you are the starlight

Chapter 325 I Shouldn't Forgive You So Quickly

When Shi Yuan saw that Luo Yan only shed tears and didn't speak, he couldn't help feeling a little uneasy.

My girl has always said one thing and another, how can she be so sullen like now?
It's okay to be sulking, and shed tears silently, which is heartbreaking.

Shi Yuan sighed softly, "Okay, don't talk about it today, don't talk about it, let's talk about it someday when you want to talk about it."

Luo Yan sniffed, and raised her head from Shi Yuan's arms, her big watery eyes were clear and bright like the sky washed by summer rain.

Luo Yan sniffed, and stared at Shi Yuan lightly, "Shi Yuan, I actually know what you said. Just treat me as hypocritical today, because today I am also wondering if there is something wrong with our way of getting along."

"Always, or since I met you, I have always expressed my feelings actively. I like you, even love you. There is nothing to hide. I respect my heart. I do my best and love me. Love."

"I started to admire your face. I wanted to be with you, so I chased after you. I wanted to marry you, so I proposed to you. I wanted to sleep with you. When I heard that you arranged a presidential suite, I was so happy that I couldn't find Bei, I followed the bodyguards without thinking about anything."

"I took a bath for a long time, I washed myself clean, I must give you the best first time, I must be beautiful and fragrant..."

"I even opened the door of the master suite next door, and when I pressed on Hua Yu, I thought it was you."

"My vigilance is so low. I didn't know that Hua Yu was playing tricks on the next door. I didn't even know if it was you when I bumped into another man's arms..."

"So Shi Yuan, the problem between us is not whether we love each other, or whether we trust, these are no problems, or there is no problem between us at all, or it is a very small problem."

When Luo Yan was talking, tears kept flowing out, and when she shook her head, tears even flew onto the back of Shi Yuan's hand.

Shi Yuan felt that those were not Luo Yan's tears, but some kind of corrosive liquid, which hurt not only his hands but also his heart.

"Don't say it, don't say it, I know it's because I'm not good enough, it's because I'm not good." Shi Yuan raised his hand to wipe away the tears on that delicate face, but more and more...

"No." Luo Yan wiped away tears with the back of her hand, "Listen to me, when I was changing clothes just now, I was also thinking about what is the problem between us, Shi Yuan—"

Luo Yan paused for a moment, gathered her thoughts before continuing, "Perhaps two years later, when you just came back, I shouldn't have forgiven you so quickly."

Luo Yan's words were like dropping a torpedo on Shi Yuan's heart lake, causing his internal organs to ache.

"But there is no way. I am like this to you. I have never been hard-hearted. I have never been willing. Even if I want to deliberately leave you alone for a while and test you, I am not willing."

"Even with Daddy, Mommy, Zhedi and the others, I don't allow them to be angry with you for too long."

"Look at Shi Yuan, that's how I like you, to this extent, but what can I do? What can I do?"

As Luo Yan talked, tears fell down again.

"Frankly speaking, Shi Yuan, if that kind of thing really happened, if I was really..."

(End of this chapter)