surrogate wife

Chapter 85

Chen Xiao, a nice name, but for some reason, he became unhappy.I put the drawing paper on the table and asked her tentatively. I said, "little sister, why did you give this painting to my sister?"

She scratched her head, smiled innocently, and suddenly turned around and pointed her finger and shouted: "My mother gave it to me!"

I was shocked for a moment, stood up in a daze, and looked at Liu Shuxian who was walking towards me, and seemed to understand everything.Chen Xiao, Chen Haotian, this is not a coincidence, this girl should be Chen Haotian's child!
Suddenly felt so ridiculous, raised her head and bit her lip and looked straight at her, but she smiled triumphantly.

She put Chen Xiao in her arms and walked towards me. She was not polite and sat directly opposite me.I couldn't speak, and I slammed myself on the chair with a bang.

"Xiaoxiao, call me sister!" Chen Xiaogang wanted to call me but was stopped by him. She smiled coquettishly but stared at me with a cold knife in her eyes: "Let's call him Auntie. He is familiar with your father. He is not called sister." That's right, don't mess up your seniority!"

Chen Xiao obediently responded, and sweetly called Auntie to me!

My heart ached instantly, no matter how idiot I am, I wouldn't be able to fail to understand the meaning of her words. His so-called "I know your father!" must be trying to ridicule me. Remind me of the age difference between Chen Haotian and me.

I am not a very mature girl, although sometimes I am surprisingly calm, but when it comes to my own emotions, I completely lose my sense of proportion. Now I am like a trapped animal, irritable and impatient, and I can’t seem to find it. way out.

Liu Shuxian ordered strawberry cheese for Chen Xiao, Chen Xiao ate happily, I looked at her in a trance, and the shadow of Chen Haotian appeared in front of me, I couldn't sit still, I shook my body and supported my hands to finally stabilize myself.

Liu Shuxian rubbed Chen Xiao's hair and smiled so gently, but when she looked at me in a blink of an eye, she turned into ice in an instant. She asked me: "Does Xiaoxiao look like him?"

"He?" I mulled over the word alone, and finally understood what she meant.

Carefully look at this child who is like a porcelain doll in front of me, beautiful, cute, so heart-warming, but why does the more I look at it, the more distressed I feel.Yes, it really looks like Chen Haotian, the nose, the eyes, even the movement of opening the mouth when eating are all the same as before.I watched quietly, and the tears finally couldn't stop streaming down.

Xiaoxiao just looked up, and when she saw me, her eyes were full of doubts. She pouted, turned her head to look at Chen Shuxian, and asked innocently, "Why are you crying, auntie?"

As if I just realized it, I hurriedly wiped away my tears.

Liu Shuxian smiled, patted Xiaoxiao, and said softly: "Auntie shed tears because she saw Xiaoxiao is cute and likes you!"

Xiaoxiao didn't understand again, she took a deep look at me, and then asked: "Why do you cry if you like me, don't mom and dad laugh when they like me?"

I couldn't say a word, I put my fingers underneath and twisted the hem of the clothes several times, my heart was beating so hard that it felt like it was about to fall out.

Liu Shuxian asked Xiaoxiao to go downstairs to play, and said she wanted to talk to me about something, and I knew she wanted to drive Xiaoxiao away.

As soon as Xiaoxiao left, she also changed. Her whole body exuded a feeling of tension, and her eyes became sharper.

She took the coffee and spat carefully, put it down and looked up at me, with a sneer all over her face, she said: "The coffee is a bit bitter!"

I didn't answer the question, and drank my cappuccino quietly. After a long silence, she suddenly asked, "Is the child still there?"

This question seemed a bit bizarre, she didn't know that I was pregnant for a day or two, why did she suddenly ask this!
Seeing my expression, she seemed to see my thoughts, then she silently swept her eyes around me, and finally stopped on my lower abdomen.

The white one-piece dress I wore today was bought before, so the waist size is also the same as before. It is obvious that the lower abdomen has protruded a lot. I felt scared and immediately stretched out my hand to cover it, but she raised it Mouth, laughing a little scary.

"I haven't had a fight yet. The other day Chen Haotian said in front of me that you aborted the child, and I didn't believe it!"

My heart skipped a beat, I chewed her words carefully, and suddenly I became confused, and I said, "What do you mean?"

