After the devil, she ran away again

Chapter 760 Sorry, Forgive Me (3)

Qingyu remained expressionless, slowly wiped away the tears on her face, and left here slowly.

It was still light rain outside, and I didn't feel anything when it hit my body, but it was inexplicably cold.

Qing Dai was still asleep, she still didn't come out of that dream, she knelt down on the ground and repeated the same words, begging for Qin Qingfeng's forgiveness.

"You said you liked me, but now you want to give up on me?"

"This is the feeling of your demons, hypocrisy, nothing more than having a new love."

"You always wanted me back, now that I can come back, why don't you want me?"

"I was forced to become a demon by you, and my soul flew away, but now you give up on me, Qing Dai, why not admit it, you don't love me at all."

Countless tones appeared around her with the same voice, accusing her of being ungrateful and accusing her of empathizing.Of course, it wasn't Qin Qingfeng's words, it was just the voice of the guilt in her heart, and she was blaming herself.

"Qingfeng, I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I won't forget you, but I don't want to lose him. I wished so much for you to come back to life, and I will definitely make it up to you, but after so many years, my heart will change... Can you forgive me, please forgive me?" Qing Dai held her head in pain, "You don't want to come back, okay? Just keep everything as it is, okay?"

She can't ask the consent of someone who doesn't exist, she's just convincing herself to make such a choice.

When the choice is not in front of you, you will always hesitate, just like throwing dice to decide things. Before you throw the dice, you think it doesn’t matter, but when the points come out, you will know whether it is what you want.

"Qingfeng, Qingfeng... What should I do? What should I do? I actually gave up on you, even if what Si Li said is true, I still want to give up on you. What should I do? Why did I Will it be so?"

"Can you tell me the answer, can you tell me what to do?"

Naturally, no one answered her words.

Qing Dai looked around, she was the only one in the gray and empty square, she was suddenly surrounded by a feeling of loneliness.It seemed to bring her back to the day of the martial arts conference, but thinking about everything now, it seems that she is not so lonely, but her heart is more entangled and contradictory.

The person who was once madly in love, but one day found that he was no longer the number one in his heart, and felt a little terrified.

"Boom—" a thunderclap sounded.

"Ah!" Qing Dai woke up from the dream, the pain in her heart was still clear, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and looked out the window in confusion.

The light rain gradually became heavier, black clouds overwhelmed the city, and thunder and lightning flashed.

She got up and poured herself a glass of water, but for some reason her hands trembled slightly, causing ripples in the glass, making her in the reflection blurry.

She counted the days, this was the third day after she injured Ban Xia, and she didn't know how Ban Xia was doing.She didn't kill her, and she didn't know what kind of mentality she was holding to show mercy. She should hate this god who made things worse, but it was also because of her that she realized the crux of the problem.

Qing Dai washed off the tear stains on her face, and reapplied some rouge to make her pale face look a little bloody.Looking at the heavy rain outside, she hesitated for a long time and still didn't go out.

Just wait a little longer, and wait until she has convinced herself thoroughly before going to clarify the future with Qingyu.

(End of this chapter)