A childhood sweetheart cannot bear the love of a bamboo horse

Chapter 631 Long Pain is worse than Short Pain (7)

"Qing'er, I'm back."

"Are you really back?" From the other side of the room, the voice was very soft, very close, and very ethereal, a little illusory and unreal.But when Bihe heard it, Shen'er came immediately.

With a happy expression, he stood up, his two little hands still pressing on the vermilion door.

Hearing this voice, Qing'er stood on the other side of the door, as long as he wanted to, he could open the door immediately.

However, he didn't open...

Did I hurt him too deeply? !
"I'm back. I'm He'er." She said bluntly, worried.

After a pause, the faint voice in the room rang again, "He'er, do you like me?"

"I like it." She answered quickly!There was no hesitation.

With this sentence, the room fell silent again.When Bihe couldn't wait, Qing'er said with a trace of determination: "Thank you, then you can go. I don't want to see you again."

"Qing'er..." Her throat was congested, and she felt an urge to cry.Will Qing'er stop talking to her because she is too sad?Do you not want to be with her anymore?

"The imperial palace is not a suitable place for you to stay. One day, you will get tired of life in the palace, and then you will get tired of me... I don't want He'er to hate me and hate me one day. I can't leave, the emperor Grandma is here, so is my responsibility, I can't be free and easy like He'er, I can go wherever I want, and I can't give He'er the life she wants..." Qing'er's voice was still illusory, seemingly invisible Yes, vaguely, there is only deep pain and loneliness.

She didn't know how much he had struggled and how long he had been in pain before he could say these words.

"do not want!" 
"He'er, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. You can leave. We will never see each other again..." When I see him again, I don't know if I can let go like this.How would she know how determined he was to convince himself to let her fly free?
Country and beauty?
He chose the country, and he also chose a lonely life.

Being an emperor doesn't care about power, fame and fortune, he just doesn't want to betray the world and his uncle's wishes.

(End of this chapter)