to the old man's request, Nan Yitian was already ready to shelter the girl for the rest of her life.

Just because he is a sick child, just because his life is not long, just because he knows that the girl is committed to him, so he should take responsibility.

Having never entered the society, and never been exposed to too much selfishness, too much filth, Nan Yitian has no doubt at all that Gong Baiqiu married him with another purpose.

On the wedding day, sitting opposite Gong Baiqiu, his face was pale, his tone weak and gentle, and he understood her from his standpoint: "I know you married me because of family reasons. In the days to come, I will treat you well. "

(End of this chapter)