She raised her hand, appreciating her newly-made nails seriously, and lazily said: "It's nothing, I just want to see if Chen Haotian told you to have an abortion!"

He told me to fight?come and see?What are these words, I laughed idiotically, shook my head desperately, I lay down on the table and yelled at her: "He let me have the child!" Yes, he let me have it, so How can I fight?

She put down her hand, eyes full of contempt, she suddenly threw a piece of paper aside, and said coolly: "Wipe your tears, don't cry in front of me!"

I glanced at it, didn't take it, just felt as if someone had sprinkled a layer of salt on the wound.

I didn't want to say anything to her anymore, I picked up my bag and ran away as if I wanted to run out, but she reached out and grabbed my sleeve, looking at me with an expression that didn't torture me enough.

"Li Xin, Chen Haotian will not let you give birth to this child, don't forget Gu Xue!"

I stared blankly at her, and shook off her hand violently, only to hear her voice coming from behind me, "Chen Haotian has a daughter, we will be very happy in the future!"

I don't know how I ran out. When I went out, I saw Xiaoxiao. She still looked at me with wide eyes. Maybe I was too embarrassed, so she stepped back a few steps when she wanted to say hello to me. , I stood there, gritted my teeth fiercely, and asked her with the corners of my mouth. I said, "Xiaoxiao, who is your father?"

Xiaoxiao laughed and said, "My father's name is Chen Haotian!"

I can't listen to it anymore, I don't want to see it anymore, I ran desperately, and tears fell desperately. At that moment, I felt abandoned by the whole world. I couldn't find a place to go, and I couldn't find anyone to talk to. People walked aimlessly on the street until night, and then walked back in a daze.

Mrs. Zhang was shocked when she saw me, she hurriedly supported me and asked me, "What's wrong?"

I was trembling all over, unable to speak at all, I just walked back to my room mechanically.

Auntie Zhang is very discerning, she knew that something must have happened when she asked me a question and saw that I didn’t speak, so she didn’t ask me any more, she quietly put the bath water and clothes for me, and brought me some Put the food by the bed and left.

I walked too much, and I was sweating faintly. When I got home, the clothes on my body were tightly stuck to my body, and I didn't take them off. I lay down in the bathtub with my clothes on, and then howled .

That was the worst time I ever cried, except for the day my father passed away, nothing seemed to make me feel so sad.I slapped myself hard and scolded myself over and over again, I think I'm cheap, I think I'm doing it, I think I pushed myself to this road of no return, but now, how should I end up .

I still can’t figure out the matter between Liu Shuxian and Chen Haotian. The first time I saw them in Hong Kong, I vaguely felt that they were at odds, but in the blink of an eye, Liu Shuxian tried every means to obstruct my pregnancy. Now even the child is used. What should I do.

I was ignorant of my conscience, ignoring the secular world and morality, thinking that if I had a love, I could be obsessed with it regardless. Now think about it, what is love?Is it a habit?Is it dependent?No, love is self-torture, self-defeating, and then step by step turn yourself into a complete fool.

I don't know how long I cried. When I was tired from crying, I squatted on the edge of the bathtub for a while, and suddenly woke up from the dream, only to find that the water in the bathtub was completely cold.

I dragged my weak body to get up from inside, then took off my clothes and got into the quilt, my hair was wet and uncomfortable, I didn't have the strength to dry it, and after a long time I finally fell asleep but heard Mrs. Zhang's voice again.

"What are you doing? You're going to get sick!" I was grabbed by someone in a daze, and then I seemed to be wrapped in something. I opened my eyes with difficulty, and saw Mrs. Zhang's anxious expression. Is she the one who cares about me?
I smiled bitterly and said slowly, "It's okay!"

Mrs. Zhang raised her face, a little angry, and said, "No matter how unhappy you are, you still have to think about the child in your stomach. If you are tossing around like this, what will the child do? Even if it's not for the child, then think about yourself, it's you Your body, your own life!"

I opened my mouth and wailed for a long time but couldn't cry a single tear. Finally, I reached out and clenched my fist and hit my stomach fiercely. I was crazy. Yes, I was crazy. I beat hard and screamed: "I don't want it anymore, I don't want this child anymore, I really don't want it anymore!"

(End of this chapter)