falling angel

Chapter 32

"Is it worth it to worry about the daughter of an enemy like me?"

"Aren't I also the son of your enemy?" He asked back.

"No, you are different. Before you met me, you were young and sunny, with a bright future. You can use your talents to your heart's content, but I, I am an outcast, my father does not want me, my lover betrays me, and even fate seems to be in the air... Playing with me, why did you pick me up? Why did you let me drag you down?"

"Yaoyao, don't do this. I am not dragged down by you, I am willing to pick you up. I know this is not the best time, but since you asked me today, I am not afraid to tell you the truth. I love You. I've been in love with you since the first time I saw you in Green Goblin. I admire your musical talent while being haunted by the empty sadness in your eyes. I'm looking for someone to investigate and dig you The story behind it, knowing that there is such an inextricable connection between you and me. Only then did I realize that what drew me to you was not accidental, but destiny. I am not a fatalist, the only thing that made me It is determined to be fate, because you and I met in the Green Demon. Your fate is so similar to mine. I am so lucky to have grandma's care, and you, you are lonely and helpless, so my whole heart is for you pain."

"Can I take your so-called distress as sympathy?"

"No, Yaoyao, please don't doubt my feelings for you. Compassion and love, they are different. I have never doubted my feelings for you. When you don't need me, I will stay without affecting Look at your happiness in your corner; when you need someone by your side, I will be there for you. I won't force you to have the same feelings for me, I love you, it's my business, I don't need it Your reply doesn't require you to do anything. I just hope that you allow me, who has confessed to you, to continue to guard you by your side. That's enough."

I didn't have any mental preparation for Zhang Shaoyang's sudden confession. His tone was calm and his eyes were firm. He didn't have Yuan Xueyi's emotional expression and flickering affection, but his thinking was clear and his words were certain. Even as a debate, I had nothing to say explain.What can I say, it seems that everything is so pale.I am the one who was lucky enough to be loved by Zhang Shaoyang when I was abandoned by the whole world.When I lowered my head to eat the lunch prepared by Zhang Shaoyang, there was a warm and comfortable taste.I know he can give me the peace of life I want, I know he can make any dream come true for me, but I don't deserve him.I cannot deprive him of his greatest happiness.And at this moment, what am I doing?I selfishly enjoyed everything he gave for me and even felt warm and happy.

"I love you, it's my business." Is that so?Can I pretend that he never confessed to me.

The tangled emotions were quickly abandoned by the busy work.The days that followed were peaceful as if nothing had happened.From the perspective of others, the life of an artist is colorful and full of passion. Only when you truly become an artist can you know the hard work, and only you can experience it.I soon began to regret my outrageous remarks at the reception. Being a new star in the world meant to me that I would never sleep again.

Every time when I was about to collapse from exhaustion, Zhang Shaoyang would appear by my side at the right time, bring me coffee, make me laugh with some bad jokes, or just hold my hand gently to make me persevere .

"I know why you want to be a world star, no matter what the purpose is, it is your dream. No one's dream is free. I believe you can, because you are my demon." I like it Zhang Shaoyang called me his demon.Yes, I am his demon, a demon that is riddled with holes and is cared for carefully by him.

After all, fate treats me well, but why sacrifice other people's happiness.I do not deserve.

(End of this chapter)