The happy life of crossing

Chapter 39

"No." The tone was so indifferent that there were no ups and downs of emotion.

Xia An'an bit her lips, "No matter what, I'm your wife now. I have a husband and a child. The past is over. I just want to cherish what I have now."

The man who had been staring at the computer raptly finally raised his head and looked at her. His eyes were deep, making it impossible to see his emotions, "We have always been a couple in name only. As for the child, it was just an accident. Our husband and wife status But it’s just a paper marriage contract, without any emotional basis. And you are different from your first love, you love him, if there is no such thing at the beginning, you might marry him, then your married life will definitely be Happier than now, when you think of such a possibility, you will regret marrying me, the more you think you will be happy with him, the more you will feel that it is very unfortunate to be with me."

As calm and wise as he is, it is true that under such circumstances, he can analyze the problem logically. If it is Xia An'an in this life, maybe it is really like what he said, but the current her, after experiencing Bai Yichen's betrayal, deeply I understand that Bai Yichen doesn't love her that much, even if she ends up with him, she won't be happy.

"Why do you think so? Didn't I tell you that I really want to live with you? Why don't you believe me?"

"Because there is no love between us, what we have is the reality that we have to compromise."

To be honest, Xia An'an was very sad to hear him say that, especially when he said this, his expression was serious and serious, that is to say, this sentence was not something he said casually to stab her deliberately, but it was after his deep thought. concluded after the analysis.

There is no love between them, just the reality of having to compromise.

She doesn't know if the self in this life has any love for him, but since the self in another life came here, after so many days of getting along, she has no feelings for him, especially knowing that he has always treated the bad She will never leave, even if she is just grateful for his perseverance, she can't control herself not to be tempted by him, so she thinks about easing up the relationship with him, and then thinking about maintaining their married life.

She has love for him to some extent, if it was her, she would never say "There is no love between us".

Being able to say this can only mean that he doesn't love her.

His kindness to her and his devotion to her may have been just guilt all along, just a responsibility that a husband should have.

She took a deep breath, smiled wryly, "Okay, I see, you can work hard." Without waiting for his answer, she turned around and went out the door.

Back in the room, Xia An'an was lying on the bed like a deflated ball.

The realization that he didn't love her made her very uncomfortable.

There was a knock on the door, and she knew it was Huo Mingxuan, but at this moment she didn't want to see him again, she pulled the quilt up and covered her head, not wanting to pay attention to it, but he was very patient, and she kept knocking without answering.

Xia An'an finally compromised and got out of the quilt, and said sullenly: "Come in."

The door was opened, and Huo Mingxuan's tall and straight figure walked in.

He was wearing a light gray knitted sweater, which was too big and was loosely worn on him. The neckline was too wide, revealing the beautiful muscles on his shoulders.His legs were long and straight, and against the backdrop of black slacks, there was a different kind of beauty.He sat down beside her bed with his long legs, his deep and charming eyes fell on her, his tone was a little softer than before, "Did you misunderstand something?"

Xia Anan turned her head and said sullenly, "What do you think I'm misunderstanding?"

He stared at her without answering for a while, Xia An'an was a little uncomfortable being stared at by him, she suddenly got into the bed, pulled the quilt cover, and said muffledly: "If there is nothing to say, I will go to sleep."

"It's not Xia An'an as you think."

Xia An'an pulled the quilt away, and said with a few broken cans: "I think you said that because you don't love me. If it's not what I think, then the fact is that you actually love me." ?”

The man's eyes flashed, and he quietly turned his eyes away from her face. He didn't answer her question directly, but said: "I just thought that you loved someone else in my heart, so I feel a little unhappy. I just think you doesn't love me that's why I said that."

Xia An'an's eyes lit up, and she asked him with some interest: "So, you love me?"

The muscles in the man's side face twitched, but he didn't answer.

Xia An'an didn't expect him to answer either. He could say that and the haze in her heart dissipated a lot. She purposely looked at him with an unfathomable expression and a smile in her eyes, "So I can understand you Are you jealous today?"

The man glanced at her with heavy eyebrows, his face was a little ugly but he didn't refute.

He is slightly arched, with his hands and elbows resting on his thighs. This posture gives people a sense of majesty and majesty. In addition to his strong aura, his face is a little dignified, but there is a kind of He was so handsome, and the male hormones were pouring out desperately. Xia Anan swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, and for some reason had an urge to pounce on him.

"Since you're not angry anymore, I'll go back to my room. You should go to bed early."

After speaking, she was about to get up, Xia An'an didn't know what she was thinking, seeing that he was about to leave, she grabbed his wrist uncontrollably.

The man paused as he was about to get up, and turned to look at her in bewilderment.

Seeing him like this, Xia An'an was a little embarrassed, and she didn't know what was going on in her head, but she actually said to him: "Didn't you say that we are a couple in name only? Then why don't we take our names for real?" ?”

As soon as Xia An'an said it, she regretted it. She didn't know what kind of demon she had suffered, and she said this to him so cheaply?It's just shameless, okay?She is still a girl after all, so unreserved! !

Xia An'an's face flushed red when she regained consciousness, she let go of his hand as if she had been pricked by a needle, and immediately got into the bed and said to him: "I, I, I'm just kidding, I... I'm going to sleep, you go back to work."

The man was a little confused by her.

But seeing her wrapping herself into a rice dumpling and stammering for a long time, the corners of his mouth involuntarily curled into an arc.

(End of this chapter)