Love for a limited time

Chapter 189 An Emergency

"Mom, it's the ring in the box, you know that right?" I'm not here for a few days, my mother must have packed my things, she must have put them away.

My mother still turned her back to me, unmoved.

"Mom, did you put it somewhere else for me, and give it back to me, okay?"

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My mother lay there quietly, as if she was asleep.

"Mom, I beg you, give me the ring, will you please?"

After a while, my mother sat up from the bed and looked at me: "You are going to marry Zhiwen soon, why are you still keeping that ring? If Zhiwen saw it, wouldn't it be an unpleasant affair?"

"We are over, I just keep it as a souvenir, I will have nothing to do with him!" I shook my head, hoping that my mother could return the ring to me, that was my most beautiful dream when I was young.

Now I can only look at that ring occasionally and recall it.

"Xiaxia, it doesn't matter if mom doesn't believe me or not, but I want Zhiwen to believe it. Zhiwen saw this ring when he was packing up that day. Mom thinks he cares about it. To avoid suspicion, I have already thrown it away!" Decide, don't turn your face away, don't want to see my sad face.

"Throw it away? Where did you throw it? Tell me!" I stepped forward and hugged my mother's leg.

I must get that ring back, I must get it back!
"How do I know where to throw it away? I just threw it away. Who knows where it went. Xia Xia, how can you marry Zhiwen like this!" My mother sighed, with a look of hatred for iron.

"Mom, where did you throw it? Even if you throw it at random, there is a general location. The time is short, so you can definitely find it!" I got up and wanted to go out.

My mother stopped me: "Xia Xia, you are really obsessed with ghosts. Look at you now. You are out of your mind. What do you make Zhiwen think? It is you who agreed to his marriage proposal. No one is forcing you. You should at least treat yourself Be responsible for what you do! What does this look like?"

It was I who wanted to marry myself, it was I who wanted to say goodbye to the past completely, I thought it would be easy, I thought I would never see him again in this life.

But I didn't expect that he would come back, and my heart would be so painful.

I thought I could forget it, but I just thought it was.

Those memories began to revive the moment I saw him, growing crazily. In my eyes and in my heart, there is only him. What should I do?I do not want this!

I don't know that this is wrong and unfair to Chen Zhiwen, but I can't control my heart.

Moreover, I also clearly know that it is impossible for Song Junxi and I to be together with him calmly and ignore the feelings of the Song family and my mother.

Song Junxi and I can only do this, one married, one married, this is our final outcome.

But I thought that I could at least hold onto some of it, but I didn't expect that it was so terrible that he wouldn't even give me the last trace of memory.

"Mom, you..." I fell there limply.

The whole heart seemed to be hollowed out.

Could it be that he and I are doomed to have no memories of this, and there is only a ring left, which cannot be kept?
That's fine, just cut it clean, tomorrow, I'm going to get a certificate with someone else, how can I think about him anymore?

I sneered, walked back to the room staggeringly, closed the door, and held the empty box in a daze!
Crying through countless nights, waking up countless mornings, alone!

I'm going to get the certificate from Chen Zhiwen later, I'm like a puppet who has lost consciousness.

I drank the porridge one mouthful at a time, and listened to my mother nagging me to get my ID card and household registration book.

When I finished preparing everything, Chen Zhiwen happened to call and said he was waiting downstairs.

I went out with my bag, and when I got to the door, my mother suddenly stopped me: "Xia Xia!"

I forced a smile: "Mom, what's the matter?"

"It's nothing!" Mom came over and straightened my hair: "Mom just wants my Xia Xia to have less hardships and happiness in her next life! Mom will feel at ease!"

"Mom, don't worry!" I gave my mother a reassuring smile, turned and went downstairs.

Chen Zhiwen watched me go upstairs and downstairs, got out of the car and opened the door for me.

"Did you rest well last night? I see that your face is still so pale!" Chen Zhiwen asked with concern when he saw that my complexion was not good.

I subconsciously touched my face and chuckled: "Is there any? Maybe it's because the whitening mask I used recently is so effective!"

I pulled the corners of my mouth vigorously, hoping that my smile would be more natural and brighter.

"Okay, let's go!"

"Yeah!" I nodded.

The traffic in City A has always been very congested, but that day, it was surprisingly smooth, and the smooth roads only made my heart feel even more congested.

Every time I get closer, my heart feels more uncomfortable.

I held the bag tightly in my hands, and for a moment, I really wanted to open the car door and jump out.

However, I...
Too many scruples, doomed to do nothing.

Chen Zhiwen came over with one hand, put it on my clasped hands, and looked at me with a smile: "Don't be nervous, Mrs. Chen!"

I wanted to give him a smile, but I was very powerless, and my whole state was in a daze.

Turn right at the traffic lights in front, and you will arrive at another intersection. This is the first time that I am not looking forward to the road!

I am afraid, I am very afraid!
The closer you get, the more frightened you become.

Chen Zhiwen originally thought he could rush through this intersection before it turned into a red light, but he didn't succeed, so he braked suddenly.

"Zhiwen..." My lips parted.

He looked at me with a smile, but he couldn't say that sentence, we'll come to collect the certificate another day.

I was really a bad person and hurt everyone.

I suddenly regretted that maybe a person like me didn't deserve any happiness at all. I couldn't accept Chen Zhiwen's wishes wholeheartedly, so it was a kind of harm to him.

I looked at the countdown on the traffic lights, and when I finally jumped to one, I closed my eyes in despair, turned around the intersection ahead, and it would take less than 3 minutes to arrive.

"What's wrong, Xia Xia!"

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Chen Zhiwen's cell phone rang suddenly, and he frowned. He didn't intend to answer it, but when Chen Zhiwen scanned the name of the incoming call, he said to me: "I'll answer the call first!".

Pull over the car and answer the phone.

I couldn't hear what was said there, but Chen Zhiwen said with some reluctance: "Must it be now? Can you give me an hour! I will definitely be there in an hour!"

I don't know what was said there, Chen Zhiwen had no choice but to compromise: "Okay, I'll go back to the company right away, wait for me for 10 minutes!"

I breathed a sigh of relief, and to cover myself, I kept looking out the window until the phone call ended, and Chen Zhiwen called me: "Xia Xia!"

I don't know why, but I feel a little guilty.

"We'll get the certificate another day. There's something wrong with the company's contract. I have to go back right away!"

(End of this chapter)