falling angel

Chapter 27

When I woke up, I was in a white and eye-catching room, and beside me sat the decadent Zhang Shaoyang with his head bowed, and he held mine tightly with one hand.Seeing me wake up, he looked at me with tears in his heartbroken eyes, and said, Yaoyao is sorry.He said, Yaoyao, I should have gone earlier.He said, Yaoyao, I will protect you well in the future.He kept pulling me and telling me, Yaoyao, Yaoyao, Yaoyao.I didn't respond to him, didn't cry, didn't speak, just let him shake my hand blankly.Then he helped me to lie down, asked me if I wanted to eat, ran around buying food for me, cleaned the room, and replaced me with fresh flowers.I was in a state of isolating myself all the time.Although it was riddled with holes, these physical injuries could no longer cause me pain.It seemed that there was another wound on the surface that had been scabbed with blood for a long time, and the bleeding was almost gone.

I just stayed in the hospital Zhang Shaoyang found for two days in a daze.They all went into the night with Zhang Shaoyang's company, but they never seemed to really fall asleep.Seeing my haggard appearance, Zhang Shaoyang felt very distressed.He stopped trying to talk to me and just stayed by my side in silence.

On the third day, those two angels came, and I spoke for the first time, telling Zhang Shaoyang that I didn't want to see them.Through the glass, I saw them arguing with Zhang Shaoyang.I have never seen Zhang Shaoyang angry. He is refined and calm, but he is arguing with Yuan Xueyi because of me.I am like a bystander, and also like an outsider, watching my moon shadow sticking to the glass and looking at me, there is still deep concern in her eyes, I can no longer take good care of her at this time.She already has Yuan Xueyi.Then the situation got out of control, I saw Yuan Xueyi punching Zhang Shaoyang, he actually knocked down Zhang Shaoyang with such great strength, before Zhang Shaoyang had time to get up to stop him, he rushed into the ward holding Yueying's hand.I have been watching them indifferently, without any emotion like the puppet bought by my mother many years ago.The body is empty, and the mind is also empty.

I saw these two angels walking in front of me hand in hand, I saw Yuan Xueyi's eyes full of distress and guilt, I saw Yueying panicked and helpless with mixed feelings, I still had no emotions to respond to them.I heard Yuan Xueyi crying on the edge of my hospital bed, like a child who made a mistake—in fact, he always seemed to be a big child in my heart.Moon Shadow just looked at me silently, as if trying to see through me.They who were so familiar became so strange now, I numbly watched the angel's performance until Zhang Shaoyang rushed in with a few people and took them away.Yueying cried, and my heart was rubbed, a little distressed, she said softly: "Yaoyao, you are so cruel." I heard it, but I didn't understand.

I saw Yuan Xueyi waving goodbye to me through the glass.I know he has left me.Or there is always an invisible membrane between him and me, but I never seriously think about it.

Zhang Shaoyang returned to my side, he gently held my hand, and said comfortingly, "It's all right, I'll take you away."

After leaving the hospital, it was another period of confused and empty days. The recording had already been completed, and Zhang Shaoyang had also finished editing the film.He played it to me one by one, and I listened obediently.He asked me if I ate, and I ate.He said go for a walk, and I followed him.I have also been to the gardenia hillside that belongs to us. The trees that have already lost their flowers have only green leaves left.

A week after the tragedy, Zhang Shaoyang bought a ticket to leave the country and completed the withdrawal procedures for me.When I walked into the boarding gate of the airport, I saw Yuan Xueyi who came in a hurry. He was thin and haggard, with disheveled hair.Looking at me from a distance is full of sadness.He shouted in my direction: "Yaoyao, I will wait for you to come back."

Without looking back, I left Chu - the city of tragedy that devoured my soul and body.Summer passed, and everything changed.



(End of this chapter)