Love for a limited time

Chapter 194 Bearing the burden of humiliation and living with it
"I know! Xia Xia, I don't want you to get hurt again!" Li Zhibin looked at me with complicated eyes.

"I won't, I will protect the person I want to protect, Zhibin, if you have time, you can persuade Junxi for me!" The last thing I want to see now is that Junxi will do anything to hurt himself again.

"I understand my brother's temperament very well. From the very beginning, he never wanted to give up! Xia Xia, my brother's personality is actually very similar to Aunt Yao. Their mother and child are more stubborn than the other. I'm afraid things are not as good as you think !" Li Zhibin was driving the car, frowning deeply.

"I'm not afraid of anything now. Soldiers will cover you with water and earth. As long as you don't hurt my mother, you know, I only have her left now!" I tried to relax myself.

When I went back that day, I saw my mother hunched over in the bathroom washing the clothes I hadn't washed in time.

"Mom, why don't you use the washing machine to wash it? Go and take a break, let me do it!"

"Oh, there's no need to turn on the washing machine for these two clothes. Don't come in, or the ground will be covered with water!" My mother waved me out.

I leaned on the door frame and looked down at my mother, because she was sick in those two years, she looked older than her peers, her hair was half gray, and she was very thin.

I really caused her to suffer a lot with me.

The better option for me right now is to give her a stable life.

I closed my eyes and thought about what Li Zhibin said to me just now, which strengthened my thoughts even more.

It's a blessing, not a disaster, it's a disaster that can't be avoided.

But the next day, when I arrived at the company, I heard a piece of news that I couldn't accept.

Sister Yueyan was in a car accident and collided with a truck on the guardrail on the highway, and she is still being rescued.

I went to the hospital to see Sister Yueyan, and Lu Wenxuan stood there leaning against the wall, extremely lonely.

"Senior Lu!" I called his name softly.

"I've already let her go, why is it still like this?" Lu Wenxuan didn't look at me, as if he was talking to himself or just looking for someone to confide in.

But then he didn't say anything.

Sister Yueyan hadn't woken up when I got there. The doctor said that if she didn't wake up within 48 hours, she might be in a vegetable state.

Life is impermanent, and no one can predict what will happen next.

I met Wu Gang in the hospital who came to accompany Ma Li for her prenatal checkup. The month is not very old, more than four months old, and Ma Li is thin. If you don't look carefully, you really can't tell.Wu Gang supported Ma Li, looking cautious.

Ma Li's mother helped Ma Li in to check and Wu Gang and I were standing outside talking.

"Congratulations, you are going to be a father!"

Wu Gang smiled embarrassingly: "There is nothing to congratulate, that's what happened!"

After chatting casually, Ma Li's mother helped her over, and I smiled and let Wu Gang do the work first.

After leaving the hospital, I let out a sigh of relief. Maybe Wu Gang will never forget Li Lan in his heart, but he is doing well now, isn't he?

Wife, children, life is safe!

People, it's good to have loved, not necessarily to be together.

I met Han Xiaoya and Song Junxi at the entrance of the hospital, Han Xiaoya saw me, and came over to say hello naturally: "Are you also here to see Sister Yueyan?"

I nodded: "Well, sister Yueyan hasn't woken up yet! You guys go up!"

"okay!"

I got out of the hospital and was about to leave by car, when Song Junxi suddenly caught up.

I looked at him, feeling powerless, I have to fight with him until someday!
I'm really kind of tired of this.

There were few people coming to the coffee shop near the hospital, and it was even quieter in the morning.

This time I decided to speak first, otherwise I would be blocked by him every time and have nothing to say.

"I heard that Aunt Yao and the others have returned to China?" Sure enough, Song Junxi was stunned for a moment, then nodded.

"Uncle, auntie are all okay!" I wanted to try to find a breakthrough from other aspects.

Entangled between love and whether to love or not, I was almost tortured to the point of collapse.

"Mmm!" Song Junxi had already answered both of my um's.

Song Junxi, who was dazzled by the surprise of seeing him for the first time, became rational, which is good.

At least we can sit down quietly and have a conversation.

His parents' return to China wasn't so bad that only danger remained.

"I came back to prepare for your wedding with Xiaoya! Congratulations!" I smiled and took a sip of coffee, which was very bitter.

I have always been afraid of drinking such bitter things, but all these years, even if I eat sugar, it has never made my heart feel sweet.

Song Junxi frowned silently and smiled wryly.

"The you in the past were braver than now!" Ignoring what I just said, I continued: "At that time, you were willing to share life with me, work hard for me, and face it together. Now, you..."

I cut off his words, "At that time we were young and ignorant, we could try to be fearless and greedy." I shook my head, "I can't do it now, because I know that every time I am greedy, I will be punished, and every time I have delusions, the old man The sky will take away all the good things I have, Song Junxi, I don’t have the courage, and I don’t have the fighting spirit anymore. I can’t lose anything anymore. Let me go, let yourself go, what do you want now? Girl, you won't miss it, why do you bother with me endlessly?"

He raised his voice, "Am I wrong? Xia Xia, try again, is it that difficult? After all..."

"You are right, and I am right, but the key point is to love the wrong person, sometimes love can kill people, Romeo loves Juliet less, Juliet will not die, Liang Shanbo loves Zhu Yingtai less, Zhu Yingtai does not Will die for love, Junxi, sometimes it is wrong to love too much, and things will be reversed. If you and I struggle again, aren't you afraid that Aunt Yao and Uncle Song will find my mother again? She is not in good health and cannot be stimulated, so I will leave I can't afford to lose her as a family member, and if my mother dies because of me, I won't be able to live anymore! The same goes for you!"

Song Junxi didn't answer me, just looked at me quietly like that, never calm after meeting.

"Xia Xia, I..."

"We have to be like this, you can blame me, even hate me for forgetting our past, but I can only say, sorry, please forgive my absence in your future!" I interrupted Song Junxi, I was afraid that I would be caught by his Those words struck again, shook again.

This is the best choice for us.

"Sister Yueyan is not here, I still have to do business with the company, I'm leaving first!" I got up and left.

"Liu Xia!" Song Junxi's deep voice was especially clear in this cafe with few customers.

"Goodbye!" I took a breath and decided that I couldn't look back.

There are bound to be gains and losses in the choice, this is life.

For people like us, it is to bear the burden of humiliation and drag out an ignoble existence.

(End of this chapter)