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Chapter 144 Tell Them I Want To Marry You
"Senior Lu!" I stood there awkwardly, not knowing what to do.

"What? I'm so unwelcome?"

Song Junxi probably heard the commotion, and also came out of the kitchen, and was obviously taken aback when he saw Lu Wenxuan.

"How did you know about this place?"

"You're such a fanfare, I don't think it's hard to know!" Lu Wenxuan came in by himself, and sat down at the table: "It seems that I have a lucky day today!"

Although Song Junxi had an ugly face, he was not easy to chase people away, and obviously he also knew that Lu Wenxuan must have something to tell him when he came.

While talking, Wu Gang came in. Just now Senior Lu came in and the back door was left open.

"Senior Lu is here too? It's really lively!" Wu Gang came in and closed the door behind him.

Lu Wenxuan and Song Junxi eat very elegantly, and they are both pleasing to the eye.

The hot pot that was supposed to be eaten with sweaty cheeks, was brought by the two of them, as if they were eating western food.

The atmosphere was too embarrassing, and the carefully prepared hot pot banquet turned out like this, Wu Gang naturally saw the clues.

After a while, I reasoned that there was still something to do at school, so I excused him to see him off, and we went out together, only to breathe a sigh of relief when we got downstairs.

Lu Wenxuan must have something to say to Song Junxi alone, it's better if I'm not present.

When we got downstairs, Wu Gang asked me: "What's going on, why is Lu Wenxuan here?"

"I don't know why Senior Lu came here today. I always feel bad! Did something about us get discovered?" I was still worried, whether it was because Aunt Yao knew about Song Junxi and me, Senior Lu It's for tipping off.

"Don't worry, it won't happen. Uncle Song and the others are very busy and don't have time to take care of Junxi's affairs. Besides, he has always made the family worry-free. We have been classmates since elementary school, and we haven't seen many uncles and aunts take care of him." Don't think too much about him!"

Wu Gang sat with me at the milk tea shop in the community for almost an hour. He called Song Junxi on his mobile phone, and I went up after Lu Wenxuan left.

When I went back, Song Junxi was calmly cleaning up the mess in the kitchen.

It was greasy everywhere, and it was a struggle to clean it up.

"Senior Lu came to see you today for something?" I think Senior Lu's visit must be related to our affairs. He doesn't look like the kind of person who likes to visit when he has nothing to do.

Song Junxi was silent for a long time before popping out two words: "It's okay!"

"Junxi, are you lying to me or yourself? Tell me, I'm going crazy with worry!" I stopped my movements and looked at Song Junxi.

There was even a moment when the phrase "Let's break up" was really about to be blurted out.

However, I held back.

It's not that I don't love him, or that I can't share his troubles, but that recurring fear really overwhelms me.

During this time in particular, I don't go a single day without being bothered.

Dreaming every night, dreaming of those Song Junxi fan clubs at school, pointing at me one by one, saying that I am not good enough for him, dreaming that the Song family found out that we are in love, dreaming that they want us to separate.

I'm scared.

Sometimes, what is feared is not a result, but the process of waiting for the judgment.

I think we will be discovered sooner or later!
"It's really all right! He didn't come to me today because of our business!" Song Junxi continued with his business without looking at me.

"Then tell me, what's the matter!" I was also very stubborn, and I had to ask why.

"I said it's all right!" Although Song Junxi's voice was not loud, there was a hint of impatience, which I could naturally hear after being by his side for so long.

"Song Junxi, do you really want to hide everything from me? You think it's for my own good, but do you know that these things torture me so much that I can't eat well, I can't sleep well, and I worry about it every day, fearing that I will be found out one day. up.

You can be confident, that's because you are high above you, like a ruler, I can only ask for what you give me, but I have nothing, except this body, what else can I give you, what can I give, you never know me How scared, I don't have the confidence like you, I can't be confident, Song Junxi, we are not suitable at all, us. . . . . . "Break up, before I could say the three words, Song Junxi interrupted me.

"Don't say it!"

"What's the difference? When did you become so self-deceiving!" I shook my head, not daring to meet Song Junxi's eyes.

"I know I'm too busy during this time, I don't have time to accompany you, it's because I didn't do well enough, don't worry, I will take care of it soon!" Song Junxi comforted me calmly.

"Song Junxi, don't be like this. You gave up going abroad and Tsinghua University for me, and now you are working so hard. Do you know how guilty I am? Putting aside the concept of family status, I can't even compare to you in terms of love. .

Don't do this anymore, don't do this anymore, I've made up my mind, we don't want to be together, Song Junxi, I'm not a child anymore, I've grown up, I have my own thoughts, don't force me, maybe I I don't like you at all, all this is imposed on me by you! "

"Is family background important? How important is who pays? Xia Xia, why don't you always believe me!"

"Because of your background, you never know what I think! Song Junxi, I'm tired, I want to go home!" I turned around and wanted to leave the kitchen.

There was a crash, and a stack of dishes fell to the ground.

I was startled, but didn't look back.

I should really be ruthless!

At that moment, my mind was blank, and I didn't realize that I was only wearing a sweater until I rushed downstairs and the icy rain hit me.

My arm was suddenly held by him: "Where are you going, isn't this our home? I said, I will give you a home, this is your home, you are not allowed to go anywhere! Hurry up I'm going up!"

"Let's not deceive ourselves, okay? You know better than me how long we can live in peace like this. Let go, let go!" I pulled my arm hard, hit him, kicked him, but he couldn't stand still. move.

"I have let go once, so I won't give you another chance! Since you care so much about my parents' thoughts, I will take you home now, and I will tell them that I like you and I want to marry you. If they disagree, I will leave the Song family!"

Song Junxi was very irrational at this moment. He took my hand and walked forward. I wanted to shake off his arm: "Are you crazy? Are you trying to force me to become a sinner?"

"Yes, I just want to force you. I want to see if you have a heart. Is all of this, family background, sacrifice, not as important as my heart to you? You just don't believe that I can give you happiness, Are other people's thoughts so important? It is the two of us who are together for a lifetime, not them!"

The rain flowed down his hair and onto his face. I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears. The two of us stood in the rain like fools. After a while, both of us were completely wet.

(End of this chapter)