Love for a limited time

Chapter 200 I Just Want to Live in Peace
I returned home in a daze, and my mother saw me coming back: "Have you sent it?"

I nodded weakly, I'm not going to tell my mom about it, she definitely won't accept it, how could such a peerless good man like Chen Zhiwen cheat?
"Why don't you bring the rice bucket back, I'll wash it, and you can bring him some soup tomorrow, and eat outside every day, it's not nutritious!"

Seeing that I didn't carry anything in my hand, my mother couldn't help complaining: "You, you are always careless!"

I was a little weak: "Mom, I'm going back to my room first!"

Lying on the bed, my mind was blank for a long time. To be honest, the impact of this incident on me was too great in the present tense. I never thought that Chen Zhiwen would cheat!
I used to think that after I married him, I would forget everything and live with him well.

I don't know if I am too confident or too naive.

I really don't want to talk about love or not now, I just want to find someone to live peacefully.

All of this is really not what I want~
At this moment, I suddenly missed Song Junxi, holding the phone tightly, but I still didn't dial the number.

They have already decided that they will never communicate with each other from now on, so why call him?
I hardly closed my eyes all night. When I went to work in the morning, my mother stared at me for a long time: "Xia Xia, do you have something on your mind!"

"No! I've been under a lot of work pressure recently!" I found it very difficult for me to smile.

"Why didn't you wear your ring!" My mother noticed that I didn't have a ring on my hand.

I smiled with a guilty conscience: "I washed my face in the morning and forgot to put it on the dresser. Mom, I'm leaving. I'm going to be late for work!"

"Then hurry up, I'll clean up the room and put it away for you later! Come on, don't keep Zhiwen waiting!"

I coughed violently and almost coughed up the milk I drank just now. I choked on it, and almost choked my tears, which made me even more uncomfortable.

"It's okay!"

I couldn't speak, just waved my hands, closed the door, and left the house as if fleeing.

I can't even face myself, let alone how to face my mother.

I really am a total loser!
When I got to the gate, Chen Zhiwen's car was parked there.

I subconsciously turned around and dodged.

Chen Zhiwen got out of the car at once, with guilt in his eyes: "Xia Xia, let's talk!"

I looked at him for a long time, and finally nodded, always giving him a chance to appeal.

I really couldn't find a suitable place to talk in the morning, so I finally got into his car and stopped in a small square nearby.

A few early-rising uncles and aunts were exercising there, so we found a stone bench and sat down.

I feel like I have nothing to say to him.

In fact, when we were together, we talked more about work. Yuanyang has an unwritten rule that husband and wife cannot be in the same company. After I went to Yueyanjie’s company, I seldom talked about work.

In fact, I left Yuanyang thinking that I would definitely marry him.

Now that I think about it, it's a bit ridiculous, but my departure made it possible for him and Zhang Keke.

"Xia Xia, I'm sorry!" I've heard these three words too much recently, and I'm a little numb.

No matter what name love starts with, it will never escape from these three words at the end.

I didn't say anything, I lowered my head and folded my hands. After such a thing happened suddenly, I felt that the man sitting in front of me suddenly made me stiff, and I was at a loss.

"Xia Xia, I really want to marry you. I have been dreaming of this dream for four whole years!" Chen Zhiwen took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and spit out eye circles. After half a day, my throat started to cough again.

He turned off on the stone table, and continued: "Until now, the person I want to marry is still you!" After he finished speaking, he laughed first.

"Maybe you don't believe it, but it doesn't matter anymore, Xia Xia, now, I just want to ask you, do you love me?" Chen Zhiwen looked at me, eager to know the answer.

I can't lie to him. The only person I love from the beginning to the end is Song Junxi. In my life, I can't fall in love with anyone else again. This is a fact, but I can't say it out.

"I really want to marry you and live a good life with you!" This is what I say in my heart, I have always thought so, I need this kind of life.

"I knew it, you don't love me! Do you know what day was yesterday? It was my birthday. I went to see you at noon. I thought you would remember!" Chen Zhiwen shook his head with a wry smile.

"sorry!"

"Forget it! It's useless to say this now, Xia Xia, I thought about it, and I'm going to tell you about it. Song Junxi's mother came to see me!" Chen Zhiwen looked at me seriously.

"What did you say?"

"You heard that right, she came to see me!"

I can probably think of what she would say, but what I can't figure out is what good will it do her if she destroys my marriage, and is she not afraid that this will bring me and Song Junxi back together.

She is really crazy!
"Xia Xia, I came from the countryside. I have achieved today's results because of my hard work. In order to support me in my studies, my younger brother followed someone to the coal mine before he graduated from junior high school. Then there was an accident. When I came out, my leg was crippled, I didn't tell you about this!" Chen Zhiwen's eyes were a little red.

He really didn't tell me this, and I have never asked him after being with him for so long. He only said that the family members couldn't get away from him, but I never asked why?
Also I care too little about him.

"It wasn't until after I graduated from university that life at home became easier. I married a wife and had children. My sister-in-law is also very virtuous and has two children. Although my family knows that I live well here, they are afraid that this big family will embarrass me when they come over, so , I never proposed to come here for a walk, my today is my brother's sacrifice, I am now the only pillar of the family, my work can not be troubled!"

Chen Zhiwen held the cigarette and did not light it, his hands trembling violently: "Xia Xia, I don't care about the past between you and Song Junxi, I love you, so I can accept everything, but my life can't stand such a toss! I just want to live a peaceful life, leaving City A, or having any grievances with such a family is not what I want! Xia Xia, I'm sorry, I can't protect you!"

I shook my head: "It's not your fault!"

I understand his thoughts, he is already in his 30s, he is not a hot-headed brat, he has a family to support, he has the right to choose the life he wants, not to mention there is someone who loves him so much by his side The desperate Zhang Keke.

(End of this chapter)