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Chapter 155 I Want To Be Alone In This Life

I could see from Teacher Ma's eyes that my mother must be seriously ill, but I didn't expect it to be like that.

As soon as she saw me coming in, she immediately covered herself in the quilt: "Don't come, don't come, Deming, I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of Xia Xia, I didn't take good care of Xia Xia!"

My whole body was trembling, trying not to let the tears flow out, I patted the quilt lightly: "Mom, I am Xia Xia, can you come out? I am Xia Xia!"

"I don't want to come out, you go, you are not my Xia Xia..."

"Mom, I'm Xia Xia, come out and see me!"

She got up from the bed suddenly, with too much strength, almost knocked me to the ground, with a quilt on her body: "Get out, you want to take my Xia Xia away, right, don't think about it, get out quickly, otherwise, or I will kill you!" about you!"

She suddenly raised the chair on the ground and was about to throw it at me.

"Mom, I'm Xiaxia, I'm your Xiaxia, why don't you know me, wake up!" I tried to walk over, but halfway through, the chair fell towards me come over.

I felt dizzy all over, but I didn't feel any pain at all. I don't want her like this, I want her to be fine, and I only have my mother left.

"Mom, I'm your Xia Xia!" I walked in step by step, she shook her head and stood there with her hands raised in horror, still maintaining the posture of throwing the chair just now.

I walked over and hugged her: "Mom, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I was really wrong, I beg you to wake up, okay, I beg you, I am your Xia Xia, I will listen to you in the future If so, mother, mother..."

My body was suddenly pushed away by her, and I took a few steps back. Fortunately, the bed behind me blocked me, so I didn't fall down.

"You are not... not my Xia Xia, I Xia Xia, she is gone, don't want me, she is gone... Where did you come from, a monster, how dare you pretend to be my Xia Xia, I beat you to death!"

She ran over and slapped me randomly with her hands. I stood there motionless and let her slap me.

This is the punishment I deserve. If this can make her sober and let her recognize me, I am willing!
The nurse and the doctor probably heard the movement and rushed in from the outside. They pulled my mother away from me, and a nurse quickly injected her with an injection of something.

She quickly calmed down, and was still thinking about it before going to sleep: "She is not my Xia Xia, no, no, you drive her away, she is a monster..."

After my mother fell asleep, the doctor saw that I was also wearing a hospital gown and asked, "Who are you?"

"I am her daughter, and my name is Xia Xia..." I choked up and could barely speak.

The doctor hesitated for a while before saying, "Come with me!"

I nodded and glanced at the hospital bed, my mother was already fast asleep.

"Doctor, how is my mother? Why doesn't she know me anymore? Will she be okay?" I couldn't help crying softly.

"The situation is not very good. The patient's head injury was not properly treated some time ago, and he was greatly stimulated, which caused fear and confusion about the past. Moreover, he has a tendency to violence. I suggest that he should be observed in the hospital for a period of time !"

"Then how long will it take for her to recover? Doctor, please save her. My mother is the only family member left for me. Please save her!"

The doctor sighed: "Do you have any other relatives in your family? Just you?" The doctor saw that my mother was the only one who came here since she was hospitalized, so he tried to ask.

I nodded with tears in my eyes: "Yes doctor, my father passed away some time ago, and my mother is the only family member left, so I beg you to cure her, otherwise I really don't have the courage to live. ..."

"Little girl, you need courage to live. It is easy to die, but you are escaping. You don't have the courage to live. What about your mother? You are the only family member left!" The doctor is about the same age as my father. He is big and speaks very kindly. He listened to me and comforted me kindly.

"I know, I didn't really think so, doctor, my mother will be fine, right?" I looked at the doctor expectantly, hoping he would give me a positive answer.

"As a doctor, I naturally hope that she can get better soon, but you still have to be mentally prepared!"

I bowed my head and said nothing, he turned around and poured me a cup of hot water: "After the patient's head injury heals, I suggest you transfer to a psychiatric hospital for treatment. The environment of our hospital is not suitable for your mother to recuperate!" Doctor It's very euphemistic.

"Transfer? But where to go, I don't know which hospital is good. Where will it help my mother's condition?" I heard the doctor say this, and I got up from the chair and looked nervously at the hospital. doctor.

"Don't be afraid. Since I am your mother's attending doctor now, I will definitely be responsible for her. I will help you contact the hospital. It's just that the hospitalization fee is not cheap. At least you can afford it?"

"How much does it cost?" At that moment, I made a decision, I want to make money to help my mother cure her illness, and I must cure her!
"The monthly cost is at least 2000 yuan, which is not easy for a child like you!" The doctor paused, "But for your mother's current situation, hospitalization is the best choice. At home, someone needs to be there 24 hours a day." Look, you are the only one in your family, so you must not be able to take care of her well!"

"I want to go out to make money, so I definitely can't take care of my mother, so I begged Dr. Li to connect me with a better hospital that can help my mother's condition. It doesn't matter if it is more expensive, as long as it can cure my mother's illness, I can't lose her!"

I tugged on the doctor's sleeve and begged him.

I came down to see my mother whenever I was free these days, she was still very irritable, especially when she saw me, she went crazy even more.

The doctor was afraid that I would irritate her and suggested that I come to see her every time she was asleep, or stand outside the door to watch, otherwise it would only make the patient's condition worse.

Once I looked at her through the glass of the ward door, and she found out, she threw a pillow and smashed it on the door and went crazy again: "The monsters and ghosts are here, she wants to take us Xia Xia away, let her go, let her go Walk!"

My mother made a fuss in the ward, pulled out the needle, and beat the nurse. If the other nurses hadn't arrived, she would have rushed out. If she hurt someone else, it would be even more troublesome.

It was a young nurse who was injured by my mother. She was beaten, so she was naturally in a bad mood. When she came out, she looked at me with extremely bored eyes: "I didn't say that, I won't let you come over, wait for the patient to sleep. Come here when she is sleeping? You will drive her crazy every three days or so, and it will only make her sicker worse!"

"I'm sorry, I'll be more careful next time, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!"

The nurse snorted coldly at me, and left unhappy. I squatted at the door of my mother's ward, helpless. When will my mother recognize me?
If my mother can get better, I really want to be alone in this life, as long as she can get better!
(End of this chapter)